Welcome to my podcast where I talk about my life. This is really more of a personal audio diary I made out of curiosity and to exert some vulnerability. I talk really slow especially when I think introspectively so please listen at a faster speed. I view my life as a story and I think this podcast is an interesting endeavor into personal storytelling. I hope something can be learned from my ramblings and at the very least you get something out of each episode. Thanks for reading this and please enjoy the ian croft show!
Unofficial Ending to the podcast, with some more closure. A cute little epilogue, I got the words messed up, I was flustered. I fell in love with this process and cant escape it, I need to post this for myself. I still love the ending, but I need some more closure then what I gave. The Rainstorm was intense, and was truly a beautiful setting to end stuff out on.
25 Sept 2021
ep 16 sep 24 the park
My last day at my home in the city I have lived in for 8 years. Saying goodbye to all my neighbors, family members, and friends was incredibly tough. This was my park and I don’t know what I will do with its absence. I was heavily inspired by “North Pole” by Injury Reserve, that song is very important to me today.
20 Sept 2021
ep 15 sep 19 catching up
Just catching up with my life, lots of stress and anger. Lots of interesting moments happened over the past two weeks. Really feeling more sentimental than ever as the month progresses. Listened to lots of music but there is something special about this one Jordana song, “I Guess This is Life” it calms me down and makes me comfortable.
18 Sept 2021
ep 14 sep 17 rage
I was really angry and filled with rage and I wanted to take a moment to talk about it. Talking it out loud and trying to explain my feelings was really beneficial and helped me calm down. I am very thankful for my supportive friends and family.
8 Sept 2021
ep 13 sep 6 friendship
Not the greatest week, my mind was racing with thoughts and ideas all week. My mind never took a break, but I got to play baseball with some of my friends, that was magical. Found this new song “Secrets (Your Fire)” by Magdalena Bay and I played that all week long.
1 Sept 2021
ep 12 aug 31 seagull ball
Pretty slow and boring week, but I took the time to ramble on about the stress ball I have become attacthed to. I listened to a bunch of “MJ” by Junior Varsity this week, I love that melody.
27 Aug 2021
ep 11 aug 22 panic attack
Had a good week except for that one Sunday night. Felt really nice spending a lot more time with my friends again. Hopefully I will find some more productive uses of my time and push and challenge myself more. I have had “Sierra Nights” by Kevin Abstract on repeat all week, I love this song a little too much.
25 Aug 2021
ep 10 aug 15 butterflies
Rough morning and weekend in general, but I was determined to make an episode. I am sad works over, but my last day was kind of beautiful. That skateboarding injury was pretty painful, but we are recovering now. I listened to lots of “IDEAL” by MICHELLE this week.
22 Aug 2021
ep 9 august 6 bocce ball
A story of my last day enjoying work with my great coworkers. There was a moment in here where I display an extreme amount of confidence and it really paid off, because I was rewarded with lots of happiness. I followed Matt’s advice of living life more and it was beneficial. After work right as I was about to cry I listened to “In A Good Way” by Faye Webster, I feel like this song really described my emotions that day.
22 Aug 2021
ep 8 august 6 live life more
Quick recording I did before my penultimate Friday, I miss my coworkers lots. I listened to a lot of “Friendship” by Kevin Abstract this week, it just made me feel good.
14 Aug 2021
ep 7 july 31 farewell
Reflecting on one of my favorite coworkers leaving work. It was a difficult day and one I cant stop replaying in my head. This week i listened to the new clairo album lots, but specifically “Joanie” the song dedicated to her dog.
14 Aug 2021
ep 6 july 30 breakdown
A true moment of vulnerability and sadness.
12 Aug 2021
ep 5 july 25 confusion
Unfocused rambling as I criticize and get mad at myself for undesirable actions. Dinner with my friend ended up very well. I listened to “Degas Park” by Kevin Abstract a lot this week, it was a much needed boost of energy.
12 Aug 2021
ep 4 july 15 existential thoughts
Had an amazing time last week, but this week was rough. I liked this song “Tell Me It’s Alright” by Christian Alexander, I had to sing it to myself frequently to calm myself down.
1 Aug 2021
ep 3 july 4 park
Third episode recorded only hours after the second where I reflect on the joys of life after a meaningful day. I listened to “Fireworks” by Jimi Somewhere while i watched some in the distance, it was a nice moment.
26 Jul 2021
ep 2 july 4 creek
Second episode where i examine the nature at a nearby creek and reflect on what my life is like at the moment.
19 Jul 2021
ep 1 june 29 audio diary
First episode where i talk about my life and what this podcast is.
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