"Life After Losing You" is a raw, emotionally charged podcast that dives deep into the wreckage and resurrection of a life torn apart by the loss of a soulmate. Told through the eyes of a woman still navigating the thick fog of heartbreak, each episode unpacks the layered truths behind her story—from the lies that unraveled the most beautiful love she’s ever known, to the childhood trauma, abuse, and grief that shaped her patterns and pain. This isn't a polished tale of healing—it’s a brutally honest exploration of what it means to lose everything you thought you couldn’t live without, and then try to live anyway. Through gut-wrenching storytelling, real-time reflections, and unapologetic vulnerability, the podcast invites listeners into the sacred and chaotic space between devastation and hope—where the journey isn’t about getting over it, but learning to carry it.
Send us a text Before the silence. Before the heartbreak. There was magic. 💔💫 In this episode, I take you back to the beginning — to the nights that bled into mornings, the endless conversations that felt like years of knowing someone compressed into days, and the kind of connection that people spend a lifetime searching for. It wasn’t ordinary. It wasn’t safe. It was raw, animalistic, fairytale, and impossible all at once. And it changed everything. 🎧 Listen now to Life After Losing You — Ep...
14 Aug 2025
Episode 9: Still Not Over It
Send us a text Even after a year, the grief hasn’t left. It’s just changed shape. In this final episode of Section One, I open up about what it really means to live with a heartbreak that never fully heals. From the everyday triggers to the unexpected spirals, from the silence that still screams to the memories that refuse to fade—this is the truth of loving someone who’s no longer yours. It’s not about weakness. It’s about surviving. And as we close this chapter, I begin to share the love st...
11 Aug 2025
Episode 8: Hope Hurts Too
Send us a text Hope is supposed to heal. To carry you. To whisper, “maybe tomorrow.” But what happens when hope starts to hurt more than the loss itself? In this episode, I explore the quiet devastation of holding onto something that keeps breaking you — the fantasies, the signs, the unanswered messages we cling to when we’re not ready to let go. I share what it’s like to build an altar to hope and worship at it daily, only to realize it’s keeping you stuck in a love that no longer has room t...
8 Aug 2025
Episode 7: Trying to Survive
Send us a text What happens after the panic fades? After the tears dry up, the rage burns out, and the world doesn’t stop—but you do? This episode is a raw, intimate journey through the brutal in-between. The days that come after the devastation. When you're no longer falling apart, but not healing either. Just… existing. In “Trying to Survive,” I take you inside the quietest, loneliest chapter of grief—the one no one talks about. The part where survival isn’t strength. It isn’t poetic. It’s ...
5 Aug 2025
Episode 6: The Drive
Send us a text Sometimes love takes you places you never expected—like across 1800 kilometers, past the border, through cities that once held dreams, all the way to the person you lost... hoping they might still open the door. In this devastatingly raw episode, I take you with me on the 20-hour drive from Canada to Kansas City—the drive I made because I couldn’t sit in silence anymore. Because I needed to see him. To try. To breathe the same air. To hope. But nothing went how I thought it wou...
2 Aug 2025
Episode 5: The Feral Days
Send us a text In this hauntingly raw and unfiltered chapter of Life After Losing You, I take you deep into the darkest month of my grief — the feral days. This wasn’t quiet sadness or gentle heartbreak. This was grief with jagged edges. Rage, desperation, obsession, and collapse. I stopped eating. I stopped functioning. I barely slept. I screamed into pillows, drove aimlessly at night, replayed every moment of our love and loss on a loop that wouldn’t let me go. This episode captures the cha...
30 Jul 2025
Episode 4: Blocked Ghosted Gone
Send us a text In this episode, I take you into one of the darkest and most final moments of heartbreak—the silence that isn’t just absence, but rejection. Blocked. Ghosted. Gone. It wasn’t just a missed call or a message left on read. It was the moment the door slammed shut, the moment the bridge burned and there was no way back across. Discord, our digital home—where we lived, laughed, loved, cried, slept—was suddenly erased. iMessages turned green. Socials disappeared. He vanished, and I w...
28 Jul 2025
Episode 3: Was There Ever a Chance?
Send us a text In this episode, I unravel the ache of unanswered questions—the kind that echo in the silence long after someone you love walks away. I sit with the raw, relentless thoughts that kept me up at night: Was any of it real? Did he ever truly love me the way I loved him? Was this always doomed, or did I somehow shatter the one thing that felt like home? This isn't just a story about heartbreak—it's about the disorienting aftermath of loving deeply and losing completely. It's about q...
24 Jul 2025
Episode 2: Grief Looks like....
Send us a text In this episode, I open the door to the raw, messy, and often invisible reality of grief. From sleepless nights to panic attacks, from silent days to emotional meltdowns—I walk you through the first weeks after losing him. This is what it looked like when my world shattered: the rituals, the triggers, the breakdowns, and the unbearable stillness. If you’ve ever wondered what grief really feels like behind closed doors, this is it.
21 Jul 2025
Episode 1- The Day Everything Changed.
Send us a text Episode 1: The Day Everything Changed The moment a text turned green, everything unraveled. In this opening quick episode, I share the raw, unfiltered truth of the day my world collapsed—the day I lost the love of my life. From the silence that followed to the heartbreak that still lingers, this is the beginning of a story about love, loss, regret, and the brutal honesty that comes after and what the relationship was like.
15 Jul 2025
Trailer
Send us a text This raw and emotional trailer introduces Life After Losing You — a podcast born from heartbreak, silence, and the aftermath of losing a soulmate. It’s not about healing. It’s about surviving the truth, one breath at a time. If you’ve ever loved and lost—and still feel the ache—this is where the pain gets a voice.
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