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About Hold the Light
Hi, welcome to Hold the Light — a podcast about what it takes to live an awakened, authentic life. I'm Laurie Gunning Grossman. This season, I'm sharing my reflections on the book The Freedom Transmissions, chapter by chapter. lauriegrossman.substack.com (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com?utm_medium=podcast)
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31 Jul 2026
Intro: What is The Freedom Transmissions Book About?
Discover a pathway to greater peace, balance, and inner freedom — and how to begin living with The Freedom Transmissions. This episode kicks off a new series unpacking The Freedom Transmissions (https://amzn.to/4aGlT0D), channeled from Yeshua through Carissa Schumacher. This installment covers the Introduction (pages 1–20), laying the groundwork for how to approach the book and why this teaching matters right now. If you’ve been searching for a spiritual practice that brings more clarity, steadiness, and real-life integration, The Freedom Transmissions book offers a grounded way forward. This Hold the Light podcast series is an invitation to walk through The Freedom Transmissions: A Pathway to Peace one chapter at a time — slowly, intentionally, and in lived practice. Whether you’re new to The Freedom Transmissions or returning for a deeper, more integrated experience, this episode introduces the heart of the teachings channeled from Yeshua through Carissa Schumacher — and how this work supports spiritual awakening, inner liberation, and lasting transformation. In this first episode of the series, we explore the Introduction (pages 1–20), why The Freedom Transmissions matter right now, and how to approach the book so the wisdom moves from page to practice. Rather than rushing through the material, we focus on presence, receptivity, and allowing the transmissions to unfold in their own timing. What You’ll Hear in This Episode * Why The Freedom Transmissions are more than a book — and how they function as a living meditation * How the teachings of Yeshua support peace, trust, and inner stability * Ways this work helps release fear and reconnect you with your true self * Why The Freedom Transmissions are not about religion, but conscious living and spiritual alignment * Practical ways to integrate the book through reflection, awareness, and daily life Starting the Series This is the first episode in an ongoing exploration of The Freedom Transmissions, chapter by chapter. Next up: Ep. 2 — I AM Yeshua (#). Something to Ponder “The Freedom Transmissions are not about religion, but conscious living and spiritual alignment.” ✨ Want to go deeper?If you’re drawn to exploring this work in community, you’re invited to join the waitlist for the upcoming Foundations of The Freedom Transmissions Book Study (https://courses.holdthelightcollective.com/the-freedom-transmissions-8-session-book-study-waitlist) — an 8-session guided experience designed for clarity, integration, and shared reflection. If you’re ready for a new way of living — one rooted in peace, balance, and authenticity — this is where the journey begins. Resources & Links * Read The Freedom Transmissions (https://amzn.to/4mBcKuK) by Carissa Schumacher * Listen to my earlier conversations with Carissa: Carissa Schumacher on Channeling Yeshua and Creating (https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/carissa-schumacher-on-channeling-yeshua-creating-the/id1687366868?i=1000669517798)The Freedom Transmissions (https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/carissa-schumacher-on-channeling-yeshua-creating-the/id1687366868?i=1000669517798) and How (https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/carissa-schumacher-how-the-freedom-transmissions/id1687366868?i=1000670258397)The Freedom Transmissions (https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/carissa-schumacher-how-the-freedom-transmissions/id1687366868?i=1000670258397) Guides Spiritual Awakening (https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/carissa-schumacher-how-the-freedom-transmissions/id1687366868?i=1000670258397) * Subscribe to my Substack Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/) If this episode resonates, please follow the podcast, leave a review, and share it with a friend who’s ready for their own spiritual shift. Stay Connected 🔹 Substack: Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman (http://lauriegrossman.substack.com/)🔹 Instagram: @laurie.gunning.grossman (http://instagram.com/laurie.gunning.grossman)🔹 Join My Email Community: Sign Up Here (https://courses.holdthelightcollective.com/join-my-email-sign-up-page-single) About the Podcast Hold the Light supports lifelong learners and spiritual seekers in deepening their journey toward personal transformation. Through reflection, wisdom, and practical tools, this podcast is a companion for those on the path of growth and self-discovery. Podcast Credits 🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman🎧 Co-Producer & Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA Other Episodes in This Series 🎧 Ep. 1—Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-35-the-freedom-transmissions-series) 🎧 Ep. 2—I AM Yeshua (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/the-freedom-transmissions-series) 🎧 Ep. 3 —The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/the-three-veils-and-seven-imbalances) 🎧 Ep. 4—The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 2 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/the-three-veils-and-seven-imbalances-e9bhttps://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/ep-4-the-three-veils-and-seven-imbalances-of-the/id1687366868?i=1000673662788) 🎧 Ep. 5—The Chambers of the Sacred Heart (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/the-chambers-of-the-sacred-heart) 🎧 Ep. 6—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/the-thread-and-stitching-of-the-dreaming) 🎧 Ep. 7—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 2 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/the-thread-and-stitching-of-the-dreaming-ca4) 🎧 Ep. 8—Shades of Hope (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/shades-of-hope-the-freedom-transmissions) 🎧 Ep. 9—Sacred Seeds (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-9-sacred-seedsthe-freedom-transmissions) 🎧 Ep. 10—The Servitude of Longing (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-10-the-servitude-of-longingthe) 🎧 Ep. 11—The Liberation of Longing (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-11-the-liberation-of-longing) 🎧 Ep. 12 — The Freedom of Be-ing (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-12-the-freedom-of-be-ing-the-freedom) 🎧 Ep. 13 – The Power of Perception (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-13-the-power-of-perception-the) 🎧 Ep. 14 – Clarity, Pt. 1 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-14-clarity-the-freedom-transmissions) 🎧 Ep. 15 – Clarity, Pt. 2 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-14-clarity-pt-2-the-freedom-transmissions) 🎧 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-16-the-spectrum-of-spirit-the)Ep. 16 — The Spectrum of Spirit (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-16-the-spectrum-of-spirit-the) 🎧 Ep. 17 — Polarity, Resistance, and Transcending Doubt (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-17-polarity-resistance-and-transcending) 🎧 Ep. 18 — The Alpha, the Omega, and Eternal Life (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-18-the-alpha-the-omega-and-eternal) 🎧 Ep. 19 – Resurrection (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-19-resurrection-the-freedom-transmissions) 🎧 Ep. 20 – The Justice of Divine Balance (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-20-the-justice-of-divine-balance) 🎧 Ep. 21 – The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 1 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-21-the-three-strands-of-the-braid) 🎧 Ep. 22 – The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 2 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-22-the-three-strands-of-the-braid) 🎧 Ep. 23 – Salvation (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-23-salvation-the-freedom-transmissions) 🎧 Ep. 24 – The Chalice and Vessel of Freedom and The Covenant (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-24-the-chalice-and-vessel-of-freedom) Disclaimer All reflections shared in this series are my personal interpretations of The Freedom Transmissions. They do not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My aim is to explore these teachings through my own lens, offering insights for deeper contemplation and growth. Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit lauriegrossman.substack.com/subscribe (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&utm_campaign=CTA_2)

31 Jul 2026
I AM Yeshua — The Freedom Transmissions Book Study Series
What if peace didn’t require more effort — but less? Learn how to release striving and live from your true self. This episode continues our series unpacking The Freedom Transmissions by Carissa Schumacher. This installment covers “I AM Yeshua” (pages 23–33), where Yeshua introduces Himself and calls us to dismantle the “illusion self” so we can reconnect with the truth of who we are: divine beings in co-creation with Infinite Intelligence. If you’ve been chasing “more” — more achievement, more progress, more proving — this chapter invites you to lay it all down. Here, we’re reminded that true peace doesn’t come from striving, but from being. You don’t need to believe in Yeshua to receive the grace in this work. The message is clear: you are already enough, and your presence is your greatest gift to the world. What You’ll Hear in This Episode * Why choosing peace is choosing your true self * How to release the constant need for “more” * The difference between Light-holders and Light-workers * What it means to surrender without losing your power * How to hear the quiet call of your soul — and why it’s growing louder Continuing the Series This episode follows Ep. 1 — Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series (#), which lays the groundwork for this work. If you haven’t listened yet, that’s the natural starting point before this one. Something to Ponder “You are already enough, and your presence is your greatest gift to the world.” ✨ Want to go deeper?If you’re drawn to exploring this work in community, you’re invited to join the waitlist of (https://courses.holdthelightcollective.com/the-freedom-transmissions-8-session-book-study-waitlist)Foundations of The Freedom Transmissions Book Study (https://courses.holdthelightcollective.com/the-freedom-transmissions-8-session-book-study-waitlist) — an 8-session guided experience designed for clarity, integration, and shared reflection. If you’re ready for a new way of living — one rooted in peace, balance, and authenticity — this is where the journey begins. Resources & Links * Read (https://amzn.to/4mBcKuK)The Freedom Transmissions (https://amzn.to/4mBcKuK) by Carissa Schumacher * Listen to my earlier conversations with Carissa: Carissa Schumacher on Channeling Yeshua and Creating (https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/carissa-schumacher-on-channeling-yeshua-creating-the/id1687366868?i=1000669517798)The Freedom Transmissions (https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/carissa-schumacher-on-channeling-yeshua-creating-the/id1687366868?i=1000669517798) and How (https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/carissa-schumacher-how-the-freedom-transmissions/id1687366868?i=1000670258397)The Freedom Transmissions (https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/carissa-schumacher-how-the-freedom-transmissions/id1687366868?i=1000670258397) Guides Spiritual Awakening (https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/carissa-schumacher-how-the-freedom-transmissions/id1687366868?i=1000670258397) * Subscribe to my Substack (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/)Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/) If this episode resonates, please follow the podcast, leave a review, and share it with a friend who’s ready for their own spiritual shift. Stay Connected 🔹 Substack: Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman (http://lauriegrossman.substack.com/)🔹 Instagram: @laurie.gunning.grossman (http://instagram.com/laurie.gunning.grossman)🔹 Join My Newsletter: Sign Up Here (https://www.newsletter.holdthelightcollective.com/subscribe) About the Podcast Hold the Light supports lifelong learners and spiritual seekers in deepening their journey toward personal transformation. Through reflection, wisdom, and practical tools, this podcast is a companion for those on the path of growth and self-discovery. Podcast Credits 🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman🎧 Co-Producer & Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA Other Episodes in This Series 🎧 Ep. 1—Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-35-the-freedom-transmissions-series) 🎧 Ep. 2—I AM Yeshua (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/the-freedom-transmissions-series) 🎧 Ep. 3 —The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/the-three-veils-and-seven-imbalances) 🎧 Ep. 4—The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 2 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/the-three-veils-and-seven-imbalances-e9bhttps://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/ep-4-the-three-veils-and-seven-imbalances-of-the/id1687366868?i=1000673662788) 🎧 Ep. 5—The Chambers of the Sacred Heart (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/the-chambers-of-the-sacred-heart) 🎧 Ep. 6—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/the-thread-and-stitching-of-the-dreaming) 🎧 Ep. 7—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 2 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/the-thread-and-stitching-of-the-dreaming-ca4) 🎧 Ep. 8—Shades of Hope (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/shades-of-hope-the-freedom-transmissions) 🎧 Ep. 9—Sacred Seeds (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-9-sacred-seedsthe-freedom-transmissions) 🎧 Ep. 10—The Servitude of Longing (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-10-the-servitude-of-longingthe) 🎧 Ep. 11—The Liberation of Longing (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-11-the-liberation-of-longing) 🎧 Ep. 12 — The Freedom of Be-ing (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-12-the-freedom-of-be-ing-the-freedom) 🎧 Ep. 13 – The Power of Perception (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-13-the-power-of-perception-the) 🎧 Ep. 14 – Clarity, Pt. 1 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-14-clarity-the-freedom-transmissions) 🎧 Ep. 15 – Clarity, Pt. 2 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-14-clarity-pt-2-the-freedom-transmissions) 🎧 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-16-the-spectrum-of-spirit-the)Ep. 16 — The Spectrum of Spirit (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-16-the-spectrum-of-spirit-the) 🎧 Ep. 17 — Polarity, Resistance, and Transcending Doubt (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-17-polarity-resistance-and-transcending) 🎧 Ep. 18 — The Alpha, the Omega, and Eternal Life (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-18-the-alpha-the-omega-and-eternal) 🎧 Ep. 19 – Resurrection (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-19-resurrection-the-freedom-transmissions) 🎧 Ep. 20 – The Justice of Divine Balance (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-20-the-justice-of-divine-balance) 🎧 Ep. 21 – The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 1 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-21-the-three-strands-of-the-braid) 🎧 Ep. 22 – The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 2 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-22-the-three-strands-of-the-braid) 🎧 Ep. 23 – Salvation (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-23-salvation-the-freedom-transmissions) 🎧 Ep. 24 – The Chalice and Vessel of Freedom and The Covenant (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-24-the-chalice-and-vessel-of-freedom) Disclaimer All reflections shared in this series are my personal interpretations of The Freedom Transmissions. They do not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My aim is to explore these teachings through my own lens, offering insights for deeper contemplation and growth. Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit lauriegrossman.substack.com/subscribe (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&utm_campaign=CTA_2)

31 Jul 2026
The Seven Imbalances of the Mind — The Freedom Transmissions Book Study Series
Learn the seven imbalances that keep you from peace — and how to release them so you can return to your authenticity and originality (and your inner divine self). This episode continues our series unpacking The Freedom Transmissions by Carissa Schumacher. This installment covers “The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind” (pages 34–60), focusing on the seven imbalances Yeshua names as the distortions that keep us in fear, separation, and struggle. Before we can walk the path of peace, we have to understand what’s keeping us from it. As Meggan Watterson writes in Mary Magdalene Revealed (a beautiful companion book to TFT), these seven imbalances — or what she calls the seven powers — serve as a template for what it means to be human. They reflect the ways we get stuck. We need to notice them and then confront them so we can realign with what is real and infinite within us. In this episode, we explore the seven imbalances: what they are, how they show up, and the practices that help dissolve them. When we release these imbalances, we return to our true essence — clear-hearted, connected, and at peace. What You’ll Hear in This Episode * The origins of the seven imbalances — and why they aren’t from the Divine * How each imbalance distorts our perception and blocks peace * Practical ways to transcend patterns like judgment, greed, and fear * Why self-awareness is the first step to spiritual freedom * How aligning with Divine Will restores balance Continuing the Series This episode follows Ep. 2 — I AM Yeshua (#), where Yeshua calls us to release the illusion self. If you haven’t listened yet, that’s the natural starting point before this one. Something to Ponder “These seven imbalances serve as the template of what it means to be human.” ✨ Want to go deeper?If you’re drawn to exploring this work in community, you’re invited to join the waitlist of (https://courses.holdthelightcollective.com/the-freedom-transmissions-8-session-book-study-waitlist)Foundations of The Freedom Transmissions Book Study (https://courses.holdthelightcollective.com/the-freedom-transmissions-8-session-book-study-waitlist) — an 8-session guided experience designed for clarity, integration, and shared reflection. If you’re ready for a new way of living — one rooted in peace, balance, and authenticity — this is where the journey begins. Resources & Links * Read (https://amzn.to/4mBcKuK)The Freedom Transmissions (https://amzn.to/4mBcKuK) by Carissa Schumacher * Listen to my earlier conversations with Carissa: Carissa Schumacher on Channeling Yeshua and Creating (https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/carissa-schumacher-on-channeling-yeshua-creating-the/id1687366868?i=1000669517798)The Freedom Transmissions (https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/carissa-schumacher-on-channeling-yeshua-creating-the/id1687366868?i=1000669517798) and How (https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/carissa-schumacher-how-the-freedom-transmissions/id1687366868?i=1000670258397)The Freedom Transmissions (https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/carissa-schumacher-how-the-freedom-transmissions/id1687366868?i=1000670258397) Guides Spiritual Awakening (https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/carissa-schumacher-how-the-freedom-transmissions/id1687366868?i=1000670258397) * Subscribe to my Substack (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/)Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/) If this episode resonates, please follow the podcast, leave a review, and share it with a friend who’s ready for their own spiritual shift. Stay Connected 🔹 Substack: (http://lauriegrossman.substack.com/)Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman (http://lauriegrossman.substack.com/)🔹 Instagram: (http://instagram.com/laurie.gunning.grossman)@laurie.gunning.grossman (http://instagram.com/laurie.gunning.grossman)🔹 Join My Newsletter: (https://www.newsletter.holdthelightcollective.com/subscribe)Sign Up Here (https://www.newsletter.holdthelightcollective.com/subscribe) About the Podcast Hold the Light supports lifelong learners and spiritual seekers in deepening their journey toward personal transformation. Through reflection, wisdom, and practical tools, this podcast is a companion for those on the path of growth and self-discovery. Podcast Credits 🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman🎧 Co-Producer & Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA Other Episodes in This Series 🎧 Ep. 1—Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-35-the-freedom-transmissions-series) 🎧 Ep. 2—I AM Yeshua (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/the-freedom-transmissions-series) 🎧 Ep. 3 —The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/the-three-veils-and-seven-imbalances) 🎧 Ep. 4—The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 2 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/the-three-veils-and-seven-imbalances-e9bhttps://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/ep-4-the-three-veils-and-seven-imbalances-of-the/id1687366868?i=1000673662788) 🎧 Ep. 5—The Chambers of the Sacred Heart (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/the-chambers-of-the-sacred-heart) 🎧 Ep. 6—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/the-thread-and-stitching-of-the-dreaming) 🎧 Ep. 7—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 2 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/the-thread-and-stitching-of-the-dreaming-ca4) 🎧 Ep. 8—Shades of Hope (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/shades-of-hope-the-freedom-transmissions) 🎧 Ep. 9—Sacred Seeds (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-9-sacred-seedsthe-freedom-transmissions) 🎧 Ep. 10—The Servitude of Longing (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-10-the-servitude-of-longingthe) 🎧 Ep. 11—The Liberation of Longing (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-11-the-liberation-of-longing) 🎧 Ep. 12 — The Freedom of Be-ing (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-12-the-freedom-of-be-ing-the-freedom) 🎧 Ep. 13 – The Power of Perception (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-13-the-power-of-perception-the) 🎧 Ep. 14 – Clarity, Pt. 1 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-14-clarity-the-freedom-transmissions) 🎧 Ep. 15 – Clarity, Pt. 2 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-14-clarity-pt-2-the-freedom-transmissions) 🎧 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-16-the-spectrum-of-spirit-the)Ep. 16 — The Spectrum of Spirit (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-16-the-spectrum-of-spirit-the) 🎧 Ep. 17 — Polarity, Resistance, and Transcending Doubt (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-17-polarity-resistance-and-transcending) 🎧 Ep. 18 — The Alpha, the Omega, and Eternal Life (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-18-the-alpha-the-omega-and-eternal) 🎧 Ep. 19 – Resurrection (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-19-resurrection-the-freedom-transmissions) 🎧 Ep. 20 – The Justice of Divine Balance (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-20-the-justice-of-divine-balance) 🎧 Ep. 21 – The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 1 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-21-the-three-strands-of-the-braid) 🎧 Ep. 22 – The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 2 (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-22-the-three-strands-of-the-braid) 🎧 Ep. 23 – Salvation (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-23-salvation-the-freedom-transmissions) 🎧 Ep. 24 – The Chalice and Vessel of Freedom and The Covenant (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/p/ep-24-the-chalice-and-vessel-of-freedom) Disclaimer All reflections shared in this series are my personal interpretations of The Freedom Transmissions. They do not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My aim is to explore these teachings through my own lens, offering insights for deeper contemplation and growth. Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit lauriegrossman.substack.com/subscribe (https://lauriegrossman.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&utm_campaign=CTA_2)
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[…] That's what I watch over and over again from people who are courageous enough to integrate this part. You know, I'll say one more thing and then I'll be quiet. But like, you know, everybody's afraid that if they face these parts, they'll become these parts. The shadow is way more dangerous if it's unconscious. Then it takes over occasionally, right? It leaves out. So it's more dangerous to not have a relationship with the parts because again, shadows won't just be silent passengers for life. It doesn't work that way. There are parts of us that are real that want to be found and integrated and loved and paid attention to. […]
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