lara's hype eng is a mirror project: English-language adaptations of Lara's Telegram-post songs, keeping the original post numbers, links, deadpan specificity, dark systems, awkward tenderness, and optimistic techno pulse. These are not literal translations; they are English cuts that try to sound as if the same tiny domestic catastrophes, jokes, bureaucratic sparks, and strange warmth had happened in English first.
698. Session Ten from lara's hype eng vol. AR.
Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/698
Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/797
Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
Session ten. Half an hour. Online.
Seven-year-old, French, and a shaky wifi line.
Something shifted — I can't say what or how.
It just shifted. Good enough for now.
The problem is I'm very tired of talking.
Any language. All of them.
Just. All of them.
[Chorus]
One day a week — French only.
In theory.
We'll see what sticks by next summer.
We'll see.
[Verse 2]
I need to figure out — gently,
non-traumatically —
how to send her for two weeks to the second homeland.
Native speakers. Immersion. Practice.
Sounds like a plan. Sounds like a dream.
Proud mom moment, for the record.
For balance.
The effect is starting to take shape.
I'm exhausted from speaking.
But something shifted.
[Chorus]
One day a week — French only.
In theory.
We'll see what sticks by next summer.
We'll see.
[Outro]
We'll see.
19 Sept 2026
697. Life Support System
697. Life Support System from lara's hype eng vol. AR.
Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/697
Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/796
Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
Saturday 8:20 I surface from the ice
Somebody hit play and I'm running on no choice
Feed them, walk them, homework, birthday party
School group chat, new shoes, after-school karate
By 12:20 I look inward for the first time
Four hours of Russian school — that's my window, that's my lifeline
Half a working day but the intensity's insane
So the only thing I manage is to go and lie down again
[Chorus]
I am a mechanical life support system
For the offspring and the bureaucratic order
My own life happens in stolen little fragments
After hours, superhuman, barely holding
Life support system
[Verse 2]
Other people say they love it, say they find themselves in this
Self-actualized at bedtime, find the meaning in the midst
I feel like I'm indentured, like I'm running someone's grid
But I keep updating the schedule like I always did
I would love to shift my attitude
Radically change the facts — that's not an option I can choose
Something isn't working
Something isn't working
[Chorus]
I am a mechanical life support system
For the offspring and the bureaucratic order
My own life happens in stolen little fragments
After hours, superhuman, barely holding
Life support system
[Outro]
12:20 — lie down
19 Sept 2026
696. Glad You're Happy
696. Glad You're Happy from lara's hype eng vol. AR.
Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/696
Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/795
Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
Look what I made — and I'm looking
Searching for the thrill, keep coming up empty
One percent of the time it actually lands
Other ninety-nine I'm doing what I can
Don't want to be the parent with the frozen face
Adults at least don't ask for feedback every place
I feel broken here, I'll say it plain
So I say: glad you're happy
[Chorus]
Glad you're happy
Glad you're happy
Doesn't do it for me — doesn't mean it shouldn't for you
Glad you're happy
[Verse 2]
Second challenge — harder to explain
How do you teach someone to love the strain
Quick dopamine from something small and easy
Isn't everything, but try and make them see it
This option came pre-loaded in my build
I don't know how to pass it on or if I will
Maybe you can't. Maybe you can grow it.
For now I say: glad you're happy
[Chorus]
Glad you're happy
Glad you're happy
Doesn't do it for me — doesn't mean it shouldn't for you
Glad you're happy
[Outro]
Double down on it
Double down on the unfamiliar
One percent is still something
Look what I made
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