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A Father’s Worst Nightmare And How He Keeps Going #61
This is one of the most difficult conversations we’ve ever had. In this episode of the Ain’t Dead Yet Podcast, Derek Balderas shares the story of losing his 14-year-old son, Christian, after a tragic accident. From the moment he received the call to the days spent in the hospital and ultimately saying goodbye, Derrick opens up with raw honesty about what it means to face unimaginable loss. As a veteran and law enforcement officer, he’s experienced high-pressure situations but nothing compares to this. This episode isn’t just about grief, it’s about faith, resilience, and finding purpose after tragedy. Derek is now honoring his son’s life through endurance challenges and a mission to help others, proving that even in the darkest moments, there is still a way forward.
01:15 Meet Derrick
06:43 First Jiu Jitsu Roll
09:05 Career Path Shift
12:38 Love Hate Policing
21:44 Halloween Accident Call
30:15 Hospital Arrival Chaos
46:21 Biggest Decision
54:01 Induced Coma Explained
01:05:39 Final Goodbyes
01:14:29 Leaving Hospital After Death
01:26:20 Life After Loss
01:30:51 Endurance & Healing
01:42:04 Racing Through Grief
01:50:12 All In At Mile 80
02:02:03 Social Media As Healing
02:05:58 Living With The Loss
02:07:41 How To Support Christian
02:10:10 Foundation And Fundraising
02:13:38 Ironman Goals Ahead
02:16:58 Purpose For Mia
02:20:01 Keeping Christian’s Name Alive
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31 Mar 2026
Matt Johnson on Ironman Training, Obsession, Friendship & Sobriety #60
In this episode of the Ain’t Dead Yet podcast, I’m back with Matthew Johnson for round three to dive into how much our lives have shifted since we first met at Rocky Raccoon. We get real about the growing pains of success specifically the challenge of maintaining deep friendships while you’re evolving at a rapid pace. Matt breaks down the methodical mindset behind his biggest endurance goals, why signing up for Ironman Texas was the spark he needed to break a "Groundhog Day" training cycle, and why he’s showing up to the start line with zero expectations other than to have fun and empty the tank. Beyond the miles, we discuss the difference between building a true community versus just chasing followers, the impact of hitting his first million, and his vision for an Austin-based wellness retreat to support veterans through Valor Fit. This is a raw conversation about sobriety, faith, and the daily discipline of staying balanced when life starts moving fast.00:00 Introduction
00:44 Friendship and Growth Over Time
02:11 Ironman Spark and Methodical Mindset
07:31 Breaking the Groundhog Day Cycle
09:02 Purpose Driven 1 Percent Goals
11:11 Supportive Relationships and Love Language
14:37 Friendships Cultivation and Time Management
20:35 Obsession Tribe and Letting Go
29:15 Buying Mom a Car and Full Circle Joy
31:39 Building a Retreat Property in Austin
34:22 Living Day to Day and Faith Led Success
40:14 Do It Your Way and Being Yourself
41:53 Be Yourself Online
42:13 Not Everyone Can Create
43:10 Story And Skillset
44:03 Followers Versus Community
46:11 Brand Deals And Value
49:42 Do Stuff Differently
51:25 Ads Without Overkill
54:03 Sober Journey And NA
59:08 Why Stay Sober
01:03:04 Peptides And Recovery
01:06:19 Commitments And Seasons
01:10:28 Ironman And New Season
01:11:35 Living What You Built
01:15:24 Conclusion
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18 Feb 2026
Ain’t Dead Yet Returns: Discipline, Faith, and Fighting Through a Blown Knee #59
The Ain’t Dead Yet podcast is back from a three-month break with a new plan to release one deep-dive episode per month while I finish my book. In this kickoff, Brett Ender and I talk about "Moments vs. Tomorrow," which is the discipline of making choices today based on how you want to feel tomorrow rather than chasing instant comfort. We also discuss the "seasons" of friendship, why it's okay to go quiet while you're locked in on big goals, and the importance of detaching yourself from other people's results when you're trying to help them. Brett also shares the story of dislocating his knee during a jiu-jitsu match and his decision to continue the fight to honor the story he wants to tell his future sons. He explains why he is delaying surgery until after his July MMA fight and how he uses setbacks as fuel rather than excuses. We close with a candid talk on the pressures of marriage, business, and self-doubt, focusing on building an identity rooted in faith rather than just achievements.
00:00 Introduction
01:22 Brett’s Back: Friendship Seasons & Staying Aligned
04:23 Cutting the Noise: Shedding, Focus, and Faith vs Ambition
07:22 Youth Mentorship & Why Change Gets Harder
11:04 Coaching, Accountability, and Detaching From Other People’s Outcomes
14:55 Athlete Mindset: Consistency, Routine, and Leading by Example
20:08 Moments vs Tomorrow
24:09 Compartmentalizing & Mental Control: Lessons From Djokovic
28:42 The Knee Injury Story
35:10 No ACL, No Excuses
41:09 From Ultras to MMA:
46:57 Training With a Coach Who Can ‘Kill You'
53:37 Why He Won’t Do Another Ironman: Identity, Ego & Going Backwards
59:11 Being a Man of God, Not a ‘Runner’
01:06:23 What He’s Struggling With Now: Marriage, Money Pressure & Inner Demons
01:13:07 Conclusion
Connect with Brett
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65,550
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