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About kill pride club
kill pride club is an intentional space where there’s freedom for men to: Be human. Be present. Be accountable. Be alright. It’s a community and media platform designed for those of us who don’t have it all together. Have no interest in therapy; Hold everything inside; Refuse to cry and don't wanna talk about it. And for those who do. Yep. It's for all of us. We’re on a mission to change how men show up in the world and in our homes. Thank you for viewing and listening!
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- 30 Oct 2023
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- 10 Apr 2026
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18 episodes in the feed.
10 Apr 2026
Daddy Issues [AUDIO]
DADDY ISSUES | The Father Wound, Generational Trauma & Breaking the Cycle | kill pride club ABOUT THIS EPISODE Most men are carrying wounds their fathers never had language for. In this episode of kill pride club, Terrence Smith sits with three men who've built organizations around fatherhood — Rashamod Torrance (founder of Active Dads), Khari Arnold(founder of Library Dads), and Ron Anthony (author, pastor, and thought leader) — for one of the most honest conversations about Black fatherhood, the father wound, and breaking generational cycles you'll find anywhere. What starts as a question about emotion becomes a full excavation: the emotional armor Black men inherit, what it cost them to become who they are, and what they're choosing to keep — or lay down — for the next generation. This is not a conversation about absent fathers. It's a conversation about what presence actually looks like, why "be strong" is incomplete advice, and how the men who look the strongest in the room are often the ones carrying the most. If you've ever searched for healing from childhood wounds, wondered what your father didn't teach you, or found yourself parenting from a place of fear instead of freedom — this one is for you. IN THIS EPISODE Healing the father wound: what emotion shows up first when you think about your dad's impact? The one thing each man inherited — good or bad — from his father What love looked like in Black households (provision, protection, presence) The real cost of becoming the man you are when nobody taught you how Breaking generational cycles: are you the dad you needed as a kid? What parts of your father's legacy are you keeping — and what are you intentionally laying down? Why the strongest man in the room is often the one struggling the most Men's mental health, vulnerability, and why Black men don't talk about their feelings — and what happens when they do IF THIS HIT, YOU MIGHT ALSO BE SEARCHING FOR: healing father wound | Black men mental health | generational trauma healing | breaking generational curses | Black fatherhood | men's mental health podcast | absent father healing | what my father didn't teach me | first generation man | men and vulnerability | Black men therapy | intentional fatherhood | raising Black boys | men's wellness | overachiever burnout | present father | father son relationship | men's community Atlanta | emotional unavailability | men who don't talk about their feelings UPCOMING kill pride club DATES April 24, 2026 (https://www.eventbrite.com/e/kill-pride-club-meetup-april-24-2026-tickets-1983159513490?aff=ebdsshcopyurl&utm-campaign=social&utm-content=attendeeshare&utm-medium=discovery&utm-term=) July 24, 2026 (Annual Birthday Party & Family Reunion weekend) October 9, 2026 CONNECT WITH kill pride club killpride.com (killpride.com) kill pride club is an Atlanta-based men's wellness and community organization. It is a space where men practice honest dialogue, self-awareness, and accountability — together. New episodes drop quarterly.
10 Apr 2026
Daddy Issues [VIDEO]
DADDY ISSUES | The Father Wound, Generational Trauma & Breaking the Cycle | kill pride club ABOUT THIS EPISODE Most men are carrying wounds their fathers never had language for. In this episode of kill pride club, Terrence Smith sits with three men who've built organizations around fatherhood — Rashamod Torrance (founder of Active Dads), Khari Arnold(founder of Library Dads), and Ron Anthony (author, pastor, and thought leader) — for one of the most honest conversations about Black fatherhood, the father wound, and breaking generational cycles you'll find anywhere. What starts as a question about emotion becomes a full excavation: the emotional armor Black men inherit, what it cost them to become who they are, and what they're choosing to keep — or lay down — for the next generation. This is not a conversation about absent fathers. It's a conversation about what presence actually looks like, why "be strong" is incomplete advice, and how the men who look the strongest in the room are often the ones carrying the most. If you've ever searched for healing from childhood wounds, wondered what your father didn't teach you, or found yourself parenting from a place of fear instead of freedom — this one is for you. IN THIS EPISODE Healing the father wound: what emotion shows up first when you think about your dad's impact? The one thing each man inherited — good or bad — from his father What love looked like in Black households (provision, protection, presence) The real cost of becoming the man you are when nobody taught you how Breaking generational cycles: are you the dad you needed as a kid? What parts of your father's legacy are you keeping — and what are you intentionally laying down? Why the strongest man in the room is often the one struggling the most Men's mental health, vulnerability, and why Black men don't talk about their feelings — and what happens when they do IF THIS HIT, YOU MIGHT ALSO BE SEARCHING FOR: healing father wound | Black men mental health | generational trauma healing | breaking generational curses | Black fatherhood | men's mental health podcast | absent father healing | what my father didn't teach me | first generation man | men and vulnerability | Black men therapy | intentional fatherhood | raising Black boys | men's wellness | overachiever burnout | present father | father son relationship | men's community Atlanta | emotional unavailability | men who don't talk about their feelings UPCOMING kill pride club DATES April 24, 2026 (https://www.eventbrite.com/e/kill-pride-club-meetup-april-24-2026-tickets-1983159513490?aff=ebdsshcopyurl&utm-campaign=social&utm-content=attendeeshare&utm-medium=discovery&utm-term=) July 24, 2026 (Annual Birthday Party & Family Reunion weekend) October 9, 2026 CONNECT WITH kill pride club killpride.com (killpride.com) kill pride club is an Atlanta-based men's wellness and community organization. It is a space where men practice honest dialogue, self-awareness, and accountability — together. New episodes drop quarterly.
21 Jan 2026
Anxiety: What is This I'm Feeling?
Keywords anxiety, fear, anger, vulnerability, community, mental health, emotional intelligence, leadership, personal growth, Black men Summary This conversation delves into the often unspoken issues of anxiety, fear, and anger, particularly among men. It explores personal experiences with these emotions, the societal pressures that contribute to them, and the importance of vulnerability and community in managing mental health. The fellas (Ron Anthony, Andre Walker, Cody Deese and Terrence Smith) share their journeys, emphasizing the need for open dialogue and support systems to navigate the complexities of emotional well-being. Takeaways Anxiety is often unspoken among men, leading to isolation. Vulnerability is essential for connection and healing. Fear and anger can manifest in physical ways in our bodies. Community plays a crucial role in managing anxiety and emotional health. Personal experiences with anxiety can provide language for others. Understanding the difference between fear and anger can aid in emotional regulation. Rest and sleep are not the same; both are essential for well-being. Building connections with others can alleviate feelings of loneliness. Anticipatory grief can complicate our emotional landscape. It's important to check in on ourselves and others regularly. Chapters 00:00 Understanding Anxiety in Society 05:56 Personal Experiences with Anxiety 12:50 The Impact of Fear and Anger 18:36 Navigating Emotions: Fear vs. Anger 27:18 The Role of Community in Managing Anxiety 33:35 Vulnerability and Leadership 57:27 Messages to Our Younger Selves 01:03:33 Building Connections and Community
24 Oct 2025
i'm tired, but I'm here.
This conversation delves into the complexities of being tired yet present, particularly among black men. It explores themes of burnout, the weight of expectations, the importance of community, and the need for intentional rest. The speakers share personal experiences and insights on navigating relationships, vulnerability, and finding purpose amidst challenges. They emphasize the significance of hope and resilience, and the power of presence in fostering meaningful connections. Takeaways Being tired can mean occupying space without truly being present. Chronic overload and financial strain are significant causes of burnout. Isolation can amplify feelings of tiredness and pressure. Intentional rest is crucial for mental and emotional well-being. Vulnerability in relationships fosters deeper connections. Hope is essential for resilience in the face of adversity. Community support can alleviate the weight of expectations. Purpose can be a guiding force through challenges. Acknowledging one's struggles is a step towards healing. Nothing in our experiences is wasted; every moment contributes to our growth. Sound bites "I'm tired, but I'm here." "What does being tired mean to you?" "We are not allowed to be human." Chapters 00:00 Introduction to the Conversation 02:04 Understanding Tiredness and Its Implications 09:12 Identifying Causes of Burnout 11:26 Carrying Hidden Burdens 22:22 Establishing Boundaries for Well-being 27:43 The Importance of Safe Spaces and Rest 31:27 The Essence of Rest 36:37 Releasing Expectations and Fear 39:17 The Power of Community and Presence 45:05 Gratitude and Hope in Adversity 57:08 Purpose and Leadership in Challenging Times 59:17 Recognizing Purpose and Showing Up 01:03:07 Transforming Pain into Purpose 01:05:49 The Importance of Being Human 01:07:04 Nothing is Wasted: Embracing Life's Journey 01:09:19 Creating Safe Spaces for Vulnerability 01:14:59 Breaking Down Stigmas Around Therapy
8 Aug 2025
the price of the bag: what success costs when no one's looking
Some costs don’t show up on receipts. They show up in our bodies, our homes, our souls.We chased the bag.Somewhere along the way, it started chasing us.This episode is an unfiltered look at what “making it” really takes for men—especially for Black men in leadership. We talk about the money lessons (or the silence) we grew up with, the mold we’re told to fit into in corporate America, and the quiet ways success can wear us down.You’ll hear personal stories, hard-earned wisdom, and practical ways to hold onto yourself while climbing the ladder. Because the bag might be worth it—but not if it costs you you.Timestamps:00:00 – Why this conversation matters05:15 – The money talks we grew up with15:30 – Fitting the mold in corporate America25:45 – The hidden toll of the climb35:00 – Can you really balance career and life?46:40 – Staying yourself in the system55:00 – Audience stories & lessons1:05:00 – Closing thoughts: Success on your own termsShare your story: What has the “price of the bag” cost you? Drop it in the comments.#mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #atlanta #fun #manhood #leadership #CorporateAmerica #money #pride #brother #brotherhood
28 Feb 2025
the loneliness of leadership & the price paid for being first
the real price paid for being first. Welcome to the kill pride club, a transformative space dedicated to men seeking deeper connections and greater self-awareness. In this episode we discuss the emotional cost of being a pioneer, the importance of mentorship, and the silent expectations placed on men. Engaging conversations include personal stories on balancing ambition with self-care, the value of rest, and the unparalleled joy and pressure of leadership. Whether you're an entrepreneur, a family man, or someone seeking more from life, this discussion is packed with insights to inspire and guide your journey. Don’t miss out on the powerful reflections and actionable advice shared in this episode.
25 Dec 2024
"I Don't Want to Die. But I Will." - kill pride club s1 epidode 7.
Facing Mortality: Real Talk on Aging, Legacy, and Self-Care Welcome to kill pride club, where we tackle the tough stuff with authenticity, laughter, and heart. In Episode 7, we’re diving into something we all think about but rarely talk about—our own mortality. Aging, legacy, and self-care are on the table, but we’re keeping it real, relatable, and yes, even a little lighthearted.From personal health scares to grappling with what it means to leave a mark on this world, we’re sharing raw stories, vulnerable moments, and the insights we’ve picked up along the way. Let’s normalize these conversations, find meaning in the mess, and hopefully walk away a little lighter. Why watch this episode? It's honest: No fluff, no fear—just real talk. It's relatable: We’ve all thought, “How much time do I really have?” It’s practical: Tips on self-care, parenting aging parents, and redefining your legacy. 00:00 Intro: Why this episode matters. 00:38 A Trip Down South: A reflective visit to North Carolina. 01:27 What Would You Write? A powerful journal entry sets the tone. 05:28 Time is Ticking: Aging and mortality unpacked. 06:17 Family as a Mirror: Learning about yourself through your loved ones. 09:34 Wake-Up Calls: Health scares that change everything. 15:46 Aging = Clarity: The unexpected gifts of growing older. 21:17 The Weight of Expectations: Why aging feels heavy. 35:13 Death’s Doorstep: Making peace with the inevitable. 37:41 Faith Meets Fear: Spirituality as a coping tool. 40:40 Culture & Death: How different perspectives shape our views. 52:00 Self-Care SOS: Why you need to take care of YOU. 56:11 Role Reversal: Parenting your parents. 01:02:59 What’s Your Legacy? Defining the mark you’ll leave behind. 🎯 Episode Highlights:Whether you’re in your 20s, 50s, or somewhere in between, this episode has something for everyone. Let’s face the hard truths together—with a little humor and a lot of heart.Hit play, join the club, and let’s keep this conversation going. 👑 Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe!
20 Sept 2024
What Men Need from Women: Emotional Needs, Financial Trust, and Relationship Success | kill pride club
What Men Need from Women: Emotional Needs, Financial Trust, and Relationship Success | kill pride club In this must-watch episode of kill pride club, we dive deep into what men truly seek in relationships and how women can better understand their partners. Our hosts break down the emotional needs of men, exploring how they define themselves outside of relationships and addressing common misconceptions about their desires. From communication tips and love languages to managing societal expectations, this episode is packed with insights on building lasting, healthy relationships. Key topics include: Understanding men's emotional needs How love languages strengthen relationships The impact of spiritual and financial growth Common misconceptions about men’s desires Financial planning and budgeting in marriage, featuring an entrepreneur's journey and how his business impacts his personal life Practical advice on setting expectations, making sacrifices, and fostering family unity for long-term success Whether you’re looking to enhance your current relationship or gain insights for the future, this episode is packed with practical advice on how women can support and grow with their partners. Watch now to discover how you can nurture emotional connection, financial trust, and long-lasting love. Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more relationship advice!
12 Jun 2024
killing what's killing us: stress. (pt. 2)
episode 5: killing stress pt. 2 - Building on part 1, in this episode of kill pride club, the guys discuss the concept of 'happy spouse, happy house,' personal responsibility for happiness, and striking a balance in relationships. The episode includes thoughtful debates and personal stories from other members of the club that delve into maintaining individuality while nurturing relationships, dealing with stress, and the importance of solitude. Featured Article in The Atlanta Journal-Constitution (https://www.ajc.com/black-atlanta-culture/atlanta-club-wants-black-men-to-kill-their-pride-to-save-their-mental-health/CMYE7XSHUBFNVL3YBMIJHYO4QI/)
12 Jun 2024
killing what's killing us: stress. (pt. 1)
killing what's killing us: stress pt. 1 | episode 5 In this episode of kill pride club, Terrence and his brothers (Ron Anthony, David Sutherland, and Gabe Wright) dive deep into the topic of stress, its impact on our lives, and ways to manage it. From sharing personal stressors to discussing societal pressures, the perception of masculinity and the importance of self-care, the conversation is a candid look at the struggles and solutions surrounding stress. Featured Article in The Atlanta Journal-Constitution (https://www.ajc.com/black-atlanta-culture/atlanta-club-wants-black-men-to-kill-their-pride-to-save-their-mental-health/CMYE7XSHUBFNVL3YBMIJHYO4QI/)
22 Mar 2024
s1 episode four: killing the thief of resentment
In this episode, we tackle the profound, yet often overlooked, issue of resentment and its capacity to erode joy, disrupt relationships, and hinder personal growth. Featuring insights from Kelvin Bullock, Ron Anthony, David Sutherland, and Terrence Smith, it delves into personal anecdotes highlighting the insidious nature of resentment in both family and work environments, including the host's personal narrative related to his father. The discussion extends to strategies for confronting and coping with resentment, such as open communication, self-reflection, and therapy. It emphasizes the importance of acknowledging resentment to prevent it from compromising other relationships and stealing one's peace and productivity. The content culminates in a call to action for listeners to engage in introspection and address any harbored resentment, suggesting joining the kill pride club community for further support and resources. Overall, the episode underscores the crucial step of overcoming resentment as a path to reclaiming lost joy and fostering meaningful connections. 00:00 Unveiling the Silent Thief: Resentment 01:08 A Personal Journey Through Resentment 05:02 Exploring the Depths of Resentment with Guests 07:57 Defining and Understanding Resentment 15:59 Personal Stories of Resentment and Recovery 19:28 Navigating Resentment in Relationships and Work 34:26 Confronting Resentment: Strategies for Healing 43:26 Harnessing Gym Energy: A Personal Journey 43:49 Acknowledging and Redirecting Negative Energy 44:19 The Cost of Resentment: From Peace to Productivity 46:03 Intimacy and Health: The Hidden Victims of Resentment 47:49 Finding Healthy Outlets and Breaking the Cycle 50:47 The Power of Community and Vulnerability 52:44 Redefining Manhood: A Collective Challenge 55:10 The Importance of Emotional Intelligence and Healing 56:27 Creating Resources for Growth and Healing 57:10 Q&A Session: Addressing Resentment and Personal Growth 01:20:35 Concluding Thoughts: The Journey of Overcoming Resentment #inspiration #inspirational #peace #joy #funny #tutorial #youtube #art #religion #relationship #culture #sports #hiphop #goodvibes #energy #atlanta #mindset #mindfulness #health #healthy #healing #growth #awakening #awareness #books #motivation #motivational #motivationalvideo #thoughts #emotional #emotions #feeling #feelings #love
13 Feb 2024
killing irresponsibility - friendships, cut-offs and release valves: s1 episode 3
Join us in this open and candid group discussion, where we break down the dynamics of relationships, brotherhood, self-awareness, and personal growth. Navigating through matters such as the value of personal experience, the process of self-identity, handling life's challenges, the importance of resilience, and navigating conflicts within friendships. The discussion further sheds light upon the intricacies of maintaining friendships, lending and receiving help, the mutual growth and transformation that can take place within these relationships and the importance of knowing when it's time to cut off a relationship.
13 Feb 2024
s1 episode three: killing irresponsibility - friendships, cut-offs and release valves
Join us in this open and candid group discussion, where we break down the dynamics of relationships, brotherhood, self-awareness, and personal growth. Navigating through matters such as the value of personal experience, the process of self-identity, handling life's challenges, the importance of resilience, and navigating conflicts within friendships. The discussion further sheds light upon the intricacies of maintaining friendships, lending and receiving help, the mutual growth and transformation that can take place within these relationships and the importance of knowing when it's time to cut off a relationship. 00:08 Introduction 00:08 The Importance of Personal Experience 00:20 Influence of Family and Identity Formation 01:46 The Role of Adversity and Failure in Personal Growth 02:09 The Power of Books and Personal Development 03:39 Understanding Who You Are and Who You're Not 03:55 The Impact of Fatherhood and Personal Responsibility 06:22 The Importance of Relationships and Brotherhood 06:36 Finding Your Tribe and Building Relationships 09:10 The Role of Brotherhood in Handling Pressure 09:21 The Impact of Parenthood on Brotherhood 12:04 The Importance of Having a Release Valve 16:14 Can You Be Friends with Your Spouse? 19:37 The Story of Meeting My Wife 20:18 The Humorous Encounter at Church 20:53 The Evolution of Our Friendship 21:40 The Transition to Romantic Relationship 21:58 Addressing Conflicts in Relationships 22:27 The Importance of Cutting Off Unhealthy Relationships 23:27 The Art of Addressing Offenses in Relationships 24:20 The Fallacy of Being Nice to Everyone 25:34 The Importance of Honesty in Relationships 25:58 The Concept of Reasons and Seasons in Relationships 26:33 The Lifestyle of a Day Two 28:38 The Importance of Alpha Male Energy in Relationships 34:04 The Role of Adversity in Shaping Friendships 36:24 The Responsibility to Elevate Your Values in Relationships 37:41 The Importance of Growing Up in Relationships
8 Dec 2023
kill pride club - s1 episode two: killing empty relationships
the power of brotherhood: the importance of friendships and relationships in men's lives in episode two (part one), join kill pride club, hosted by Terrence Smith. In this episode, he is joined by his friends, Ron Anthony, David Sutherland, and James Prince to talk about the importance of relationships and friendships. Through candid conversations, they discuss the differences between friends and brothers, the qualities they value in a relationship, and the importance of emotional intelligence. The men explore the concept of 'day ones' and 'day twos' - friends from proximity vs. those chosen and aligned with one's path, and the importance of being a good friend, holding one another accountable, and fostering a brotherhood that creates safety and acceptance. With real-life stories and experiences, they delve deep into what constitutes a meaningful friendship and how it can influence personal growth and development. The conversation is aimed at inspiring men to be more compassionate, strong, and committed in their relationships, and opens new perspectives on the critical role that real friendships and brotherhood play in overall personal growth.
8 Dec 2023
kill pride club - s1 episode two: killing empty relationships (audio only)
the power of brotherhood: the importance of friendships and relationships in men's lives in episode two (part one), join kill pride club, hosted by Terrence Smith. In this episode, he is joined by his friends, Ron Anthony, David Sutherland, and James Prince to talk about the importance of relationships and friendships. Through candid conversations, they discuss the differences between friends and brothers, the qualities they value in a relationship, and the importance of emotional intelligence. The men explore the concept of 'day ones' and 'day twos' - friends from proximity vs. those chosen and aligned with one's path, and the importance of being a good friend, holding one another accountable, and fostering a brotherhood that creates safety and acceptance. With real-life stories and experiences, they delve deep into what constitutes a meaningful friendship and how it can influence personal growth and development. The conversation is aimed at inspiring men to be more compassionate, strong, and committed in their relationships, and opens new perspectives on the critical role that real friendships and brotherhood play in overall personal growth.
2 Nov 2023
kill pride club - s1 episode one: killing pride & isolation (audio)
in episode one, we explore what it means to be a man, therapy for "real ones," what it means to kill pride and the consequences that come with it. *also included: references to "trash" tv, financial trauma and how david cussed God out. :-)* --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------kill pride club is a community of humans who refuse to buy our own hype. it's a community for the healing of men. a place where we can discuss anything and know that it's safe to do so. a place where we want you whole. glad to have you in the club. intro & outro music by greg cox check out his music on Spotify & Apple Music!
30 Oct 2023
kill pride club - s1 episode one: killing pride & isolation (video)
in episode one, we explore what it means to be a man, therapy for "real ones," what it means to kill pride and the consequences that come with it. *also included: references to "trash" tv, financial trauma and how david cussed God out. :-)* --------------------------------------------------------------------------- kill pride club is a community of humans who refuse to buy our own hype. it's a community for the healing of men. a place where we can discuss anything and know that it's safe to do so. a place where we want you whole. glad to have you in the club.
30 Oct 2023
kill pride club: how we got here (teaser)
why kill pride club? how did we get here? grief is the answer. my pride is another. my dad died and left me all alone. here is what was discovered.
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