IKHTSE

About IKHTSE

Sharing my unfiltered grief journey to Widowhood and Single Mom life - the ups and downs, ins and out, tears and joys, and moving from a place of feeling hopeless to being hopeful even as I journey on - because I believe God’s word✨ Ps 46:5 💕 God is within her, she won’t fall; God will help her at break of day

Publisher

Tiwa Adetoye

Category

religion & spirituality

Language

en

Explicit

No

First episode

9 May 2025

Latest episode

15 Jun 2026

Latest episodes

17 episodes in the feed.

1. 

   15 Jun 2026

   Aloneness of widowhood & The nearness of God

   There’s a constant alone-ness that comes with widowhood and solo parenting. The aloneness of carrying on with life by yourself. An aloneness I didn’t sign up for. BUT, even with my aloneness, I experience the nearness of God like never before. Every single time. 🤍 IG: https://www.instagram.com/ikhtse #ikhtse #IKnowHowThisStoryEnds #Alone #soloparenting #singlemom #podcast #grief #griefjourney #widow #Widowhood #widowlife #faith #hope #love #loveandloss #healing #aloneness #Grieving #Healing #loss

2. 

   13 May 2026

   The First Letter He Wrote Me

   God knew I desperately needed a reminder that I won't drown from the weight of it all... so He sent me a hand written reminder from my late husband. IG: https://www.instagram.com/ikhtse #ikhtse #IKnowHowThisStoryEnds #AdeesoAdetoye #tiwaadetoye #podcast #grief #griefjourney #widow #Widowhood #widowlife #faith #hope #love #loveandloss #healing #griefcommunity #Grieving #Healing #loss #trueLove

3. 

   23 Feb 2026

   Your Grief Is Valid

   Hey there friend, Gentle reminders - Your grief is valid, & you are doing great! And God promises to heal our broken hearts, and bind up our wounds. (Psalm 147:3) Amen IG: https://www.instagram.com/ikhtse #griefhealing #loveandloss #healing #widow #widowhood #Griefjourney #IKHTSE #Griefsupport #Griefcommunity #Widowcommunity #grieving #grief #youngwidow #loss

4. 

   9 Feb 2026

   God sent me trash bags

   ✨Missing out on some opportunities or being left out from certain spaces, comes with the widowhood territory. But the good news, friend, is that God’s grace and goodness and faithfulness will always finds us. 🤍 “You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in your bottle. You have recorded each one in your book.” ‭‭(Psalms‬ ‭56‬:‭8‬ ‬‬) Tiwa is rooting for you. 🫶🏽 _ IG: ⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/ikhtse⁠⁠ ⁠⁠#ikhtse⁠⁠ ⁠⁠#grief⁠⁠ ⁠⁠#griefjourney⁠⁠ ⁠⁠#loss⁠⁠ ⁠⁠#griefsupport⁠⁠ ⁠⁠#faith⁠⁠ ⁠⁠#griefandloss⁠⁠ ⁠⁠#love⁠⁠ ⁠⁠#grieving⁠⁠ ⁠⁠#healing⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠#griefawareness⁠⁠ ⁠⁠#lifeafterloss⁠⁠ ⁠⁠#hope⁠⁠ ⁠⁠#griefrecovery⁠⁠ ⁠⁠#youngwidow⁠⁠ ⁠⁠#widowhood⁠⁠ ⁠⁠#support⁠⁠ ⁠⁠#widow⁠⁠ ⁠⁠#singlemom #Community #grievingwell

5. 

   26 Jan 2026

   Wedding dress shopping

   ✨"Do you like it?" I asked. But I could tell the answer from his eyes. They had the look that always made my heart skip a beat. ❤️ ___ ✨When it seems like you can’t go on anymore, because the pain is real and overwhelming, and you ain’t even sure you have faith to carry you through, I pray you find family & friends you can lean on, and a loving community to draw from. 🙏🏽🫂 Tiwa is rooting for you. 🫶🏽 ___ IG: ⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/ikhtse⁠⁠ (https://www.instagram.com/ikhtse) ⁠⁠#ikhtse⁠⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/ikhtse) ⁠⁠#grief⁠⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/grief) ⁠⁠#griefjourney⁠⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/griefjourney) ⁠⁠#loss⁠⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/loss) ⁠⁠#griefsupport⁠⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/griefsupport) ⁠⁠#faith⁠⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/faith) ⁠⁠#griefandloss⁠⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/griefandloss) ⁠⁠#love⁠⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/love) ⁠⁠#grieving⁠⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/grieving) ⁠⁠#healing⁠⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/healing) ⁠⁠⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/bereavement) ⁠⁠#griefawareness⁠⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/griefawareness) ⁠⁠#lifeafterloss⁠⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/lifeafterloss) ⁠⁠#hope⁠⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/hope) ⁠⁠#griefrecovery⁠⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/griefrecovery) ⁠⁠#family⁠⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/family) ⁠⁠#widowhood⁠⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/widowhood) ⁠⁠#support⁠⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/support) ⁠⁠#widow⁠⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/widow) ⁠⁠#singlemom #Empathy (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/singlemom) #Community #grievingwell #selfcare

6. 

   12 Jan 2026

   816days taught me

   Hi friend, here's to a gentler 2026. Tiwa is rooting for you. IG: ⁠https://www.instagram.com/ikhtse⁠ (https://www.instagram.com/ikhtse) ⁠#ikhtse⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/ikhtse) ⁠#grief⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/grief) ⁠#griefjourney⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/griefjourney) ⁠#loss⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/loss) ⁠#griefsupport⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/griefsupport) ⁠#faith⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/faith) ⁠#griefandloss⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/griefandloss) ⁠#love⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/love) ⁠#grieving⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/grieving) ⁠#healing⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/healing) ⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/bereavement) ⁠#griefawareness⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/griefawareness) ⁠#lifeafterloss⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/lifeafterloss) ⁠#hope⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/hope) ⁠#griefrecovery⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/griefrecovery) ⁠#family⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/family) ⁠#widowhood⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/widowhood) ⁠#support⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/support) ⁠#widow⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/widow) ⁠#singlemom #grieving (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/singlemom)

7. 

   13 Oct 2025

   Dear Adeeso,

   Dear Adeeso, Since you've ben gone... Your Queen - Àpótíèrí ♡ "...the just shall live by faith" (Heb 10:38) ♡ IG:  https://www.instagram.com/ikhtse/ (https://www.youtube.com/redirect?event=video_description&redir_token=QUFFLUhqbDNBRW9MQzhHemxTMUZzdE9KUno3dmFPMmVQd3xBQ3Jtc0tuSjlTQXVtdU16YXB3T20xSnVfY215N1VRUWpfQWJtR29ZcGEwZXBvamMySXh4eDdqZmt3dmRoNl9ESS1yS1F4WkV2cXg2UmZXWEJuMmlGM2RyZmVBSTdkZlM5YlNsMVFYYkV2R3lNWDdGdmNEU3hIUQ&q=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.instagram.com%2Fikhtse&v=4RvDiZsf2CA) #ikhtse (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/ikhtse) #Adeeso #AdeesoAdetoye (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/breathe) #healing (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/healing) #love (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/love) #mentalhealth (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/mentalhealth) #loss (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/loss) #emotionalhealth (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/emotionalhealth) #healingjourney (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/healingjourney) #pain (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/pain) #grief (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/grief) #traumahealing (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/traumahealing) #boundaries (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/boundaries) #loss (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/loss) #newnormal (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/newnormal) #griefjourney (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/griefjourney) #anxiety (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/anxiety) #griefsupport (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/griefsupport) #mentalhealthadvocate (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/mentalhealthadvocate) #emotionalsupport #tiwa #tiwaadetoye #faith #hope (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/emotionalsupport) #widow #widowhood #singlemom #singleparent #griefcommunity

8. 

   15 Sept 2025

   Did I not pray hard enough?

   'Guilt'; One of the prison without bars that the enemy - the devil, uses to entrap. And grief is no exception. But thank God He reminds us that absolutely nothing can separate us from His love. Romans 8:39 IG: https://www.instagram.com/ikhtse (https://www.instagram.com/ikhtse) #ikhtse (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/ikhtse) #grief (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/grief) #griefjourney (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/griefjourney) #loss (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/loss) #griefsupport (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/griefsupport) #faith (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/faith) #griefandloss (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/griefandloss) #love (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/love) #grieving (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/grieving) #healing (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/healing) #bereavement (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/bereavement) #griefawareness (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/griefawareness) #lifeafterloss (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/lifeafterloss) #hope (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/hope) #griefrecovery (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/griefrecovery) #family (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/family) #widowhood (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/widowhood) #support (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/support) #widow (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/widow) #singlemom #grieving (https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/singlemom)

9. 

   1 Sept 2025

   Angels from Capital1

   "Tiwatope did not know what to do, but her eyes were on the Lord...for the battle was not hers, but God's."(2nd Chron. 20:12b & 15b) 🤍 IG: ⁠https://www.instagram.com/ikhtse⁠ (https://www.instagram.com/ikhtse) #ikhtse #grief #griefjourney #loss #griefsupport #faith #griefandloss #love #grieving #healing #bereavement #griefawareness #lifeafterloss #trauma #hope #griefrecovery #family #widowhood #support #widow #singlemom

10. 

    21 Jul 2025

    Smell the Roses; blow out the Candle

    I learned to breathe. And yes, I’m still learning to breathe - to be active about my peace, and be present in the moment. A song I’ve had on repeat lately is BREATHE by Jonny Diaz ❤🩹 "I lie down and sleep; I wake again, because the Lord sustains me." (Psalm 3:5) IG: https://www.instagram.com/ikhtse (https://www.instagram.com/ikhtse) #ikhtse #Breathe #peace #healing #love #mentalhealth #loss #emotionalhealth #lettinggo #healingjourney #pain #grief #traumahealing #breathing #breathingexercise #boundaries #loss #depressionhelp #newnormal #griefjourney #anxiety #griefsupport #mentalhealthadvocate #shareyourstory #movingon #emotionalsupport

11. 

    7 Jul 2025

    God brought 'home' to me

    Widowhood is lonely. Solo-parenting is even lonelier. But God reminds me daily - I am not alone. "A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity." (Prov. 18:24) IG: https://www.instagram.com/ikhtse #ikhtse #tiwaadetoye #podcast #grief #griefjourney #widow #Widowhood #widowlife #faith #hope #love #loveandloss #healing #griefcommunity

12. 

    26 Jun 2025

    License to block; Grace to forgive

    Unless one loses a piece of their heart, they just don't get it! Hey friend, here's your reminder to take your time grieving as you need. John 14:27 and 16:33 "My peace I leave with you, not as the world gives... I have overcome the world." IG: https://www.instagram.com/ikhtse #ikhtse #tiwaadetoye #podcast #grief #griefjourney #widow #Widowhood #widowlife #faith #hope #love #loveandloss #healing #griefcommunity

13. 

    8 Jun 2025

    It's Not Bragging If It's True!

    Ever wondered if God can handle our hard questions, vulnerabilities and lamentations? It's exciting to be reminded that He actually wants us to bring them to Him! Matthew 11:28 IG: https://www.instagram.com/ikhtse #ikhtse #tiwaadetoye #podcast #grief #griefjourney #widow #Widowhood #widowlife #faith #hope #love #loveandloss #healing #griefcommunity

14. 

    26 May 2025

    Women praying for you

    God is One who sends a child on an errand, and gives them His backing. He never abandons His own! IG: https://www.instagram.com/ikhtse #ikhtse #tiwaadetoye #podcast #grief #griefjourney #widow #Widowhood #widowlife #faith #hope #love #loveandloss #healing #griefcommunity

15. 

    21 May 2025

    Hi; You look familiar

    Amidst the tears, I was reminded of his first words to me: "Hi... You look familiar..." Psalm 34:18 IG: https://www.instagram.com/ikhtse #ikhtse #tiwaadetoye #podcast #grief #griefjourney #widow #Widowhood #widowlife #faith #hope #love #loveandloss #healing #griefcommunity

16. 

    15 May 2025

    Why is my pain not gone?

    My pain may not be gone yet, but neither is the love of God for me ever going to diminish. IG: https://www.instagram.com/ikhtse #ikhtse #tiwaadetoye #podcast #grief #griefjourney #widow #Widowhood #widowlife #faith #hope #love #loveandloss #healing #griefcommunity

17. 

    9 May 2025

    IKHTSE; WELCOME

    Welcome to “I know How this story ends” podcast. I’m your host, Tiwa Adetoye - a Fashion Business entrepreneur, Author, speaker, and recently a widow and single mom! 2023 started out one of the happiest year in my life yet,but ended the worst year ever. My husband, and father of my children, died suddenly, four days to the arrival of our second child. Incase you are wondering, Yes, we were bible believing Christians. But my life hit a hard reset. Over and over I wondered; Is this really happening ? (Yes.) To Me? (Yes.) Will I ever get over it? (No.) Eventually, Ps 46:10 found me: “God will help her. God is within her” I will never get over this loss, but can I get THROUGH it ? I’m learning that yes I can, with God. This podcast is for myself, and any other friend who is grieving or has had to grieve the loss of a husband. This is both a love and loss journey. The happy and sad thoughts. The indescribable stabbing pain. The three-seconds smiles followed by the five-minute tears. How a picture brings a hurricane of memories. Or a song, a wave of raw emotions. The secondary losses that come with the one loss. The joys and laughter from the memories. Rebuilding the day-to-day as a widow and single mom. Finding God in the chaos. Seeking & receiving help. The miracles even in the storm. The hard conversations. Join me as I move from a place of feeling hopeless to being hopeful, and trusting in God’s word. It will not be structured, but it will be from my heart. My prayer is that sharing my love and loss journey will remind someone - just one person, that God is true to His word, and can be trusted both when we are on the mountain top, or down in a dark valley - so don’t give up! Don’t give up on God. Don’t give up on yourself. You are not crazy. And you’re not alone. Grieving is Healing. Thank you for being here. My website https://tiwaadetoye.com/podcast/ (http://tiwaadetoye.com/podacst) is a great place to stay connected with me. And if you would like to share your own experience with grief, or believe your contribution can bless a listener, please email me at hello@tiwaadetoye.com (mailto:hello@tiwaadetoye.com) I look forward to healing with you.

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YouTube views

1,651

Score snapshot 15 Sept 2025

Apple Podcasts (US)

5.0 / 5

5 ratings

Podcast Authority Score: 40 / 100

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91

YouTube

68

Engagement

32

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