Behind the Citgo

About Behind the Citgo

Behind the Citgo is a candid, high-impact podcast exploring the real stories, hard truths, and transformative journeys within the world of recovery, leadership, and community change. Each episode features seasoned professionals, frontline practitioners, and individuals with lived experience, sharing insights that challenge assumptions, spark dialogue, and illuminate the path toward lasting transformation.

Publisher

Joshua Torbich

Category

health & fitness

Language

en

Explicit

No

First episode

18 Dec 2025

Latest episode

24 Oct 2026

Latest episodes

43 episodes in the feed.

1. 

   24 Oct 2026

   BTC EP#41: Recovering the Inner Life - Dr. DJ Bradley on Education, Formation, and CRCI’s Mission

   How can faith, education, and spiritual formation help people rebuild their lives in addiction recovery? In Episode 41 of Behind the Citgo, Dr. DJ Bradley II shares his journey from a West Virginia jail cell to recovery, theological education, and helping others discover renewed purpose. A graduate of Christian Recovery Centers, Inc. (CRCI), Dr. Bradley now helps develop the curriculum connecting West Theological Seminary with CRCI’s recovery programs. His story offers a personal look at how Christian recovery, biblical studies, and supportive community can create opportunities for growth. Together, we explore what it means to “recover the inner life”—examining the beliefs, habits, and motivations that shape who we become. Dr. Bradley reflects on surrender, accountability, and the difference between completing a program and doing the internal work of transformation. The conversation explores: • Dr. Bradley’s journey through addiction, incarceration, and recovery.• The connection between spiritual formation, identity, and personal growth.• How CRCI integrates seminary education into its recovery programs.• A flexible curriculum that helps residents continue their studies while traveling for program activities.• Authority, silence, and obedience—the themes of his book, Under the Teacher, and its companion journal.• How authentic testimony, mentorship, and community can help others imagine a different future.• CRCI’s mission to help men and women rebuild their lives with faith, purpose, and opportunity. Whether you are navigating recovery, supporting someone you love, serving in ministry, or working in recovery services, this episode offers an honest conversation about the work of rebuilding from within. Watch BTC EP#41: Recovering the Inner Life - Dr. DJ Bradley on Education, Formation, and CRCI’s Mission. Subscribe to Behind the Citgo for more conversations about addiction recovery, faith, and life after addiction. Share this episode with someone who needs encouragement, and tell us in the comments: What has helped you grow in your recovery or faith journey? #BehindTheCitgo #AddictionRecovery #ChristianRecovery #SpiritualFormation #CRCI

2. 

   15 Oct 2026

   BTC EP#40: Counterfeit Peace - Ryan Duerk’s Journey from Addiction to Purpose

   BTC EP#40: Counterfeit Peace – Ryan Duerk’s Journey from Addiction to Purpose What happens when the things we turn to for peace become the very things that destroy it? In Episode 40 of Behind the Citgo, host Lavar Marlow sits down with Ryan Duerk to explore his journey through addiction, recovery, and the search for genuine peace and purpose. Through an honest conversation about the struggles of addiction and the challenges of rebuilding a life, this episode explores the difference between temporary escape and lasting fulfillment. Ryan's story opens the door to a powerful discussion about personal transformation, finding meaning beyond substance use, and the hope that recovery can bring. Whether you're navigating addiction, supporting someone in recovery, or searching for direction in your own life, this conversation is a reminder that your past doesn't have to define your future. Subscribe to Behind the Citgo for more real stories of addiction recovery, redemption, personal growth, and second chances. 👍 Like, comment, and share this episode to help spread a message of hope. #BehindTheCitgo #RyanDuerk #AddictionRecovery #RecoveryJourney #FindingPurpose #Sobriety #OvercomingAddiction #RecoveryStories #SecondChances #FaithAndRecovery

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   11 Oct 2026

   BTC EP#39: The Court System That Creates Change - A Candid Conversation with Judge Jason Disbrow

   Can the justice system do more than punish? Can accountability, compassion, and second chances work together to change lives? In Episode 39 of Behind the Citgo, we sit down with Judge Jason Disbrow for a candid conversation about criminal justice, addiction recovery, and the role of the courts in helping individuals rebuild their lives. How do we balance consequences with rehabilitation? Can recovery-focused approaches help break the cycle of addiction and incarceration? And what does it take for judges, law enforcement, treatment providers, and communities to work together toward lasting change? This episode explores the importance of accountability, second chances, and creating meaningful pathways to recovery. Join us as we discuss how the justice system can become part of the solution and help transform lives. Topics include: Criminal justice and addiction recovery Accountability, rehabilitation, and second chances Breaking the cycle of addiction and incarceration The role of judges and community partnerships Creating opportunities for lasting change Subscribe to Behind the Citgo for powerful conversations about addiction recovery, faith, mental health, and the people making a difference. 🌐 https://behindthecitgo.com Watch or listen on:YouTube | Spotify | Apple Podcasts | Audible | Podbean | Player FM | Podchaser | Boomplay #BehindTheCitgo #JudgeJasonDisbrow #CriminalJusticeReform #AddictionRecovery #SecondChances #RecoveryCourt #Rehabilitation #ChristianRecoveryCenters

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Apple Podcasts (US)

5.0 / 5

3 ratings

Spotify

5.0 / 5

2 ratings

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