by Andrew & Dawn - Infinite Devotion
Deep, authentic discussions and conversations about love, polarity, and Dom/sub dynamics inside of loving healthy relationships. Hosted by Andrew & Dawn - A 24/7 D/s married couple, passionate about each other, and sharing our authentic experience with those hoping to find their own way in loving D/s dynamics.
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April 28, 2025
<p>In this deeply vulnerable and powerful episode of Dom Sub Devotion, Andrew sits down with longtime friend Christina McBoyle (known on Instagram as <a href="https://instagram.com/solar.feminine.arts">@solar.feminine.arts</a>), to explore the humbling, life-altering journey she has been walking through marriage, motherhood, and identity death.</p> <p>Christina shares intimately about her evolution from being a widely recognized feminine embodiment teacher to being initiated into living her teachings on an entirely new level. After marrying her husband Ryan within six weeks of meeting, becoming pregnant shortly after, and moving through the intense transformations of wifehood and motherhood, Christina realized that the very identity as a teacher and healer that had once empowered her was now standing in the way of the deeper love and union she craved.</p> <p> </p> <p>This conversation covers:</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>How Christina’s years of teaching feminine embodiment eventually revealed hidden blind spots in her own life</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>The moment she realized her work was blocking her capacity to fully surrender in marriage</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>The subtle ways purpose and service can become hidden ego attachments for women</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>The painful but essential process of descending into deeper truth and authenticity</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>What it really feels like to give up old identities and allow love, devotion, and motherhood to fully reshape you</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>A raw discussion about women, work, purpose, survival mechanisms, and letting go</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>Why true union requires ego death—and how that’s more liberating than terrifying</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>Practical wisdom for women feeling the tension between their careers and their deepest relational desires</p> <p> </p> <p>This is a rare, real, unscripted conversation between two people devoted to living what they teach—not performing it. If you are a woman navigating the gap between what you know and what you live, or if you’re longing for a deeper experience of love, union, and surrender, this episode will speak straight to your soul.</p> <p> </p> <p>⸻</p> <p> </p> <p>Guest: </p> <p> </p> <p>Christina McBoyle </p> <p>Instagram: <a href="https://instagram.com/solar.feminine.arts">@solar.feminine.arts</a></p> <p>⸻</p> <p> </p> <p>Connect with Us: </p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>Follow Andrew and Dawn on Instagram: <a href="https://instagram.com/_infinitedevotion">@_infinitedevotion</a></p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>Learn more at <a href="https://infinitedevotion.com">infinitedevotion.com</a></p> <p> </p> <p>If You Loved This Episode: </p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>Share it with a friend who needs to hear this message.</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>Leave a 5-star review and tell us what landed for you.</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>Tag us on Instagram and share your favorite moment!</p> <p> </p> <p>Becoming a Dominant Man is Andrew's flagship course for Dominant Men. Becoming a Dominant Man leads men through a 12 step process, the 12 Steps to Dominance, to claim full ownership of their lives and their inner strength, so that they can carry a loving strength, true Dominance, into their lives and relationships. Becoming a Dominant Man is a pre-recorded course that men can work through on their own time, but also includes live weekly instruction and Q&A with Andrew at no extra cost. Learn more about Becoming a Dominant Man at https://infinitedevotion.com/becoming-a-dominant-man</p> <p> </p> <p>Rules, Rituals, and Contracts for a loving D/s Dynamic. Check out Structuring Your DS Dynamic, our course that walks you through the process of setting up your D/s dynamic for success, using the same process that Andrew uses. No more basic templates, or trying to squeeze your real life into someone else’s contract. This course walks you, step by step, through deep conversations, then helps you to establish rules, rituals, tasks, and eventually a full contract, that is fully YOURS and built to evolve with you over time. Learn more at https://infinitedevotion.com/structuring-your-ds-dynamic</p> <p> </p> <p>Our newest course for submissive women is available NOW. Submissive Foundations teaches women how to embody submission from a healthy emotional inner strength, with your self respect fully intact. Click the link to learn more! https://infinitedevotion.com/submissive-foundations</p> <p> </p> <p>Social Links:</p> <p> </p> <p>Instagram: https://instagram.com/_infinitedevotion</p> <p> </p> <p>YouTube: https://instagram.com/@infinitedevotion</p> <p> </p> <p>Facebook: https://facebook.com/domsubdevotion</p> <p> </p> <p>Coaching: You can learn more about working with us in 1-1 coaching and our various workshops, courses, and programs at https://infinitedevotion.com/store</p> <p> </p> <p>Free Resources:<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></p> <p> </p> <p>FREE: The 12 Steps to Dominance: A free ebook showing men how to embody a healthy, loving Dominance. Download here: https://www.infinitedevotion.com/12-steps-to-dominance</p> <p> </p> <p>FREE: Inspiring Her Submission Masterclass: A deep dive on how to inspire any woman to submit and surrender to you. Watch here: https://infinitedevotion.com/dominance-masterclass</p> <p> </p> <p>FREE: Devotional Dominance & Submission: A free ebook showing you how D/s dynamics and loving long term relationships work hand in hand. https://infinitedevotion.com/devotional-ds</p> <p> </p> <p>FREE: Get Dawn's Manifesto: The Self Respecting Submissive Woman. Click here to download it now! https://www.infinitedevotion.com/self-respecting-submissive-woman</p> <p> </p> <p>00:33 Meet Christina Mc Boyle</p> <p>01:17 Christina's Journey in Healing Arts</p> <p>02:29 The Shift to Feminine and Masculine Energy</p> <p>03:58 Meeting Ryan and Transformative Union</p> <p>05:49 The Challenges of Teaching and Living Union</p> <p>09:19 Identity Death and Authenticity</p> <p>25:32 The Necessity of Patience and Ego Death</p> <p>30:44 Understanding the Concept of Descent</p> <p>31:32 The Misconception of Submission</p> <p>33:01 The Deepest Freedom in Surrender</p> <p>35:56 Motherhood and Identity Death</p> <p>39:53 Balancing Work and Relationship</p> <p>45:19 The Feminine Imperative and Desire</p> <p>53:48 The Process of Letting Go</p> <p>57:23 Final Thoughts and Reflections</p>
April 14, 2025
<p>This episode is for the woman who’s tired of performing.</p> <p>Tired of feeling stuck in her head.</p> <p>Tired of trying to be the right kind of woman—when what she really wants is to be all of herself.</p> <p> </p> <p>If you’ve ever felt the war inside between being soft and being powerful…</p> <p>Between being seen and staying safe…</p> <p>Between following your impulse and following the rules…</p> <p>This conversation will wake you up.</p> <p> </p> <p>I sit down with the fiercely embodied Madelyn Moon—author, teacher, and artist of love—for a raw, electrifying, and liberating exploration of what it means to fully express. Not just with your voice, but with your whole body, your shadow, your heart, your pleasure, your rage.</p> <p>Madelyn shares how she guides women into deep energetic capacity—through sacred theater, shadow work, and radical self-expression. If you’ve ever struggled with perfectionism, people-pleasing, emotional repression, or disconnection from your body, this episode is your medicine.</p> <p>⸻</p> <p>🔥 WHAT YOU’LL FEEL IN THIS EPISODE </p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>Why your impulse is the most trustworthy thing you have</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>The difference between performance and embodiment </p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>How shadow work can set you free instead of shaming you</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>What it looks like to reclaim rage, grief, humor, and desire</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>Why you don’t need to fix yourself—you need to express yourself</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>How grief can soften you open if you let it</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>Why being witnessed in your truth changes your whole nervous system</p> <p> </p> <p>This isn’t surface-level empowerment.</p> <p>This is the descent into your body, your knowing, your wild, holy truth. </p> <p>And you’ll walk away feeling more permission than you’ve ever felt… to be all of you.</p> <p>⸻</p> <p>🌹 WHO THIS IS FOR </p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>Women exhausted by trying to do it all right</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>Women who want to stop hiding and start feeling </p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>Women ready to use their voice, their art, their body as an instrument of liberation</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>Women curious about sacred rage, erotic power, and reclaiming grief</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>Women who feel too much—and are starting to realize that’s their gift </p> <p>⸻</p> <p> </p> <p>✨ CONNECT WITH MADELYN MOON </p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>📸 Instagram: <a href="https://instagram.com/madelynmoon">@madelynmoon</a></p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>🌐 Website: <a href="https://maddymoon.com">maddymoon.com</a></p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>🎁 Free 3-Part Series: <a href="https://maddymoon.com/unfuckwithable">The Unfuckwithable Artist</a></p> <p> </p> <p> </p> <p>~~~</p> <p>Madelyn Moon is a leading voice in the world of feminine-masculine relationships, devoted to serving women in liberating their expressive, artistic hearts with themselves, with partners, and with the world.</p> <p> </p> <p>Her work and story has been featured in hundreds of podcasts as well as various publications such as BBC, The Huffington Post, Teen Vogue, Thought Catalog, Nylon Magazine, The Daily Mail, Vice, Greatist, Men's Health, PEOPLE and ABC News Nightline.</p> <p> </p> <p>Madelyn is the host of the top 100 ranked podcast, The Madelyn Moon Show, and the author of the best-selling book on conscious intimacy, Artist of Love. She teaches live programs, workshops and courses year round.</p> <p>~~~</p> <p> </p> <p>Becoming a Dominant Man is Andrew's flagship course for Dominant Men. Becoming a Dominant Man leads men through a 12 step process, the 12 Steps to Dominance, to claim full ownership of their lives and their inner strength, so that they can carry a loving strength, true Dominance, into their lives and relationships. Becoming a Dominant Man is a pre-recorded course that men can work through on their own time, but also includes live weekly instruction and Q&A with Andrew at no extra cost. Learn more about Becoming a Dominant Man at https://infinitedevotion.com/becoming-a-dominant-man</p> <p> </p> <p>Rules, Rituals, and Contracts for a loving D/s Dynamic. Check out Structuring Your DS Dynamic, our course that walks you through the process of setting up your D/s dynamic for success, using the same process that Andrew uses. No more basic templates, or trying to squeeze your real life into someone else’s contract. This course walks you, step by step, through deep conversations, then helps you to establish rules, rituals, tasks, and eventually a full contract, that is fully YOURS and built to evolve with you over time. Learn more at https://infinitedevotion.com/structuring-your-ds-dynamic</p> <p> </p> <p>Our newest course for submissive women is available NOW. Submissive Foundations teaches women how to embody submission from a healthy emotional inner strength, with your self respect fully intact. Click the link to learn more! https://infinitedevotion.com/submissive-foundations</p> <p> </p> <p>Social Links:</p> <p> </p> <p>Instagram: https://instagram.com/_infinitedevotion</p> <p> </p> <p>YouTube: https://instagram.com/@infinitedevotion</p> <p> </p> <p>Facebook: https://facebook.com/domsubdevotion</p> <p> </p> <p>Coaching: You can learn more about working with us in 1-1 coaching and our various workshops, courses, and programs at https://infinitedevotion.com/store</p> <p> </p> <p>Free Resources:<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></p> <p> </p> <p>FREE: The 12 Steps to Dominance: A free ebook showing men how to embody a healthy, loving Dominance. Download here: https://www.infinitedevotion.com/12-steps-to-dominance</p> <p> </p> <p>FREE: Inspiring Her Submission Masterclass: A deep dive on how to inspire any woman to submit and surrender to you. Watch here: https://infinitedevotion.com/dominance-masterclass</p> <p> </p> <p>FREE: Devotional Dominance & Submission: A free ebook showing you how D/s dynamics and loving long term relationships work hand in hand. https://infinitedevotion.com/devotional-ds</p> <p> </p> <p>FREE: Get Dawn's Manifesto: The Self Respecting Submissive Woman. Click here to download it now! https://www.infinitedevotion.com/self-respecting-submissive-woman</p> <p> </p> <p>00:00 Introduction to Dom Sub Devotion</p> <p>00:33 Revisiting the Conversation</p> <p>01:10 Guest Introduction and Background</p> <p>01:44 Exploring Women's Energetic Capacity</p> <p>03:54 The Power of Choices</p> <p>05:34 Decision Fatigue and True Desire</p> <p>06:37 The Sacred Art of Instinct and Impulse</p> <p>08:06 Embracing the Oracle Within</p> <p>13:24 The Role of Sacred Theater and Improv</p> <p>20:12 Breaking Through Perfectionism</p> <p>24:19 Fully Experiencing Emotions</p> <p>27:08 Understanding the Consequences of Tension</p> <p>27:45 The Role of Shadow Work</p> <p>28:02 Exploring the Depths of Shadow</p> <p>28:49 Client Case Study: Push-Pull Dynamics</p> <p>31:34 Creating Objective Relationships with Shadows</p> <p>33:02 The Healing Power of Compassion</p> <p>39:21 Grief as a Part of the Healing Process</p> <p>47:12 Madeline's Work and Final Thoughts</p> <p>49:12 Making Art Out of Pain</p>
April 7, 2025
<p>In this profound and powerfully honest episode, Andrew is joined by Traver Boehm—author, speaker, and founder of the Uncivilized Men’s Movement. This raw and revealing conversation dives deep into the emotional and spiritual reality of being a man in today’s world.</p> <p> </p> <p>Traver shares the personal story behind his movement, how heartbreak and disillusionment cracked him open, and why he’s devoted his life to helping men reclaim both their primal power and emotional truth. Together, Andrew and Traver explore men’s sensitivity, the cultural disbelief in men’s inner lives, and the loneliness and pain so many carry silently.</p> <p> </p> <p>Traver also opens up about his experiences with darkness retreats—radical, solitary immersions into absolute darkness—and how they’ve initiated him into deeper self-understanding, ego death, and trust in his own soul’s call. He offers a powerful challenge to men: Dare to feel. Dare to be fully human.</p> <p> </p> <p>This episode is a must-listen for any man who’s ever felt alone in his pain… and for anyone who’s ready to meet the courage that lives inside vulnerability.</p> <p> </p> <p>⸻</p> <p> </p> <p>What You’ll Learn in This Episode: </p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>How Traver turned heartbreak into a mission to support men</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>Why emotional sensitivity is a masculine strength, not a weakness</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>The hidden epidemic of male emotional isolation—and how to break it</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>Why the phrase “I’ve never said this out loud before” changes everything</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>How to balance emotional expression with purpose, structure, and spine</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>The truth about numbness, avoidance, and the cost of living half-alive</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>What it’s like to spend 28 (and soon 49) days in total darkness—and what that journey reveals</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>Why Traver believes something must break for a man to be reborn</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>How to cultivate a human experience that’s raw, real, and relational</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>Two sentences every man needs to hear: “I believe you. I believe in you.”</p> <p> </p> <p>⸻</p> <p> </p> <p>Links & Resources: </p> <p><span><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span></span>https://www.instagram.com/traverboehm</p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span><a href="https://www.manuncivilized.com">The Uncivilized Nation</a></p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span><a href="https://www.manuncivilized.com/28days">Preorder Traver’s New Book: 28 Days in Darkness </a></p> <p><span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span>•<span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span><a href="https://www.manuncivilized.com/podcast">Listen to Traver’s Podcast: The Uncivilized Podcast </a></p> <p> </p> <p> </p> <p> </p> <p>~~~</p> <p> </p> <p>Becoming a Dominant Man is Andrew's flagship course for Dominant Men. Becoming a Dominant Man leads men through a 12 step process, the 12 Steps to Dominance, to claim full ownership of their lives and their inner strength, so that they can carry a loving strength, true Dominance, into their lives and relationships. Becoming a Dominant Man is a pre-recorded course that men can work through on their own time, but also includes live weekly instruction and Q&A with Andrew at no extra cost. Learn more about Becoming a Dominant Man at https://infinitedevotion.com/becoming-a-dominant-man</p> <p> </p> <p>Rules, Rituals, and Contracts for a loving D/s Dynamic. Check out Structuring Your DS Dynamic, our course that walks you through the process of setting up your D/s dynamic for success, using the same process that Andrew uses. No more basic templates, or trying to squeeze your real life into someone else’s contract. This course walks you, step by step, through deep conversations, then helps you to establish rules, rituals, tasks, and eventually a full contract, that is fully YOURS and built to evolve with you over time. Learn more at https://infinitedevotion.com/structuring-your-ds-dynamic</p> <p> </p> <p>Our newest course for submissive women is available NOW. Submissive Foundations teaches women how to embody submission from a healthy emotional inner strength, with your self respect fully intact. Click the link to learn more! https://infinitedevotion.com/submissive-foundations</p> <p> </p> <p>Social Links:</p> <p> </p> <p>Instagram: https://instagram.com/_infinitedevotion</p> <p> </p> <p>YouTube: https://instagram.com/@infinitedevotion</p> <p> </p> <p>Facebook: https://facebook.com/domsubdevotion</p> <p> </p> <p>Coaching: You can learn more about working with us in 1-1 coaching and our various workshops, courses, and programs at https://infinitedevotion.com/store</p> <p> </p> <p>Free Resources:<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></p> <p> </p> <p>FREE: The 12 Steps to Dominance: A free ebook showing men how to embody a healthy, loving Dominance. Download here: https://www.infinitedevotion.com/12-steps-to-dominance</p> <p> </p> <p>FREE: Inspiring Her Submission Masterclass: A deep dive on how to inspire any woman to submit and surrender to you. Watch here: https://infinitedevotion.com/dominance-masterclass</p> <p> </p> <p>FREE: Devotional Dominance & Submission: A free ebook showing you how D/s dynamics and loving long term relationships work hand in hand. https://infinitedevotion.com/devotional-ds</p> <p> </p> <p>FREE: Get Dawn's Manifesto: The Self Respecting Submissive Woman. Click here to download it now! https://www.infinitedevotion.com/self-respecting-submissive-woman</p> <p> </p> <p>00:00 Introduction to Dom Sub Devotion</p> <p>00:33 Guest Introduction: Traver Boehm</p> <p>01:21 Traver's Journey: From Divorce to Men's Movement</p> <p>03:49 The Impact of Traver's Work</p> <p>08:12 The Sensitivity and Strength of Men</p> <p>13:59 Challenges Men Face in Society</p> <p>19:26 Emotional Intelligence and Relationships</p> <p>23:20 The Importance of Emotional Expression</p> <p>32:51 Exploring Emotional Tools</p> <p>33:58 Balancing Primal and Divine Energies</p> <p>34:26 The Importance of Mission and Purpose</p> <p>35:00 Using Emotions as Fuel</p> <p>36:10 Integrating Both Sides of Masculinity</p> <p>43:21 The Power of Darkness Retreats</p> <p>52:10 Facing the Unknown in Extended Darkness</p> <p>01:02:31 Final Thoughts and Advice for Men</p> <p> </p>
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