**How Wildflowers Grow** is a raw audio journal about becoming while life is still happening. Now a full book on Amazon!
Fyeo talks the way her mind actually moves: unpredictable, light, honest, messy, and sometimes dark. Motherhood, divorce, men, lies, dating, childhood, addiction, trauma, therapy, possession, healing, and the slow, uneven work of changing her mindset.
Nothing is polished or wrapped into a lesson. No scripts. No neat endings. only the real stuff, told while she’s still living it.
Just a woman becoming, out loud.
Keep growing.
I recorded an episode, and it was a facade. This is the truth. A broken heart. A call from my brother, a revenge body I'm not sure I want, and a man of stone I thought maybe I could turn into butter. A reflective, honest look at fearful avoidant love, long distance relationships, grief, and writing about the partner you can't find.
Keep growing.
10 Nov 2026
Unresolved Issues Turn Into Manifestos
I wrote a manifesto. It was so long and so attacking that it earned the name. This episode is about being a fearful avoidant in a long distance relationship, a kazoo that got upgraded to a fiddle, and what happens when you finally say everything out loud and the only response is a nap. A reflective, honest look at breaking relationship patterns, dating in your 40s, and choosing the dirt you grow in.
Keep growing.
7 Nov 2026
I’m a Teenage Girl in a Woman’s Body
I unpaused the apps and saw “looking for a woman, not a girl” everywhere. So I’m saying it: I’m a teenage girl in a woman’s body. Men want the lightning and the storm energy, then blame you for the rain. You don’t get both. Raw episode on dating after trauma, the hot-and-crazy chart, and choosing better dirt.
4 Nov 2026
Have Patience
I was talking to God, but I wasn't hearing Him. Until yesterday.
Between financial desperation, complicated relationships, impulsive decisions, and trying to figure out what comes next, I found myself at a crossroads. I stopped, put my phone down, and asked God what I was doing.
The answer wasn't what I expected. It was simple: Have patience.
I don't have everything figured out. Not even close. But maybe there's something to be said for stopping long enough to hear yourself, finding a little peace, and choosing to keep going.
24 Oct 2026
God please shake me
I almost didn't go. I did, and I came home with a notebook full of notes and a question I can't put down. God, if you're listening, I'm sorry I haven't been paying attention.
Keep growing.
7 Sept 2026
I published the book
The first episodes on this show were me talking before I had a clean place to put it. This one is the hinge.
I wrote How Wildflowers Grow is a messy women’s memoir about childhood trauma, addiction and recovery, emotional abuse and domestic violence, motherhood after leaving, and dating apps with a twin mattress. A nearly two-decade relationship. I don’t tidy the ending.
From here out, this show is the after. Calling people first. Fewer friends on purpose. Walking with my head up. Sad-movie nights. Keeping my boys out of the dating life. Still here.
Book: https://a.co/d/0dNVgKuu
3 Sept 2026
Just a number
The honest, un-funny episode. Trusting again after years of being the one accused, decoding the small moments that spiral, and the habit of being my own defense lawyer. No neat resolution just an honest one. Keep growing.
3 Sept 2026
Possession is not love
In the premiere of Wildflowers, Fueo gets honest about the thing she can’t quite shake: possession.
She doesn’t hate men — she loves their simplicity. But after a poly Russian who said all the right things and an avoidant who answered none of them, she’s left staring at an old pattern. Why does indifference feel like rejection? Why did she walk away from the one man who treated her like a goddess? And is there such a thing as healthy possession… or just better rules?
Raw, unfiltered, and a little messy — just like dating after 40.
Keep growing.
3 Sept 2026
The Crazy Girl
My brothers say I’m one of the “crazy girls”… the kind who leaves five-minute voice messages for people she barely knows. They might be right. In my first episode, I talk about finding my voice after divorce, the silence of an empty house, dating apps, happy trails, and why I finally decided to stop flooding strangers… and start talking to the abyss instead. Welcome to Wildflowers.
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