Ad Nihilo: a travelogue of nowhere

About Ad Nihilo: a travelogue of nowhere

At some point over the past ten years—somewhere in the midst of career changes, cancer, COVID, and kidnappings—I lost the thread. Everything has stopped making sense. Entirely. But, for once, I'm actually not worried about it—which is vaguely disconcerting. This is an honest attempt at recounting as I let the days drip off me (for however many there are left, at least). Let's hum into the void. It's okay if we forgot the words; no one really knew them anyway.

Publisher

Mx. Ø

Category

society & culture

Language

en

Explicit

No

First episode

16 Jul 2024

Latest episode

14 Jun 2025

Latest episodes

5 episodes in the feed.

1. 

   14 Jun 2025

   The[re's No] Way Back 001: The Ballad of Blonski Pt. 2

   The episode reflects on unrelated events surrounding John Blonski's funeral after his drowning, exploring themes of loss and remembrance.

2. 

   7 Jun 2025

   The[re's No] Way Back 001: The Ballad of Blonski - Part 1

   The host reflects on the life and character of John Blonski, who passed away in 2005, highlighting his kindness and integrity in this memorial episode.

3. 

   27 Jul 2024

   003: Should some dreams die?

   I've spent so much time, energy, and attention on trying to avoid loneliness. Was it a dream or a fixation on the wrong solution?

4. 

   18 Jul 2024

   002: Walking off the map

   Today I walked off the map in Seattle. Getting lost has always helped me strip away my feeling of certainty and with it so many presumptions and false assurances.

5. 

   16 Jul 2024

   001 : Happiness isn't the point

   I once snapped at someone for saying that the point of life is being happy.  Not my proudest moment, but my mind hasn't changed.

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