The mission of this podcast is to provide a space for meeting with the void, and to consciously connect with aspects that are often pushed into the shadows of the subconscious.
This is a freely flowing podcast that consists of subjective reflections/ ramblings on subjects that I feel a need to express and create space for. The episodes range from the unpacking of memories and emotions to more general contemplations on reality, consciousness and life.
If this resonates with you, you are welcome to join this space. Let's dance like no one is watching (they can't see us in the darkness anyway) and let our shadows come out to play. If we intentionallly engage with our suppressed sides, we can learn what they have to say before they start screaming. Let us go into the darkness with curiosity and playfulness.
Welcome to Dark Void Disco.
CONTENT WARNING: While my intention is to discuss challenging themes in a (mostly) gentle manner, this podcast does deal with themes that can be triggering, such as sexuality, depression and death. Feel into whether that is something you have space for at this moment.
If you want to suggest a theme for an episode or have any other inquiries, send an email to disco@mysterious.studio (mailto:disco@mysterious.studio)
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Contemplating the experience of being pregnant and being a portal. Sharing a bridge (or portal?) to a new project (https://rss.com/podcasts/mysteriousstudies/), as Dark Void Disco seems to be wrapping up for the time being, and my energy is shifting towards a new storytelling experiment, as well as...being a pregnant portal.
If you want to join the Deep View Disco(rd) community, follow this link: https://discord.gg/NquP656xff (https://discord.gg/NquP656xff)
The link to the discord community will expire in a month so it will not work anymore after 16th of November 2024. If you'd like an invite to the community after that time, you can send an email to disco@mysterious.studio (mailto:disco@mysterious.studio) requesting an invite, and we'll see...
11 Sept 2024
012 Weird
Some experiences of being weird, and judging others as weird. But what is weird anyway?
30 Aug 2024
011 Privilege
Sitting with the shame of my privilege and landing in a place of acceptance.
4 Jul 2024
010 Ocean of Emotions
Singing three sorrowful songs while floating in the Ocean of Emotions.
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If you want to see the complete video performance with all five songs, and get access to a free audio file of "Alive", you can join my Patreon: www.patreon.com/minnamarihelmisaari (http://www.patreon.com/minnamarihelmisaari)
You can find my music on bandcamp at www.minnamari.bandcamp.com (http://www.minnamari.bandcamp.com) or search for "Minnamari" on most music streaming sites.
I am currently in the process of releasing these songs, so at the time of publishing this episode there isn't that much music out yet. But I will be releasing the full album in end of July 2024.
7 Jun 2024
009 Unwanted
Exploring the root cause for my pattern of feeling unwanted or abandoned in my relationships.
12 May 2024
008 Monster Mother
Coming to terms with being a "bad mother", and trying to understand the value of embracing both my creative and destructive power.
This episode is intentionally released in May, which is Maternal Mental Health Month. In acknowledgement of this, I am sharing some links to the organization Postpartum Support International, which helped me gain my footing as a new mother.
Donate to Postpartum Support International
https://www.postpartum.net/join-us/donate/ (https://www.postpartum.net/join-us/donate/)
Free online support meetings for parents
https://www.postpartum.net/get-help/psi-online-support-meetings/ (https://www.postpartum.net/get-help/psi-online-support-meetings/)
9 Apr 2024
007 Addiction
Contemplating addiction and the different things I've been addicted to: Coffee. Alcohol. Games. Love. Work.
26 Jan 2024
006 Failure
Failing to find any counterarguments to the notion that failure is a pathway to success.
18 Dec 2023
005 Force and Flow
Elaborating on the connections between force and flow.
29 Nov 2023
004 Money
Unpacking my contradicting thoughts and emotions around the concept of money, and trying to embrace the fearful creature inside of me.
23 Oct 2023
003 Alienation
Bathtub contemplation on the theme of alienation and the space between the opposites.
There is some background noise, so if that kind of thing annoys you, feel free to skip this episode. I decided to publish this anyway as a way to challenge my perfectionistic side.
5 Oct 2023
002 Thirteen
Holding space for my thirteen-year old self, and for other past and current teenagers who need a space.
22 Sept 2023
001 Welcome
Welcome to Dark Void Disco. In this introductory episode you can hear about some core ideas that this podcast started from.
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