belleleaf

About belleleaf

Become a Paid Subscriber: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bella444/subscribe (https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bella444/subscribe) Welcome angels! Come hang while I chat about all things life! Emphasis on; spirituality, the subconscious mind, manifestation, plant medicine, the universe and wherever the wind takes me from there. Embracing this opportunity to preach for the tools, resources & information that helped me become the aligned version that I am. I am using my voice to share the message of my soul. This hasn’t been breezy to get here, but I am on the journey of self-mastery to fully experience the time our souls have here on Earth. Nothing is off limits as this platform is designed to activate hearts and souls

Publisher

by bella 🧚🏼‍♀️

Category

religion & spirituality

Language

en

Explicit

Yes

First episode

9 Feb 2023

Latest episode

16 Feb 2026

Latest episodes

16 episodes in the feed.

1. 

   16 Feb 2026

   S4 E1 My Saturn Return & The Year of the Fire Horse Begins!

   What’s up! It’s been a while 🥹 A few updates as well as my thoughts on the 2026 Fire Horse Energy & Saturn in Aries and my continual journey as a human being. Love you no matter how much time it’s been xxxx

2. 

   15 Sept 2023

   S2 E10 psilocybin reflections: failure, friends & simplicity

   Last time I sat with fungi was nearly a year ago & I thought, 'hmm maybe a micro-dose would assist me at this time?' and then guess what, that day, I made a new friend & just my luck, they were flying out tomorrow & had leftover mushrooms to give to me... That is manifestation. When an internal reality, becomes an external, within only a matter of hours. This is the work of alignment, the Universe WANTS to give you what you want. Ask & you shall receive. ✨ In today's episode, I reflect on the deep introspection after sitting with a psilocybin micro-dose 🍄 I gained an ironic clarity. I do the medicine work everyday. Here's the thing, when you combine solitude with a regulated nervous system, your body now feels safe enough to release allllllll the repressed trauma within the body. If you can relate to feeling like everyday is a 1v1 with your fear & faith, this will resonate. I love you all soooooo flippin much & I'm sooo proud of you for showing up everyday. There's an exciting announcement waiting for you in this episode hehe 🤭 Resource mentioned: Stephen Hawking PhD thesis, Properties of Expanding Universes

3. 

   1 Sept 2023

   S2 E9 what is my purpose?

   As requested, here is the episode that will answer to your question, "What is my purpose?" This question haunted me ever since I gained consciousness, I felt stuck, lost & not in service to humanity and had no idea why I was on Earth. Lucky for you, I am here to remind you of your purpose (because deep down you already know). Love you, Bella

4. 

   5 Aug 2023

   S2 E7 unconditional love, judgement & universal laws

   Today's episode focuses on how & why fostering unconditional love for ourselves, is the key to be able to love & give without condition to those around us. I provide practical applications of how we can master the Universal Law of Divine Oneness & the Law of Reciprocity as well as touching on why judgement of others, is only damaging to ourselves as judgement rooted in another, is judgement of self. The energies have been weird asf so as always, I remind us to be kind to ourselves. The solar flares coming from the sun are insane right now so be gentle and allow yourself to rest as you need. Love you so much & thank you for being a part of this community <3 Bella

5. 

   21 Jul 2023

   S2 E6 fear v intuition

   Hey angels, I'm coming back with the topic of fear & intuition AGAIN because I really feel that we are being given a clear choice. Do you want to continue with how things have been, living in fear of what others think, staying in your comfort zone, and wondering, "is there more for me?" Or are you ready to listen to your intuition, and let it guide you to the magic of the unknown that is your dreams & desires & self-love like you've never known before. ! Spoiler ! This is how I lead my life & it is oh so beautiful. I am still facing my fears everyday, but being intuition & heart led makes life worth living. In this episode I share my very personal story of how I learned a big lesson on how fear can eat away at your life, causing pain, sickness & addictive tendencies. Intuition is a muscle that gets stronger each time you act on it, so let's start now, are you feeling called to listen? Or is it possible that you are afraid of your next level and what you could uncover if you do go deep within. Trust that intuition is the instinct that will never led you astray. In fact, if you think about all the times you did trust your gut, I think you'll find it was always right 😉 I can promise you this, since choosing to listen to my intuition over what anyone else has to say, I've never been happier. It literally does not matter what someone else thinks about your life, because guess what, they don't have to live it. 😘 Recorded 21/07/23 Love you angels, Bella ❤️🔥

6. 

   17 Jul 2023

   S2 E4 getting clear on what you want & unlocking your mission

   "I don't want to do this anymore", "I don't know what I want", "I don't want this life anymore" Ok, I hear you. And so does your brain. The danger with this I-don't-want-syndrome, is that the subconscious mind does not understand negatives. Example: Don't think about a turtle with a little red hat on doing a dance... You thought about it didn't you. This doesn't mean you failed, it's because your mind does not understand negatives. When you say “don't this”, “don't that”, it is counterproductive to your manifestations. Never fear angels, I'm here to guide you in the direction of clarity. Let's get CLEAR on what you DO want. So that we make the manifesting process easier for our very hard working brains. Remember, the whole reason we are having this human experience is because we have a brain. Ok let's dive in!

7. 

   14 Jul 2023

   S2 E2 how i keep cannabis sacred

   Hi darlings, This episode focuses on how cannabis is a tool. It can be used for healing, or destruction. I draw in examples of times where I have used it consciously, and times where I have not. Also touching on mushrooms and their sacredness and how we can learn from fungi & plant medicine rituals and apply this to cannabis to a degree. Recorder prior to the Capricon Full Moon yet the learnings are still applicable as always. Enjoy! Bella <3

8. 

   10 Jul 2023

   S1 E13 my beautiful mother, natasha divine speaks on her story

   Welcome back to my beautiful mother, Natasha Divine! We met her in S1 E4 introducing my earth, soul & star mumma (https://open.spotify.com/episode/0NrEw3k1xCY7LRd7LqC7I6?si=8178e69ac43e49c0), and now she's back to share her story & her divine wisdom she has gained along the way back to herself. This episode Mum speaks on her journey of a life of chronic pain, what Ayahuasca showed her about her pain and how intuition is literally your never failing GPS navigation for life. Mum's story is so powerful, because despite being a valid victim of domestic violence, she decided to step out of the victim consciousness & external blame, and decided to take this as a teaching, guiding herself back to self love. Mum didn't become all light and love overnight. In order to get to this level of unconditional love and acceptance of self, you've got to go inwards. And going inward means going deep into the dark depths in the shadows, and loving yourself every part of yourself, no matter what! Mum truly embodies the message that every experience is something we can learn from. Mum so effortlessly is able to thank her previous partners and her pain for teachings it has given her. This is a women who is a human, yet still manages to embody unconditional love & forgiveness for herself and therefore the world. I believe this is makes what my mother a master at what she does. To take the most horrifying experience she ever had, and accept that this was a teaching in order for her to grow and become the person she is, is so admirable to me. To step out of the victim conscious, depsite being a valid victim in the circumstances, and to trust her internal GPS (intutuion) to guide her out of suffering, and back into herself to foster the deep self love that has now lead her to choosing peace and releasing self-sabotage. Whether you're suffering from health issues, in a relationship that is no longer serving you or simply are ready to listen and learn from the strongest woman I know, this episode is for you. Breakdown: 06:40 Chronic Pain & Mum's Ayahuasca Journey in the jungle of Costa Rica 32:00 Ascension & descension 42:00 Anxiety, depression & BPD. A relationship coach in a domestic violence relationship 45:55 Inner & Outer Union & emotionally regulating yourself EDIT 10/07/23: Honestly, I have sat on this episode for 10 days now because I wanted to provide a breakdown. I am now 1.16 in and realising we are so in flow, yet this means there are 1000x messages integrated across the whole ep. So, with that being said, if you don't have heaps of time skip to 45 mins and then it gets real heavy & juicy. But, I highlllyyyy recommend listening to the full thing to get the full picture. We love hearing from you so please if you are drawn, leave a question, comment or message in the Q&A. We are building this community together and have so many ideas in the works to bring us all together to create a safe container for those who are ready to heal & take their life to the next level of love. Love to you all, Bella & Natasha

9. 

   30 Jun 2023

   S1 E12 celebrate yourself & know your dreams are unfolding in divine timing

   Hey angels, recording live from the mountains on a Greek Island. Listening to the birds, rooster, goats and donkey and even a man singing. In today’s episode I discuss why you need to release those that are no longer in support of your highest timelines, why allowing yourself to rest is important & why EVERYTHING is about trusting in divine timing. Enjoy angels, Bella 🩵

10. 

    14 Jun 2023

    S1 E10 perception is projection, beauty and death & rebirth

    Hello angels! Honestly, this is my best one yet. I love when I'm back in flow, it's been a while. Hence why we had two B2B Belleleafer only episodes, because I'll be honest, I've been a bit of a wreck. It feels so great to have taken all my lessons from this transformation and another layer of inner work so be able to deliver something refined to you all. The death & rebirth has been real. I love the Phoenix (https://youtu.be/JSqcr_zUgv0)so much because it truly embodies this statement, "You can't half ass death." So, let's celebrate shedding all that no longer serves us! I invite you to welcome and allow yourself to FEEL your FEELINGS. And what a major win to know that the tools & resources I have been collecting over my lifetime has PROVEN to work when tried and tested! I am currently head down & diving deep into putting together these resources so stayed tuned my loves 🎔 So much love & healing to you during this time, Bella ❣

11. 

    30 May 2023

    S1 E7 eu travel sagas, fear v intuition, manifesting your dreams & alchemy

    Hey darlings, episode 7 is live! ✨ Hope you love this one 💘 starts off with my experiences soloing travel and then we get to the real juicy stuff so you too, can dig deep into self and commence clear manifesting and utilising alchemy (transmutation of energy) to maintain this frequency. If this doesn’t make sense I don’t blame you! These concepts take a while to grasp and hence why I try my absolute best to convey them in a clear concise way. Questions are always encouraged ❤️ If you never ask, how will you find out? If someone is gatekeeping how they manifested their dreams that is not from love! That is lack and fear mindset. There is enough to go around angels I promise ❤️ Enjoy 😊 I Love YOU! Bella 🫶🏼

12. 

    14 Apr 2023

    S1 E5 loving your past self, romanticising your life & boundaries

    Long time no speak angels! After a beautiful month I am back to deliver my unhinged wisdom. This month has been nothing short of beautiful, I’ve been able to spend so much quality time with family & friends spending my days doing the things that make me fall in love with life. This ep is a little different, as with life, we have to pivot. I’m on the go atm so I’ve have adapted my approach for when I don’t have my laptop & mic. This time I am recording riverside, (not the platform) literally next to a river, using my phone mic. So the audio quality is a little different but this means we get to appreciate the many nature sounds! Blessings to you all and may you continue to do all the things that make you love life. Enjoy! ❤️ Love Bella xo Resources mentioned: @mymetaphysicalmaven @manifestationbabe

13. 

    21 Mar 2023

    S1 E4 introducing my earth, soul & star mumma

    This was recorded over 2 weeks ago, and now as I sit here after many revisions of this description, I realise that no words would ever come close to describe the ethereal, soothing, and otherworldly presence my beautiful mother radiates. And that’s just it, words are not designed to describe energy. Such a high frequency of love cannot be described with words, it can only be felt with the heart. Bask in the beautiful luminescent energy that represents the deep connection Mum and I have fostered through communication, understanding and love over many lifetimes shared together. This journey was not easy to get here, but it would not be what it is now, if in 2021 I didn’t set my first ‘big & scary’ boundary. Less than two years later I now truly feel like the luckiest daughter in the world to have Natasha Divine as my mother. Enjoy this episode my angels and know that the love beaming from the both of us is meant for you. You are loved, supported, and held in this space and know that the journey of healing your relationship with others, starts with the journey of self-love. So set that boundary for YOU and watch your relationships blossom. So excited to hear how this episode impacts you and your journey. Blessings and miracles to you all Love from Bella & your new Star Mumma

14. 

    26 Feb 2023

    S1 E3 chronic pain, cbd v thc, anxiety & creating a better relationship with alcohol

    Hello angels! Once again, another lesson. This time around, I had stopped and started the recording, thinking I could stop the noisy fan (the sacrifice for the pod) as seen by my rolled-up sleeves lol. This time, we have no introduction, well we could - but that would defeat my whole purpose of being raw and trusting the process. Also, upon reflection that wasn’t the first intro because I started recording and realised, I needed a mic test. So, the intro wouldn’t have been the original! Ta daaaaa – Universe delivers once again. 💖 So… This is my personal experience, not medical advice. If you are interested in starting a new medicine chat to your health practitioner. 💖 This is my work & based on my first-hand experience and supported research. If you suffer from any level of self-doubt or any of the experiences talked about here, you are seen! May this assist you on your journey to self-love. 💖 That’s the whole point of being on a platform, I talk sh*t drop wisdom (I have wisdom teeth in my head, for real) regardless of whether there’s a mic & camera. I doubted posting this (standard behaviour) but my mindset changed when Mum said, “Everyone is suffering in silence.” Which then added to what my beautiful friend said, “It would be selfish of you to not share your wisdom with the world,” I cried. Soo, Thank you for allowing me to safely share my experience. Resource Recommendations: Dr Emoto’s Water Experiment (https://masaru-emoto.net/en/science-of-messages-from-water/) Final statement: “This supports the claim that intention can influence the formation of water crystals.” Blessing and healings to you all Belle 🔔

15. 

    15 Feb 2023

    S1 E2 angel numbers, finding your purpose & raw truth

    Welcome darlings! It wouldn’t be Bella if there wasn’t a little bit of chaos, I know you love it! This was the second time I sat down to record episode two. Last night was the first attempt, the internet dropped out nine minutes in and I had no idea if it was still recording as the screen went blank. I was not happy, but I trusted that everything happens for a reason. As it turns out, the mic selected was my laptop, not my actual microphone! So thank you God for the warning. Otherwise, you’d be left with crusty laptop audio. Even better, the recording was stored locally so I have the footage of my reaction when the video was cut. The cherry on top? The SAME thing happened to me on this recording. But, with my new information – I figured, the show must go on! If there was a slightly chance I could salvage this, I had continue & believe <3 5.43 Angel Numbers 16.18 Finding your purpose 25.10 Raw Truth Resource Recommendations: Between Death and Life by Doloros Cannon The Complete Conversations with God: An Uncommon Dialogue by Neale Donald Walsch Astrology for the Soul by Jan Spiller Lots of Love, Bella

16. 

    9 Feb 2023

    S1 E1 are you ready to belleleaf in yourself?

    Hello my divine angels! Welcome and thank you for joining me on the very first episode of Belleleaf. Boy, did I want to delete this episode the night before launching. The self doubt, anxiety and fear all disguised themselves into many reasons as why to why I shouldn’t publish this one, and instead record another at 10pm the night before launch. I was in slight crisis and had fallen subject to the podcaster-prelaunch-anxiety. After quickly realising that my Mum is (words cannot describe but here’s an attempt) a cosmic conscious therapist, I asked for an emergency timeline therapy session in which we cleared the core negative emotion, guilt. The last of four; anger, sadness, fear & guilt. Truly, the whole point of this is to be authentic and true to my hearts desires, I had forgotten this. In the hypnotherapy, my subconscious mind remined me to take my own advice and belleleaf. So this is me doing the very thing I wanted to run away from. So from my heart to yours, no matter how scary or limited you feel, you are the only one stopping you, and it’s time that you remember, and believe in yourself. I would start at 13.58 <3

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