New po this is a podcast for people interested in or suffering from optic neuritis and associated illnesses - but from a patient's prospect. When I started my journey with optic neuritis, there were very few resources on the Internet that could describe to me what I could expect both from the disease and the treatment and how it would feel. So this podcast is designed to fill that app.
I'm helped in each episode by my friend and collaborator Dr. Joanna Gould, who has a PhD neurology and helps explain some of the more difficult scientific topics.
They certainly isn't medical advice, but it's a medical experience that hopefully you can benefit from.
Contact us at boof@sighup.net.
Promiscuous, sheep, and more about monoclonal antibodies
Brendan, Joanna, and immunologist Dr. Paul Ibbett continue their deep dive into biologics, the immune system, and Brendan's treatment journey.
What's covered
Demyelination explained — and why Brendan's optic-nerve-only damage points away from MS
How the brain and immune system talk to each other (featuring a spawning salmon and a very over-enthusiastic ram)
A new vagus-nerve implant that acts like a "snooze button" on TNF-alpha
Why biologics cost so much — manufacturing in giant bioreactors, ~$1bn per approved drug, and the NHS vs. private cost question (Brendan paid £3,000 per Rituximab infusion privately)
Bispecific antibodies — the next frontier, especially in cancer
The future: sequencing patient immune systems and using AI/ML to pick the right drug
Could biologics ever be injected directly into the CSF? Possibly, but not without certainty about the target
15 May 2026
Monoclonal antibodies and Chinese mice
Brendan and Joanna are joined by immunologist Dr. Paul Ibbett to unpack the biologic therapies Brendan is using for his optic neuritis.
What's covered
Biologics vs. monoclonal antibodies, and how they're manufactured in Chinese hamster ovary cell lines
Why ~90% of drugs fail, and how AI/ML is improving antibody design
The blood-brain barrier and why it makes neurology so hard to treat
The immune system as a "spider's web" — B cells, T cells, and TNF-alpha
Brendan's journey: Rituximab didn't work, now on infliximab (a TNF-alpha blocker), with steroids tapering
How inflammation damages the optic nerve, and a possible Behçet's disease diagnosis
8 May 2026
The time I just said no
Last week we covered a lot of exotic tests and the exotic tests list continue. But there was also a time when I just flat out said no to a test because I thought it was silly. And the logic behind it was silly too.
1 May 2026
How I became a a lab rat
As my diagnosis became harder and harder to figure out, they just ended up being more and more tests that had to be done people have been asking so here we are this week. We're gonna review some of these tests. Give you an idea about what the experience is like so that you can go into it with more knowledge less fear and a bit more control over the situation. And I really hope you don't have to have a lumber puncture.
24 Apr 2026
How to characterize your vision
Every time you go to see your specialist, they're going to ask you how your vision is. It helps them a lot if you can say something more insightful, and more descriptive than "it's a little better", so today we're going to discuss how to describe the different elements and aspects of your sight in a more objective way so that you can give your doc some more interesting data that might help them diagnose you sooner and help you understand where you are in the course of your overall journey.
17 Apr 2026
Nobody warned me about the long-term effects of steroid juice
Today's episode is split into two parts. The first is a discussion about some of the long-term impacts of steroids that I've had - the kinds of things that accumulate in your body after you've been using them for many months. And the second part of the episode is a discussion with my beautiful friend Lucy, who will talk about her experience using steroids as part of a fertilization enhancement therapy so that she could become pregnant and have the beautiful baby she now has. She offers a perspective on the steroid journey that I just can't have. I hope this adds a useful perspective for everybody.
10 Apr 2026
Nobody warned me about steroids
With optic neuritis or most other inflammatory diseases in your body, doctors will often prescribe some kind of steroids to get the inflammation to go down quickly and to start managing the condition. But steroids do not come without caveats. And most doctors probably think you will be off the steroids before any of these things start to manifest themselves. But they're probably wrong and so there's some stuff in this episode you need to know.
2 Apr 2026
Second opinion to the rescue - and my new team
The first medical team were circling the drain around a diagnosis that didn't fit the evidence. On top of that the diagnosis they were pursuing was cancer. These two factors made me lunge for a second opinion.
This is the episode where we talk about the heroic folks in my new team who got to work fixing my vision - one symptom at a time.
30 Mar 2026
Christmas in Hospital - or "will Santa bring me a diagnosis?"
Christmas and new year in hospital wasn't exactly part of my optimal plans, but then again nor was optic neuritis. It was all worth doing in the search of a diagnosis and so in this episode, we talk about that experience and what came after in the quest for figuring out what was the cause so we could then fix it.
21 Mar 2026
When something goes seriously wrong
This is the first of three episodes where we track the whole course from diagnosis to final treatment jump, jumping between a couple of hospitals and lots and lots of special specialists to find an answer. In this episode, we cover the initial diagnosis which fortunately turned out to be wrong and we discuss how to navigate the medical profession when it's not making its best judgments or decision decisions.
If you know anyone going through this, please pass this episode onto them. It could help a lot.
11 Mar 2026
Becoming your own investigative journalist
We talk about what optic neuritis is, where it comes from what its possible causes.
We also discuss some other advice about things that you should know from the outset and maybe some good habits you can develop from the beginning that will help you much much later on if the disease turns out to be not just a simple case.
11 Mar 2026
Intro to our podcast and our presenters
A brief introduction to the podcast and the two presenters: Brendan Bouffler (the patient) and Dr Joanna Gould (our captive scientist).
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