Welcome to a real, raw, & unfiltered ride through my life’s journey. From the drama & heartbreak to joy, healing, & everything in between, I’m sharing it all. You’ll hear stories about dealing with stalkers, breaking generational curses, & finding strength in the chaos.
This podcast is about growth, truth, & connection. Whether you need a good laugh, a deep cry, or a moment of clarity, you’ll find it here. These are the lessons life taught me — the hard way — & I’m bringing you along so you can learn, feel, & grow too.
Let’s take this journey together. One episode at a time.
The host shares her experiences with her mother's chronic illnesses, exploring the complexities of caregiving, healthcare system failures, and the emotional impact of watching a loved one suffer, revealing generational trauma and grief.
6 May 2025
LIGHTS OUT
What happens when the decision you thought would save your life nearly ends it?
In this powerful follow-up episode, I take you through the moments I flatlined on the operating table after weight loss surgery, the terrifying blackness that followed, and the chaotic blur of waking up days later in a foreign ICU — intubated, bleeding, and terrified I’d never make it home to my kids.
This is the story of how I quite literally came back to life — and what it’s been like to fight my way through recovery, complications, and emotional aftermath ever since.
It’s raw, it’s real, and if you’ve ever made a decision you thought was right — only to question everything after — this one’s for you.
Trigger warning: This episode includes descriptions of surgery, internal bleeding, medical trauma, and emotionally intense experiences.
28 Apr 2025
Before the lights went OUT
A month ago, I almost died — and it changed everything. In the first episode of ‘Fuck, I'm Only in My 30s,’ I take you back to the beginning: the years of struggle with weight gain after a high-risk pregnancy, the endless attempts to reclaim my health, and the life-altering decision to undergo gastric sleeve surgery in Mexico. I’ll walk you through the hopes, the fears, and the moment I was wheeled into the operating room... when everything seemed fine—until it wasn’t. This is the story of the day my world flipped upside down. And trust me... It’s just getting started.
21 Apr 2025
Welcome to the Shit Show
One month ago, I died.
Flatlined. Heart stopped. Gone.
But I came back—with a voice I can’t ignore anymore.
This isn’t just a podcast. It’s the start of my second chance.
Welcome to “Fuck, I’m Only in My 30s.”
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Podcast Authority Score: 31 / 100
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