Fully Gay Radio is the podcast for gay and queer men in midlife who are done settling. Hosted by Ed Wilson and Ben C, each episode gets into the real stuff: identity, desire, connection, and what it actually takes to build a life you chose rather than one you fell into.
If you've ever felt like you're winning on paper but hollow underneath or like the version of you that the world sees isn't quite the real one, this show was made for you.
Brought to you by the Fully Gay community, a online space for gay and queer men who are ready for - much - more than settling. Join us at www.skool.com/gay.
Join Ed and Ben as we discuss and explore travel and sexy gay adventures through our fun filled, self-improvement and self-development gay lens.
2 Jul 2026
Ep 15. Self-Alignment!
Learn how Zach and Ed explore pivoting from 'fixing and proving' to 'becoming and enjoying' through self-alignment. It's more complex that you might think, and watch out for your precious values - we're going to question them!
19 Jun 2026
S2 E04: The Fantasies In Our Heads
Join Zach and Ed as we discuss and explore gay life, this time about the frustrating self-limiting stories and fantasies in our heads!
18 May 2026
Ep. 13 Power(ful) Tools for Life!
Ben and Ed have fun exploring the nine (later eleven!) most powerful tools to help us navigate our internal world, master ourselves, to effectively get much more of what we want in life, and a lot less of what we don't!
As always, gay, bi ,queer professionals to the front of the line at www.skool.com/gay where we go from dissatisfied, frustrated or 'lost' to confident, connective and clear.
4 May 2026
Ep. 12 - How Cody Became His Own Gay Hero
Join us as we explore the what why and how young gays and queers just like us (Ed, Ben and Cody's past selves) are being lead into experiencing dissatisfaction, frustration lost-ness, but we don't have to be. We can end the cycle. We do it at Fully Gay - on Skool.
We explore why gay men shaking off the unavoidable shame is such a big deal, maybe even a personal spiritual journey, and laugh and marvel along with us at what becoming your own damn gay hero looks like.
Join us at www.skool.com/gay to come and join the fun!
20 Apr 2026
Our (Fully) Gay Hero's Journeys
Fully Gay Radio | S2E1 – "Our (Fully) Gay Hero's Journeys"
We're back - and we got a glow up. Brown Bear Radio is dead. Long live Fully Gay Radio!
To kick off Season Two, Ed and co-host Ben take the mic for a proper origin story episode — because before you can go anywhere, you have to know where you came from.
Drawing on Joseph Campbell's classic Hero's Journey, Ed and Ben map their own fully gay lives across three acts and seven stages: the Ordinary World they each started in, the Call to Adventure that cracked something open, the Resistance and Doubt that nearly kept them small, the Allies and Mentors who showed up when it mattered, the Road of Trials that tested everything, the Transformation that changed them at the core — and the Return, bringing hard-won truth back to the world.
Two gay men. Two journeys. A lot of honesty.
Then Ben lightens the mood with this week's news: Australia's landmark new blood donation rules, Time Magazine's most influential gays and queers, and why the whole thing feels like a very sexy game of Dungeons & Dragons.
Your hero's journey starts here.
Fully Gay Radio is brought to you by the Fully Gay community on Skool — join us and discover the wisdom these gremlins and wizards have to offer to become your own Gay Hero at www.skool.com/gay
24 Mar 2026
Ep. 10 - Sydney Mardi Gras!
A more casual ep and slice of life. As always, fully gay, very gay and excitingly gay for gay men and our lovers.
23 Feb 2026
Ep. 9 - Gay Men's Worst Traits and How To Change Them
Let’s say the quiet part out loud.
Why do so many gay men struggle with self-doubt, coldness, performative identity, comparison, and subtle self-rejection? Why does bitchiness sometimes feel safer than vulnerability? Why do we sabotage ourselves while claiming we want more?
Ben C, Ed, and Dan Q unpack the uncomfortable patterns that keep us small.
We talk about:
• The difference between confidence and performance
• Why self-love isn’t affirmations, it’s discipline
• Training your mind like a muscle
• Doing hard things to get big results
• How to stop being guarded and start being grounded
This episode is for men who are done blaming the world and ready to build themselves.
Growth isn’t aesthetic. It’s earned.
19 Feb 2026
Ep. 8 - Life Coaching - with Nick
Nick and Ed, two experiences life coaching focusing on our gay male community specifically get into a candid chat about the highs, the lows, the difficulties and the triumphs, and saunas! This is not just a vanilla chit chat, we show up and get real. Enjoy!
If you're new to us you can find Nick by googling Happy Human Project. Of course you should also consider Brown Bear Coaching and Brown Bear Skool with me Ed Wilson too! You make your own best decision. We're both awesome.
2 Feb 2026
Ep. 7 Being Gay In The Workplace
Episode 7: Being Gay in the Workplace | Brown Bear Radio
What does it really mean to be gay at work in 2026? In this episode of Brown Bear Radio, we talk honestly about navigating professional spaces as a gay man. From deciding when to be out or stay private, to handling subtle bias, office culture, masculinity, and the quiet emotional labor that often goes unnamed.
This is not a polished diversity talk or a corporate checklist. It’s a grounded conversation about safety, authenticity, confidence, and the real decisions gay men make every day in their working lives. Whether you are navigating corporate environments, self employment, leadership roles, or client facing work, this episode offers clarity, reassurance, and perspective without fluff.
If you have ever wondered how much of yourself belongs at work, or felt the tension between professionalism and authenticity, this episode is for you.
12 Jan 2026
Ep 6. BOOTS and Toxic Masculinity
Gay TV shows and characters - did you ever feel seen and/or represented in your childhood? BOOTS and Heated Rivalry, oh my! Queer as Folk, Will and Grace, we discuss where we did and didn't see ourselves and what impact that's had for us.
17 Dec 2025
Ep. 5 Coming Out Later In Life - With Chris!
Total legend and big-softy Chris joined us all the way from Brown Bear Skool to share his story about coming out later in life! Honest, heartfelt, and full of laughs, this conversation is as fun as it is inspiring. We hope you love it!
10 Dec 2025
Ep. 4 - Body Comparison!
Dissecting the world of gay men's body comparisons... Self image. Self worth. Gym culture. Bar and party culture. Is it real? Is it a myth? Are we actually all super nice and friendly and supportive all the time?! Enjoy! Powered by Brown Bear Skool - come join us!
17 Nov 2025
Ep. 3 Loneliness!
Ed and Ben get into why so many gay men are lonely, have barriers and have become their own biggest barrier to getting connected! Not to worry, we have tips, tricks, suggestions and human examples of how to open up, go deeper, have real talk, and set your mind at ease! Enjoy! We feature Cool Gay Shit from @rerollworks, @jennifercoolidge, @netflix and @cardifflions!
4 Nov 2025
Ep 2. Overthinking!
Get more gay men in your life! Ed and Ben talk overthinking. Anxiety, panic, cool gay sheet, impostor syndrome, loving men and loving life.
Featured in this episode:
Panic Free TV with Michael Norman
Bears and Bakeries by Dylan Drake
The Loves of my Life: A Sex Memoir by Edmund White
Darren Hayes - Homosexual
Join us at Brown Bear Skool by searching for it!
28 Oct 2025
Ep 1. Firsts!
Meet Ed and Ben!
Personal stories from their gay first experiences.
Join us at Brown Bear Skool: https://www.skool.com/brown-bear-skool
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