21 Sept 2026
A Very “Jeremy Bearimy” Conversation with Jeremy Silva Aka Steelo Free
Steelo Free (https://www.instagram.com/outsidemindspodcast/) (Jeremy Silva) is back for what I believe is our fourth podcast together, and this conversation really Jeremy Bearimy’d (https://youtu.be/RFm9ClqlGuo?t=19) its way through Kabbalah, dreams, past lives, astral travel, Akashic records, entities, addiction, soul retrieval, karmic relationships, and the wounded-healer pattern.
Somehow, we brought it all back around in the end. Shout out to my all-time favorite show, The Good Place (https://www.rottentomatoes.com/tv/good_place)—please watch and enjoy if you feel called!
Jeremy is one of the hosts of the Outside Minds Podcast (https://www.youtube.com/@OutsideMindsPodcast), where they explore consciousness, spirituality, dreams, psychedelics, the occult, and the stranger layers of reality. He is also the artist who created the music (https://open.spotify.com/artist/6cxGfryUUxCq30fI4u17qr) you hear in the intro and outro of the show!
We begin with Jeremy explaining Kabbalah as a way of understanding the structure of reality and where we are on the journey between separation and Source. From there, we get into the information people sometimes receive intuitively before they ever study or consciously understand it.
I share a dream I had in September of 2021 in which a woman appeared to me with bees covering her eyes. I knew that I knew her. I recognized her, but I didn’t understand who she was or why she felt so familiar.
Then, during a past-life regression in 2022, I learned that I had been one of the Melissae—an oracular bee priestess. The bee woman came to me before I consciously knew anything about that connection. The regression didn’t create the idea; it gave me context for something I had already experienced.
Jeremy and I talk about dreams that feel like memories, parallel lives, déjà vu, astral travel, and the possibility that we are doing much more while we sleep than we consciously remember.
That leads us into karmic relationships and my own tendency to love people, believe in them, and keep trying to save them even when it costs me pieces of myself.
At what point does loving someone else become self-abandonment?
The conversation comes full circle when Jeremy explains the Kabbalistic balance between mercy and strength. Too much strength can become controlling, but too much mercy can turn us into people who continually allow ourselves to be hurt. The goal isn’t to stop loving people. It’s learning to love them without losing ourselves.
In this episode, we talk about:
Kabbalah and the structure of reality
Dreams, past lives, and parallel timelines
My dream about the bee woman and the Melissae
Akashic records and intuitive recognition
Astral travel, déjà vu, and dream interpretation
Trauma, addiction, and spiritual attachments
Soul retrieval and reclaiming pieces of ourselves
Karmic relationships, repeating patterns, and the wounded healer
Balancing mercy, strength, boundaries, and self-love
As always, these are our personal experiences, beliefs, and interpretations. Take what resonates and leave the rest.
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