literally just talking about what's in my heart, soul, and mind, and why we are who we are. sometimes alone, sometimes with others. willing to bare my soul, holding space for you to do the same.
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32 | sam believ & dr. clara porwoll (ayahuasca: the door to healing)
april of this year (2025) i had my first experience with ayahuasca, tucked away with the trees on the edge of the colombian jungle. after his own ayahuasca journey, sam believ created lawayra retreats to make the wisdom of this sacred medicine accessible to a wider range of people. his vision, presence, and approach is truly a gift to this world. alongside him in this conversation is the at the time head of facilitation, dr. clara porwoll. while i am still in my process of integrating all that i learned through my own journey, and it has not felt right to share my experience yet, i share this conversation with you with trust that it will resonate with those whom it's meant to.if we keep our minds open, the possibilities are limitless.
links:
* sam believ (https://sambeliev.com/)
* the ayahuasca podcast (https://ayahuascapodcast.com/)
***dr. clara porwoll - western medicine vs amazonian medicine. lessons after 3400 cups served (https://open.spotify.com/episode/0rReNui6G51lBbl507yjtQ?si=y32QE4xjQUe6LJjDQOAYIQ) (the ayahuasca podcast)
* lawayra retreat (https://lawayraretreat.com/) (colombia)
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13 Aug 2025
31 | leo szn: showing up, feeling confident, & my creative process
felt inspired to share, so i did.
this episode i talk about where i’m at creatively, my challenges showing up authentically, and my fears around doing so. i share what i’ve been doing to embody leo season, how it’s empowering me, and how my creative endeavors are affected. lastly, i geek out about debra silverman’s approach to astrology, and what i learned about my personal progressed moon.
mentions:- debra silverman (https://debrasilvermanastrology.com/)- free progressed moon workshop (https://debrasilvermanastrology.com/progressed-moon-workshop) (debra silverman)
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11 Jun 2025
30 | hi again, witness me
after an 11 month hiatus, the pod is back! i genuinely took the mic in my hand (instead of leaving in its stand), took three deep breaths, closed my eyes, and spoke freely. and damn, it felt ~right~
i didn’t have a plan going into this episode, i only wanted to share my truth about why i haven’t released episodes, what the podcast is to me, and how i plan to courageously move forward with it. i share where my head and heart have been where i hope they’ll lead me.
the takeaway is this:i promise nothing beyond deep, vulnerable conversations around anything that’s on my mind. and i hope you feel safe to explore with me.
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