Welcome to a space where faith meets the hard and holy parts of womanhood. In this podcast, host Shelby Payne shares her journey through chronic illness, PCOS, endometriosis, and the slow, beautiful process of trusting God through it all.
Whether you’re navigating a painful diagnosis, waiting on a miracle, or simply trying to make sense of your story—this podcast is for you. Through honest conversations, biblical encouragement, and vulnerability, Shelby invites you to see purpose in your pain and reminds you that you’re not alone.
Here, we don’t rush healing. We hold space for grief, hope, faith, and truth—and we learn to ask not just “God, take this away” but “God, how can I honor You through this?”
You are seen. You are loved. And your story matters.
Touching the Hem: Meeting Jesus in the Middle of Pain
What do you do when the pain feels unbearable? When the medication is denied, the tears don’t stop, and the distraction of scrolling isn’t enough? In this episode of Fearfully & Wonderfully Diagnosed, I share a raw moment of my own story—sitting in pain, searching for relief, and unexpectedly encountering Jesus through the story of the woman with the issue of blood (Luke 8:43–48). Like her, we all face moments where faith pushes us past fear, shame, and limitations. Sometimes healing does...
19 Sept 2025
A Mere Second: Finding Hope in the Middle of Pain
When pain feels endless, how do we keep going? In this episode of Fearfully & Wonderfully Diagnosed, we dig into a simple but powerful phrase: “a mere second.” Drawing from Scripture (Romans 12:2, Philippians 3, Revelation 21, and 1 Corinthians 15), we’ll explore how shifting our perspective from the temporary to the eternal changes the way we carry our suffering. You’ll be reminded that your diagnosis, your tears, your sleepless nights—they are real, but they are not forever. In Christ, ...
12 Sept 2025
The Thorn in The Flesh
When the Apostle Paul pleaded for God to remove his “thorn in the flesh,” God’s response wasn’t what he expected—it was better. In this episode, we explore 2 Corinthians 12:7–10 and the powerful truth that God’s grace is not only enough to carry us, but His power shines brightest when we are at our weakest. As someone living with chronic illness, I understand the longing for healing and the frustration of unanswered prayers. But like Paul, I’m learning what it means to rely on God’s strength ...
5 Sept 2025
Joy That Can’t Be Taken
Can chronic illness steal your joy? It might feel like it—especially when your days are filled with pain, fatigue, and unanswered questions. In this episode, I’m sharing a deeply personal reflection on what it means to grieve the version of ourselves we used to be… and how Jesus meets us in that grief. We’re not just talking about finding joy—we’re talking about how Jesus IS joy. And because He doesn’t change, neither does our access to real, lasting joy—even in our hardest seasons. If you’ve...
29 Aug 2025
Less than a woman? How my diagnosis affected my identity
In this deeply personal episode, Shelby opens up about how PCOS and endometriosis impacted the way she saw herself as a woman. From infertility fears to body image struggles and internal guilt, she shares the honest journey of wrestling with what it means to be “enough.” With raw vulnerability and gentle encouragement, Shelby walks through how God used love, community, and grace to reshape her identity—not around her diagnosis, but around her purpose. If you’ve ever felt less than because of ...
22 Aug 2025
Surrendering My Fertility Fears to a Faithful God
What do you do when the statistics say one thing—but your faith is trying to believe another? In this vulnerable and powerful episode, Shelby opens up about the emotional and spiritual weight of her fertility journey after a PCOS and endometriosis diagnosis. From a casual doctor’s warning at 18, to controlling every appointment and test result, to the gentle whisper of God asking, “Do you trust Me?”—this episode explores the power of surrender and the miracle that came when she let go. Whethe...
15 Aug 2025
Why I Stopped Asking God to Take the Pain Away—And What I Started Praying Instead
What do you do when healing doesn’t come? When the pain stays, the fatigue lingers, and your prayers feel unanswered? In this honest and deeply spiritual episode, Shelby shares how years of chronic illness changed the way she prays—and ultimately, changed her relationship with God. With biblical wisdom and personal testimony, she walks through the shift from praying “Take this away” to “How can I honor You in this?” If you've ever wrestled with silence from heaven or wondered if your pain...
8 Aug 2025
Holy, Not Hormonal: Choosing Self-Control Over Excuses
Hormonal imbalances are real — but they’re not a free pass to act however we feel. In today’s episode, we’re talking about what it means to live Spirit-led even when our hormones are out of balance. We’ll discuss the difference between understanding our bodies and excusing sin, how to communicate with grace during hormonal shifts, and why God’s standard for our words and thoughts doesn’t change based on our cycle. This is your encouragement to take every thought captive — not just when it’s e...
1 Aug 2025
Coming to terms with your diagnosis
After years of symptoms and being dismissed, finally receiving a diagnosis can feel like a victory—but what happens when that diagnosis brings more confusion than clarity? In this episode, Shelby shares the emotional aftermath of being diagnosed with PCOS and endometriosis. From the relief of finally being heard to the unexpected grief of navigating a lifelong condition, she opens up about the real, raw journey that follows the label. You’ll hear about the moment things got worse before they ...
29 Jul 2025
When the Diagnosis Took 10 Years: My Story
Twelve years. That’s how long it took for Shelby to receive a diagnosis. In this powerful first episode, she opens up about the long road to being diagnosed with PCOS and endometriosis—a journey marked by pain, confusion, and being dismissed by doctors again and again. Shelby shares what it felt like to live with symptoms that were constantly brushed off, the emotional toll of not being believed, and the quiet strength it took to keep seeking answers. If you’ve ever felt overlooked or misdiag...
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