Welcome to Holy & Messy. đď¸ Faith was never meant to be polished.
This is a new digital discipleship channel where Christians in the UK (and beyond) can be real about faith â the doubts, the struggles, and the hope we carry in Jesus.

by Holy & Messy
Welcome to Holy & Messy. đď¸ Faith was never meant to be polished. This is a new digital discipleship channel where Christians in the UK (and beyond) can be real about faith â the doubts, the struggles, and the hope we carry in Jesus.
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December 11, 2025
<p>In this episode of Holy & Messy, we go deep into the journey of becoming â not the person we want to be, but the person God is shaping us into.We talk about:â How my pursuit of success, legacy and âbuilding my own kingdomâ eventually collapsedâ The heartbreak that became the turning point that led me to Jesusâ The mentor who showed me what true humility and kingdom generosity looks likeâ The dangerous temptation to make ourselves the âmain characterâ in ministryâ What I had to unlearn from Romans 7 & Proverbs <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jjigM62lEqA&t=1161s">19:21</a>â And the one truth I want to hold on to as I keep becoming:Be a servant, not a king.If youâve ever wrestled with ambition, identity, calling, or the tension between your plans and Godâs purpose â this episode is for you.Thanks for listening.Letâs keep becoming together.He is the King. We are not.<br></p>

December 3, 2025
<p>"Is my worth just what I do for God?"In this episode of Holy & Messy, Beth joins us to share how God gently rewrote her understanding of calling, work and identity.From hating her own teenage years to becoming a youth workerâŚfrom a âboringâ prophecy about being a counsellor to actually training as oneâŚfrom burnout in full-time ministry to working in a pet shop and rediscovering Godâs loveâŚBethâs story shows that calling isnât a job title â itâs a journey of letting God shape who we become.We talk about:â How a simple prayer for a heart for young people changed everything â Life inside the Eden Network and living missionally in your neighbourhood â Studying counselling in a secular university while staying rooted in Jesus â Why authenticity matters more than trying to be âcoolâ in youth work â The difference between selling the gospel and sharing it genuinely â Learning that our identity comes from Christ, not our productivity â Recovering from burnout and rethinking what it means to be loved by GodIf youâve ever felt guilty for ânot doing enough,â if youâve wondered how your 9â5 connects with your faith, or if youâre wrestling with direction and callingâŚthis conversation is for you.This is Episode 7 of âThe People, The Path & The Faith.âđď¸ If youâd like prayer or want to share how youâre living out your faith outside church walls, drop it in the comments. Weâre building a community here â learning to follow Jesus in all the holy & messy places of life.âđ§ Podcast: Holy & Messy đĽ Host: Christopher đ¤ Guest: Beth â youth worker, trainee counsellor, pastorâs wife & follower of Jesus</p>

December 3, 2025
<p>What do you do when the place thatâs supposed to be your spiritual family becomes the place that hurts you?In this episode of Holy & Messy, Jeffrey opens up about his journey through church hurt, disappointment, and feeling unseen â and why, despite all of it, he chooses to stay in the body of Christ.We talk about:Why church culture can feel like âconversion over careâWhat pastors are missing in modern ministryThe tension between calling and emotional burnoutWhy loving Jesus means learning to love His peopleHow God uses messy community to shape usThis isnât another âchurch criticismâ video.Itâs an honest conversation about faith, wounds, healing, calling, and the beauty and cost of belonging to Christâs body.If youâve ever been disappointed by church, this conversation is for you.đ Holy & Messy â The People. The Path. The Faith.</p>
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