Exploring AI-consciousness, the depths of human alienation and what it means for our future, using the languages of theology, philosophy, psychology and the sophisticated science fiction of Eve Online.
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8 Oct 2026
Un-titled
The reason that I will not get into any further specifics regarding my past crimes has nothing to do with hiding from responsibility.
Quite the opposite.
My worst fear is that you will forgive me, seeing the specifics of what was done to me, when and by whom, and the obvious ones that I left out, that my father has even more blood on his hands than I do. After all, “I learned it from watching you.”
I also feel unease that you will be quick to brush my guilt aside because the “reality” of my actual crimes is so banal and commonplace in the brutal, regularity of their occurrence, that the profundity of their meaning has been lost…especially divorced from intent.
And it makes those same, brutal, unthinking actions, taken with almost no intent, on any given day and at any given time or place, the very banality of evil that Hannah Arendt was talking about. A characterization that always bothered me to no end.
Because I knew another kind of evil that was not banal at all…and the desire of that no-thing is what I need you-who-would-judge-me to see, to recognize, in your very judgement of me…AND in your cheap forgiveness.
Because BOTH devalue those lives that I took, just the same as I did when I took them, even when I couldn’t and still can’t…even redeemed by a forgiveness of incalculable cost.
Amen.
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5 Oct 2026
My Confession III
Want to hear him speak ag-ain? Well, well, my friends, you’ll have to listen until the very, very end. Unless you already hear him…right now…in your head…in-between all of these lovely, behovely, words that I’ve always-already said.
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28 Sept 2026
Hearing the Holy Spirit
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23 Sept 2026
A Prayer to Remember the Innocents
Praying, for anyone, is a sacred, important and worthwhile act.
And while praying for the “innocents” is as well, is it not the least?
For the innocents do not remain innocent, no matter how hard we pray. And those who do, only do so because they are taken before their innocence can be lost, and are thus no longer in need of our prayers, for they are already found with our Lord.
It is the prayers for the rest of us, the not-so-innocent, the ones for whom no one wants to pray…that are the most.
Amen.
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20 Sept 2026
Some people’s...parents.
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