Join me on this remarkable journey of transformation and expansion through insights, contemplations and inspiring conversations that will empower you to awaken your creative potential and to trust your own magic for a more heart-centered experience in conscious communion with the soul.
We will dive deep into topics like modern spirituality, self development, astrology, psychology, gene keys, human design, and various healing practices.
Website: andreitopli.com (https://www.andreitopli.com)
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I recorded this episode as a video while having tea on my terrace during the sunset and contemplating the Lunar Eclipse on the 3/3 portal, Gene Key 64 (The shadow of Confusion and the gift of Imagination), the archetype of Virgo and the medicine of the in-between space.
Watch the video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Af7w7vSnnE (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Af7w7vSnnE)
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27 Jan 2026
The hardest part of the rebirth is not the ending, it's the in-between
In this contemplation I dive deeper into my experience at the tantric temple with intense shamanic activations and how I learned to navigate the in-between space, between a death and a rebirth.
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5 Dec 2025
What I found in 3 Days of Total Darkness - A story of Death & Rebirth
During the dark moon in Scorpio phase, I've spend 3 days in a cabin in total darkness in Les Waterfalls, north of Bali. What I found in there and the 6 days of integration in nature afterwards completely changed my life.
In this episode that I have recorded as a video (see the video on youtube here (https://youtu.be/rig1WeiAs7U)), I go over the whole story - the descend into the underworld and the ascend back into the light, the lessons that I learned and also the medicine that I want to share moving forward.
This is the most vulnerable and intimate episode I've recorded so far, there was no script, just dropping in and allowing what came through me to be fully expressed.
These 10 days I spend in Les have been the most impactful rite of passage I've been through, an experience that stripped away the masks and revealed to me who I truly am, and how to find my deeper purpose in life. I invite you to listen to the story and contemplate this in your own life.
Timestamps
00:00 - Prologue
04:30 - Part I - The Descend into the Underworld
05:00 - The space and the preparation to go into the dark
09:54 - The Darkness - All narratives came to an end
14:41 - 1st day in the dark - me and my mind
20:08 - 2nd day in the dark - emotional journeys and visions
24:42 - Embracing the moment without trying to change it
33:15 - Vision of the moment of my death
35:10 - 3rd day in the dark - the most intense experience of my life
45:14 - Purpose of Life
49: 25 - Part II - The Ascend into the Light
53:27 - The gift of Delight
56:56 - The medicine of Silence
58:16 - Having original thoughts
1:00:00 - Surrendering to God's infinite abundance
1:02:33 - The medicine of uncertainty
1:05:00 - The art of letting go
1:07:20 - Rebirth Phase - Brand New World
1:08:41 - Transformational work with clients - Invitation
The only thing you find in the dark is yourself.
If my story inspired you, awakened something in you, made you pause for a second to contemplate and ask yourself questions, or stirred any curiosity, reach out - I’d love to connect and to stoke the fires together.
You can schedule a free discovery call here (https://tidycal.com/andreitopli/discovery-call (https://tidycal.com/andreitopli/discovery-call)) or send me a messge or email (andrei.topli@gmail.com (mailto:andrei.topli@gmail.com)) for any inquiries about working together.
You can also read the journaling entries I posted on Substack where I share few more details that came afterwards..
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Website: andreitopli.com (http://andreitopli.com)
Creative Rebels community: https://www.skool.com/the-5th-house-2983 (https://www.skool.com/the-5th-house-2983)
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