High Off Life is a real, raw, and honest podcast for sensitive, spiritual, and sober curious women who are tired of numbing just to get through life. Hosted by Calla—ex-stoner, anxious girly, and empath who’s learning how to heal, feel everything, and still chase her dreams. This podcast is a safe space to share the unfiltered truth of letting go of weed, alcohol, sugar, and all the other things we use to numb. Through personal stories and honest reflections, Calla explores the messy, magical truth of moving through trauma, anxiety, self-doubt, spiritual growth and emotions in real time.
35. Why I’m Breaking Up With Weed – My Raw Sobriety Journey
In this first episode of High Off Life (Previously, the Manifesting With Calla Show), I share why I’m choosing to take a 90 day or even longer break from weed after over 10 years of daily smoking—and how this fits into my broader journey of healing.
I’ve been sober from alcohol for over a year now. While I never drank often, when I did, I blacked out, threw up, or ended up with alcohol poisoning—and that was enough for me to walk away.
Weed, though? That was harder to quit. It felt like a spiritual tool, a coping mechanism, a friend… until it didn’t.
I’m also working on healing my relationship with sugar and food, which—like weed—became ways to soothe pain I hadn’t yet learned to face.
This episode is for anyone exploring what life feels like without their go-to numbing tools.
If this podcast speaks to you, I'd appreciate if you shared it with a friend or left a 5-star rating or review that way we can reach more beautiful souls and inspires others on their own healing journey.
Keywords: sobriety, quitting weed, alcohol free, cannabis recovery, food addiction, sober curious podcast, nervous system healing, emotional coping tools.
13 Jan 2024
34. 3 Massive Mistakes That Make Your Anxiety Worse
Hello beautiful soul :) Here's what I cover in this episode:
- The #1 thing to let go of if you want to heal your anxiety
- A simple way to reduce your anxiety by 60%
- 3 types of people to avoid getting advice or talking to about your anxiety
Let's touch the lives of 500 women this year, leave a review on Apple Podcasts and share this with a friend to help change lives, spread the awareness and make the world a happier and healthier place :)
Find me on social:
My main instagram (https://www.instagram.com/calla.hayward/?hl=en)
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Youtube (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVA5VpgftJY)
10 Jan 2024
33. The Reason Why Most People Are Depressed and Unhappy With Their Lives
Hello beautiful!!! ✨Here's what I cover in this episode:
- The #1 way we hold ourselves back from having a life that fulfills us
- My journey getting out of my depression and finding happiness & peace this past year
- Simple questions you can ask yourself to start living more in alignment with what you truly want
Let's touch the lives of 500 women this year, leave a review on Apple Podcasts and share this with a friend to help change lives, spread the awareness and make the world a happier and healthier place :)
Find me on social:
My main instagram (https://www.instagram.com/calla.hayward/?hl=en)
Facebook (https://www.facebook.com/calla.hayward/)
Youtube (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVA5VpgftJY)
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Apple Podcasts (US)
5.0 / 5
4 ratings
Spotify
5.0 / 5
4 ratings
Podcast Authority Score: 49 / 100
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YouTube
93
Engagement
32
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