Welcome to Forever Two - finding joy in the life we never expected. We are married and childless after infertility. But we are so much more than that. Forever Two is all about navigating life beyond parenthood. The good and the bad. Join us as we discuss the ups and downs and all the silver linings we have found.
In today's episode, we are reflecting on the thoughts that can come up in the quieter moments in life.
There sometimes seem to be this pressure to live a really big life when you don't have kids. Be constantly traveling or off on some grand adventure. But that's just not reality. We have PTO and budget constraints. So in this episode we are reflecting on those feelings.
21 May 2026
Supporting Your Friends Dealing with Infertility
In this episode, we are sharing some of the things that are commonly said to people experiencing infertility or that are childless not by choice. While these words might come from a good place, they end up not being helpful and can even be harmful in some cases.
We understand that a lot of this comes from not knowing what else to say, but that's where we come in. The goal here is to educate what can really be going through someone's head when they hear things like "don't give up hope" or "I know this person who was told they couldn't have kids but now they do."
14 May 2026
Living Fully Without Kids: Life Lately and Insights
This episode is all about what we’ve been up to since we last recorded. We’re talking about recent travels, personal growth, and life in Minnesota. This includes hockey, home projects, social life, and how we try to balance productivity and rest.
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life updates, childless lifestyle, hockey, home improvement, social life, Minnesota, travel, personal growth
19 Mar 2026
Our Banff Recommendations
In this episode, we are picking up our Alberta travel recommendations and focusing on Banff. We've got plenty of recommendations of things to do and where to eat. We're also getting outside of Banff to Lake Louise and heading into British Columbia to Emerald Lake.
Takeaways
Banff and Calgary recommendations
Accommodation and dining options in Banff
Hiking and outdoor activities in Banff
Exploring nearby attractions like Lake Louise and Emerald Lake
00:00 Accommodation and Dining in Banff
06:58 Sulphur Mountain and Gondola Experience
14:00 Sulphur Springs and Food in Banff
23:29 Exploring Lake Louise
28:56 Johnson Falls and Emerald Lake
12 Mar 2026
Our Calgary Recommendations
In this episode, we are finally doing a deeper dive into our recommendations when visiting Calgary, Alberta. This includes things to do and where to eat. At least, as much of it as we can remember. In the next episode we will be talking in depth about our trips to Banff and surrounding areas.
5 Mar 2026
First Year Childless Not By Choice Part 2
In this episode, we are continuing our deep dive into the first year of knowing we are going to be childless not by choice. There were ups and downs and more than one grief to deal with. We brought a new cat into our lives and unfortunately said goodbye to our amazing Great Dane, Sansa. We traveled to Calgary for the Flames home opener and found new directions in our lives.
If anyone needs someone to talk to about living this life path, please know our inbox is always open. You can DM us on Instagram, @forevertwo.podcast.
26 Feb 2026
Life After Infertility
In this episode, we are reflecting on our first year of being childless not by choice, discussing the emotional challenges we faced during significant holidays and milestones. We are getting into the journey of moving to Minnesota, the excitement of house hunting, and the joy of rediscovering life through concerts and new experiences.
Key takeaways:
The first year of childlessness brings unique emotional challenges.
Holidays can be particularly difficult for those navigating grief.
It's important to acknowledge and process feelings of sadness.
Support from friends and family is crucial during transitions.
Embracing change can lead to personal growth and new experiences.
It's okay to prioritize your own happiness and well-being.
Life continues to evolve, and it's important to adapt to new circumstances.
5 Feb 2026
We are a Hockey House
In this episode, we are reflecting on our hockey journeys, as fans and players. We love the community aspect of hockey, how it has served as a coping mechanism during challenging times. The conversation also touches on memorable moments on the ice, the transition to new leagues, and the significance of hockey in our lives as we navigate changes and challenges.
22 Jan 2026
The End of Our Fertility Journey
In today's episode, we are finishing up our fertility journey in New York City. We decided to try an ESSM and Maze Labs as our last chance to have a child. We attempted to remember the timeline of that trip to NYC but for obvious reasons, it's a bit blurry. We're also discussing the intense feelings that came up right after realizing we would be childless not by choice and the difficult conversations as we told people where we ended up.
14 Jan 2026
Remembering Zach's Dad
In this episode, we are remembering and paying tribute to Zach's dad. He lost is battle to cancer while we were still in the middle of our fertility journey. We're reflecting on the emotional challenges faced during this time and the enduring legacy he left behind. The episode is a tribute to Zach's father, celebrating his wisdom, humor, and the profound influence he had on our lives.
8 Dec 2025
Next Steps After FNA Mapping
In this episode, we are talking about our thoughts and how we processed the news that we had success with FNA mapping. We are talking about our initial consults with the IVF clinic and the financial implications of having next steps to take. There's was also a lot of soul searching during this time as we discussed other options.
20 Nov 2025
This One is for the Pets
In today's episode, we are finally talking about our pets!
They are such a big part of our lives, especially now that we are childless not by choice. We've faced heartbreak as we said goodbye to 2 of them. We've brought in new furry family members. And we do everything we can to give them amazing lives.
Currently we have a dog, Ahsoka, and 3 cats, Spectre, Minerva, and Zuko. And we will never forget Alyssa's almost 20 year old cat Indy and the first dog we adopted together, Sansa.
13 Nov 2025
Continuing the Fertility Journey on the West Coast
In this episode, we are picking up our fertility journey story. After realizing that maybe we did have some additional options available to us, we started exploring various other clinics.
This research brought us to The Turek Clinic in San Francisco, CA where Zach underwent a procedure called FNA mapping.
30 Oct 2025
Hawaii, Hiking, and Healing
In this episode of Forever Two, we are sharing our experiences from our recent trip to Hawaii, reflecting on the significance of travel in our lives, especially in the context of our fertility journey. We explored the unique ecosystems of Hawaii, including a visit to the Kona Cloud Forest Sanctuary, and adventures in snorkeling. We are also highlighting some of the culinary delights of the island. For us, this is about the importance of finding joy and healing through travel, even amidst the challenges of our fertility journey.
9 Oct 2025
Starting the Fertility Journey
In this episode, we dive into the start of our fertility journey, how it all started with the first conversations about our individual feelings on kids, to the how and when of the traditional options for having a baby with male factor infertility in the mix. Through the lens of the first part of our own timeline, we explore the struggles both emotional and biological that couples may face in the azoospermia space. From processing the cliches from well meaning friends and family, to the lack of information on alternative options that could be game changers, to navigating the idea of parenthood itself through the added complication of infertility.
25 Sept 2025
Our Love Story
Today, we are diving into the story of how we met. From dating apps to moving in together to getting married. Then beyond "I do." We learned to navigate lockdown, full time work from home, and the world of infertility.
18 Sept 2025
Welcome to Forever Two
Welcome to Forever Two. Our story of navigating life after infertility. Finding joy in the unexpected. In this episode, we are discussing what you can expect from us going forward. Thank you for listening!
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