As I began my grief journey, I turned to the internet looking for something—anything—that might help. Being a gay man, I found myself searching for voices and stories that reflected my experience. That’s why this podcast will focus on grief through the lens of LGBTQ+ relationships, though anyone who is grieving is welcome to listen, share, or ask to be a guest.
Talking about gratitude, not wanting to date and people feeling uncomfortable talking about Tim.
15 May 2026
Episode 15- 1 year
As May 26—Tim’s first death anniversary—approaches, I’m caught between a hopeful illusion and the reality it won’t change. Believing it means one day of disappointment instead of daily.
26 Mar 2026
Episode 14- Grief Industry
There is a whole ecosystem around bereavement, and it’s a mix of genuinely helpful resources, well-meaning but mismatched advice, and sometimes things that feel overly commercialized or even exploitative. Take what resonates, leave the rest. If something feels supportive, keep it. If it feels off, you’re allowed to reject it without guilt. Watch for pressure or promises. Anything that claims to “fix” grief, speed it up, or give a single “right way” is usually a red flag. Monetization isn’t in...
27 Feb 2026
Episode 13- Nine Months
Looking back at the last nine months since Tim's passing. Somethings I would do different and I would not listen as much to others opinions.
7 Jan 2026
Episode 12- The holidays
Getting through the first holiday season without Tim. Still just fumbling my way through the grief fog.
8 Dec 2025
Words
Poems, Phrases and Sayings that resonate with me.
13 Nov 2025
Episode 10 Little Things
The things that I never thought about missing. Realizing the toll grief takes and the little things the hover in your head and heart.
19 Oct 2025
Episode 9- Eat, Sleep, Cry
Giving myself permission to sleep, eat and cry on my time table. Thoughts on grief, cortisol and ED and how little is available on the topics. These are all my thoughts and experience and not advice.
26 Sept 2025
Episode 8- Four Months
How I am doing, looking at the last four months
10 Sept 2025
Episode 7 The Service
How the service did not provide any closure, in spite of all the love.
25 Aug 2025
Episode 6 Random Thoughts
Babbling about where I am in my grief journey and that we all chose unique paths because every person and every relationship is unique.
Talking about how great our family and friends have been
4 Jul 2025
Episode 3- Firsts
As I began my grief journey, I turned to the internet looking for something—anything—that might help. Being a gay man who was married to another man, I found myself searching for voices and stories that reflected my experience. That’s why this podcast will focus on grief through the lens of LGBTQ+ relationships, though anyone who is grieving is welcome to listen, share, or ask to be a guest.
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