BEGIN & BEHOLD with Ingrid Gonzalez is a soul care podcast for women in every season, wilderness, healing, or becoming, who are ready to turn pain into purpose. Through honest, Spirit led conversations on faith, identity, and forgiveness, Ingrid shares stories of transformation and redemption. Each episode invites you to slow down, reflect, and encounter God, helping you begin again and behold the beauty of what He is restoring within you.
WHEN EVERYTHING CHANGES, BUT YOUR CALLING REMAINS | Bianca Juárez on Faith, Loss & Starting Again
"I had to die to image management."What do you do when the life you thought you were building no longer looks the way you expected?In this episode of BEGIN & BEHOLD, Ingrid S. Gonzalez sits down with her friend Bianca Juárez for an honest conversation about surrender. Bianca shares what it cost to take the high road. She stayed silent while other people wrote their own version of her story. And she shares how she still stands on every truth she has taught, preached and written.✨ In this conversation:- Letting go of image management and narrative control- Choosing the high road when you are hurting- Releasing the fear of being misunderstood- Holding onto truth when your story changesChapters00:00 Welcome02:55 The Book She Wrote for Her Own Season08:36 The Hardest Thing to Surrender11:20 When the Church Rallied14:29 Leading While Bleeding18:28 Building a Life Board and Prayer Covering20:35 Privacy vs. Secrecy23:23 What Healing Really Looks Like26:21 Healing the Body and Slowing Down29:43 Forgiveness Without Reconciliation30:43 Bless and Release31:59 Don't Skip the Grief34:04 When Pain Becomes Purpose38:54 Fighting the Good Fight📖 Scripture (ESV):"Commit your way to the LORD; trust in him, and he will act. He will bring forth your righteousness as the light, and your justice as the noonday."Psalm 37:5-6🎙 About Bianca Juárez:Bianca is an author, speaker and host of the We're Going There podcast. Her book Grit Don't Quit is an invitation to develop resilience and keep going.Website: https://www.biancajuarezofficial.comInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/biancajuarezofficial/Podcast, We're Going There: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/were-going-there-with-bianca-juarez/id1529509063Book, Grit Don't Quit: https://www.amazon.com/Grit-Dont-Quit-Developing-Resilience/dp/140033621X?tag=beginandbehol-20&linkCode=sl2&linkId=6f6c1a4b3bd9a90491816350ab585520💌 Get the Episode 7 newsletter:https://beginandbehold.myflodesk.com/ep07-bianca🎧 Listen on Spotify:https://open.spotify.com/show/6ZqrGLCULbk5s48ZpVtuoeConnect with Ingrid:Website: https://INGRIDSGONZALEZ.COMInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/ingridsgonzalez/BEGIN & BEHOLD Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/beginandbehold💬 What has God asked you to surrender so you can walk in freedom? Share below. We would love to pray with you.Some links above are affiliate links. Purchases made through them support BEGIN & BEHOLD at no extra cost to you.Scripture referenced2 Timothy 4:7Romans 12Ephesians 41 Corinthians 12–13Matthew 18:21–22About our guestBianca Juárez is a pastor, author and podcaster.She leads Revere Church and wrote Grit Don't Quit.She walks with women and men through the trenches and points them back to Jesus.
15 Sept 2026
How to Break Generational Patterns of Lack | Ruth Fernandez
Some of us learned survival before we ever learned provision. In this conversation Ruth speaks openly about money, faith, and the generational patterns of lack that can quietly shape what we believe God will do for us. She reminds us that the righteous take the kingdom by force, that prosperity begins spiritually long before it shows up financially, and that the greatest testimony we can offer our families is the way we handle money without fear. If you have ever wondered how to break a pattern you did not choose while still honoring the people who raised you, this one is for you.
10 Sept 2026
What To Do When You Sow And Don't See A Harvest
What happens when you sow and the harvest never comes?
In this conversation, Ruth reminds us that God is generational.
The seed still lands.
Sometimes in your children.
Sometimes in a friend.
Sometimes in a season you have not walked into yet.
Harvest time is longer than sowing time.
If you have been faithful and are still waiting, this one is for you.
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