This podcast is a voice memo from the edge of reinvention.
For the artists who feel like they’re losing themselves while trying to find themselves. For the ones who start and stop, feel everything too deeply, and still choose to create.
These episodes are fragments of my creative journey—messy, honest, and unfolding in real time.
The doubts. The breakthroughs. The ugly cries. The art that spills out when I stop pretending and just let it be real.
If you’ve ever wanted to burn everything down and start over—this space is yours.
Unscripted. Unpolished. Unapologetic.
The host explores how power dynamics, patriarchy, and societal expectations influence age-gap relationships, particularly for women, revealing the potential for control and exploitation.
21 May 2025
Love isnt real. Diamonds. Disney. Delusions.
Love isn’t real. It was sold to you. In this first episode of Till Death Do Us Part, I dig into the truth behind what we’ve been taught to call love—from ancient marriage laws to Disney movies to diamond rings. Spoiler alert: it was never about passion, partnership, or romance. It was about survival. Ownership. Control. I talk about how patriarchy, capitalism, religion, and media worked hand-in-hand to manipulate women into a system designed to keep them obedient, dependent, and silenced. From arranged marriages to purity culture, from midwives being burned as witches to the modern tradwife trend, this system has always adapted to keep women small. If you’ve ever felt like love was a lie or like you were shrinking yourself to be chosen, this episode is for you. It’s not anti-love. It’s anti-illusion. And it’s time we unlearn what never served us.
17 May 2025
Diddy & Cassie | It Was Never Love. It Was Always Control
It Was Never Love. It Was Always Control | Diddy & Cassie This isn’t just a celebrity case—it’s a mirror. The Diddy and Cassie case is a living, breathing example of how patriarchy grooms women, protects men, and calls it love. In this episode I break down how abuse hides behind power, how society normalizes men dating young women, and why love—as we know it—has always been about control. From trauma bonds to purity culture, I connect the dots between Cassie’s story, cultural conditioning, and how women are raised to serve, stay silent, and sacrifice themselves in the name of “love.” This is not about Diddy. It’s about a system. A sickness. A pattern. If you’re a woman waking up to the lie of romantic love, this is your reminder: You are not crazy. You were conditioned. And you are not here to be chosen—you are here to choose yourself.
17 May 2025
Women Need to Take Up Space Online
Women Need to Take Up Space Online—Here’s Why This video is for the women. The girls who want to create, share, build community, and take up space online—but are scared, uncertain, or unsure who they’re speaking to. I’ve been a content creator, a former dancer, and now someone fully in my creative bag—and I’m telling you: the internet needs your voice. Women are the ones who build community. Women are the ones who support. You don’t need to be polished. You don’t need to be perfect. You just need to show up. In this episode, I talk about: -Why male attention is useless online -How the patriarchy pushes women out of creative spaces -The power of woman-led communities -Why women need to start creating, unapologetically -This space is for us. Start something. Start today.
17 May 2025
Femininity isnt for male approval
You don’t become feminine. You perform it. From the moment we’re little girls, we’re taught how to smile, shrink, soften, and serve. We’re conditioned to make ourselves palatable—*not powerful.* To be chosen—not to choose. In this episode, I talk about strategic femininity, girlhood conditioning, and the emotional exhaustion of performing for the male gaze. This isn’t about abandoning femininity—it’s about reclaiming it on our own terms. I also reflect on my time working in the club, the pressure to be "soft" and "easy to talk to," and why most of what we call “feminine” is just survival under patriarchy. If you’ve ever felt like you’re performing a version of yourself just to be accepted—this is for you.
30 Apr 2025
Why Women Hate Themselves (Brainwashed)
If you’ve ever looked in the mirror and hated what you saw—it’s not your fault. It’s not random. It’s not just low self-esteem. It’s programming. In this video, I talk about why women are taught to hate themselves—and how Hollywood, media, and the male gaze have shaped our self-image, our stories, and even how we film ourselves. I reflect on what it means to create as a woman, how I see myself as a filmmaker, and why unlearning the male gaze is one of the most important things we can do as women and creators. 🎥 I also talk about the documentary Brainwashed: Sex-Camera-Power and how it shifted the way I think about filming myself and others. This is about art, perspective, and taking our power back—one shot at a time. If you’re tired of contorting yourself to be digestible—this one’s for you.
8 Apr 2025
Creative People Need To Evolve
Creativity isn’t about perfection—it’s about evolution.
In this video, I talk about what it really means to grow as an artist, the fear that comes with change, and the difference between evolving and chasing trends. I share personal stories, examples from artists like Kanye West and Steve Madden, and how I've had to let go of perfectionism to stay in love with the process.
If you’re a creator who’s ever felt stuck, afraid to pivot, or unsure of your voice—this one’s for you. Your art doesn’t have to be original. It just has to be yours.
Whether you’re making music, painting, filming, or writing—remember:You’re allowed to change. You’re allowed to grow. And you don’t need permission to try.
26 Feb 2025
The World Needs Artists
The World Needs Artists
If you’ve ever been told that being an artist isn’t practical or that you should "get a real job," this episode is for you. The truth is—art is everywhere. Every object you touch, every song you hear, every building you enter was shaped by a creative mind.
In this episode, I dive deep into why the world desperately needs artists and why society often undervalues creativity. From the false belief that success is measured by money to the pressures of monetizing art in the social media age, we talk about why artists struggle with self-doubt and why your work still matters.
Creativity isn’t just about making something—it’s about expressing something only you can share with the world. Whether you’re an artist, musician, writer, filmmaker, or just someone who wants to create, this is your reminder to keep going.
19 Feb 2025
Your 20s are WEIRD
Your 20s Are Weird | Infinity or Nothing
Your 20s are supposed to be the best years of your life… or at least that’s what they tell us. But in reality? It’s a confusing, chaotic, and often brutal decade of trial and error, shedding old versions of yourself, and constantly wondering, What the hell am I doing?
In this episode, I break down the biggest lessons I’ve learned now that I’m 29—navigating uncertainty, unlearning toxic societal expectations, and realizing that success, love, and self-worth aren’t what we were told they’d be. From letting go of people, places, and old identities to embracing the inevitable mistakes along the way, I’m sharing my raw, unfiltered thoughts on what it really means to grow through your 20s.
If you’ve ever felt lost, behind, or like you’re doing this whole “adulthood” thing wrong—this episode is for you. Let’s talk about the messy, weird, and transformative reality of our 20s.
7 Jul 2024
This is How You Heal: Facing Reality, Solitude, Priorities
This is How You Heal: Facing Reality, Solitude, Priorities
In this episode of Infinity Or Nothing, I delve into the raw and real process of healing. True healing isn't glamorous; it's often messy and painful. By facing reality, embracing solitude, setting clear priorities, and focusing on moving forward, we can overcome our past and build a brighter future.
Join me as I discuss:
The importance of facing the reality of your situation and acknowledging your behaviors
Embracing solitude to truly understand and process your emotions
Setting clear priorities to focus on what truly matters
Moving forward and not letting the past hold you back
Whether you're dealing with trauma, heartbreak, or simply trying to improve your life, this episode offers practical advice and insights to help you on your healing journey. Tune in to learn how to face your reality, embrace solitude, prioritize yourself, and move forward with confidence.
28 Jun 2024
How The Gym Changed My Life Forever
How the Gym Changed My Life Forever
Description: In this episode of Infinity Or Nothing, I delve into the transformative impact the gym has had on my life and how it can do the same for you. From overcoming initial challenges and insecurities to making fitness a central part of my lifestyle, I share my journey and the lessons learned along the way.
Join me as I discuss:
My personal journey from being a non-athlete to a dedicated gym-goer
The challenges and insecurities faced when starting out at the gym
The importance of small habits and consistency in building a healthy lifestyle
The mental and physical benefits of regular exercise
Overcoming ego and setting realistic goals in fitness
The role of the gym in my sobriety journey and overall well-being
Whether you're new to the gym or looking to reignite your fitness journey, this episode offers valuable insights and practical advice to help you embrace a healthier and more fulfilling lifestyle. Tune in to learn how the gym can change your life and help you become infinitely you.
27 Jun 2024
Anything is Possible
In this episode of Infinity Or Nothing, I explore the incredible power of small habits and how they can lead to monumental changes in our lives. Reflecting on my own journey from feeling purposeless to embracing a life full of possibilities, I share how simple daily actions have transformed my outlook and success.
Join me as I discuss:- My personal story of overcoming feelings of emptiness and finding purpose- The impact of reading *Atomic Habits* and implementing its principles- How making small changes like making my bed and removing the TV from my room set the foundation for greater success- The transformative power of regular gym workouts and the importance of sobriety- The domino effect of good habits and how they compound to create significant improvements in life- The necessity of shifting your mindset to embrace delayed gratification and long-term goals
Whether you're looking to build better habits, find inspiration, or understand the importance of small daily actions, this episode offers valuable insights and practical advice to help you realize that anything is possible. Tune in to learn how you can start making positive changes today and embrace the infinite possibilities of becoming infinitely you.
19 Jun 2024
Letting Go of the Past and Becoming Sober
In this episode of Infinity Or Nothing, I dive deep into the journey of self-discovery and healing. I share a personal story about overcoming past traumas and the transformative power of living in the present. I explore the challenges of letting go of old habits, the importance of self-acknowledgment, and the steps to create a fulfilling life free from the shadows of the past.
Join me as I discuss:- The process of healing old wounds and moving forward- The impact of drugs and alcohol on personal growth- Learning to live for oneself and not for others- The significance of being present in the moment- Strategies to avoid self-abandonment and embrace self-care
Whether you're struggling with your past or seeking inspiration to live more mindfully, this episode offers valuable insights and practical advice to help you on your journey to becoming infinitely you.
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