About memoirs of a whiny ***** on the internet (formerly known as my personal pensieve)
2024 EDIT: 4 years into an ongoing pandemic we are BACK. - Elder care, live streaming, navigating relationships when the world is on fire, etc. (2020 description): An audiodiary. Some people journal. I do this lol. Musings/laments/regrets/introspection over human relationships, online dating irl, my struggle bus journey into minimalism, living as a single asian female with aging parents. Explicit rating because I curse a shit ton.
Original recording 20200306. I was working everyday for a month ish sometimes starting somewhere and ending elsewhere. I learned being tied to a corporate inbox induces a lot of anxiety. I also learned that even though I am responsible, I don't enjoy always having work stuff on my mind when I go home. I do, however, enjoy tormenting myself about audio, overlays, etc, trying to make myself and my twitch better. My heart has to be in it or a task becomes mentally overwhelming. Typically, my heart is my compass. I am unfortunately a very emotional person. I am still practical, btw: but I have to feel strongly to take action. I talk about the 'rona, my agitation with people not washing their hands enough and/or properly, being frustrated with myself for window shopping when I shouldn't be, money, being worried about disappointing others, trying to find balance in work and being able to stream, loyalty, doing things my heart isn't in or I feel I have no natural talent for and am also am not learning fast enough (imho) when the field is faster paced. I probably won't feel comfortable financially to try full time come September (and as of now: May 27 am working on learning alternative income sources), but I want to still strive for Full Time. I am no therapist. Some origin story stuff near the end. I am just sharing my feels in hopes it is entertaining or relatable, but mostly to track where I was at whatever point in time. I hope we can all work through challenges we are facing. Let's be good to ourselves <3.
4 Apr 2020
00038 January recap (short episode)
Jan Timeline
Emo - super emo - Got sick - Got sicker - Finally got a little better - Saw seventeen - Saw friends get married
Need to do a lot of things:
Stretch more, learn guitar~
Inspired by Andrea Boccelli's interpretation of Ave Maria.
Trying to embrace my journey
this year
And not dwell too much on
the Possibility
I will have bad luck
because it is my animal year D:
"Omg health is so important
Especially if you don't have health insurance."
No truer words.
This episode was recorded
PRE
#corona
#covid19
#c19
Everyone wash your hands thoroughly for twenty seconds, stay safe, and let's keep social distancing to help move the isolation train on its' way. <3
16 Jan 2020
00037 "아주nice" "고맙다" looking forward to next time Seventeen
Went to the seventeen concert
@saythename_17 instagram
#NowSVT
#OdeToYouwithSVT
#세븐틴
Let's just call this episode
#아주Nice
Takeorey x Bellinissima
For selective hearing
@takeorey instagram
His top 30 #kpop songs of #2019
https://selective-hearing.com/takeoreys-top-30-k-pop-songs-of-2019/
http://selective-hearing.com
https://www.facebook.com/SelecHear/
http://feeds.feedburner.com/selective-hearing/kNfM
@selec_hear Twitter
@selechear instagram
https://www.mixcloud.com/selechear/
https://soundcloud.com/selective-hearing-254874192
https://www.youtube.com/user/selechear
I like #bts #behindthescenes
stuff
and broll,
so for me
Uploading an unedited podcast
Is totally my style.
Plus, I never edit my stuff.
The one time I tried,
I deleted the whole recording on accident.
I need to be better with my phone.
세븐틴 정말 고맙습니다
"고맙다"
너무 너무 기쁜해요.
It was "아주nice" 🥰
Thank You for coming to our city.
I always worry about logistics
And overall health
So I am glad no one was exhausted
From the 11/13
And 승관님 생일축하해요!
Glad you made that money
And enjoyed our energy
No one likes performing for a cold room.
I am all about supporting
Because you need to get paid.
Seventeen is a 13 piece group from South Korea.
All kpop groups in mainstream media
are from South Korea.
I am a fan but not a crazed super fan
So IDK their blood types
Or favorite foods
I read one likes Brian Puspos
Which is cool
It is #SeungKwan #승관 #생일 birthday
Jan 16
Concert was Jan 15
So when they did goodbyes
The fans sang to him
Kind of
Lol it was jumbly
But it got across.
Very nice moment.
I wasn't disappointed.
I am so grateful they came to Houston.
I always miss the carat registration in march
(Official fan club)
Admittedly a little hard to recognize some
Outside of #Vernon and Woozi.
When people change hair sometimes
It's hard for me
I have a thing for (long) hair
(#Jeonghan had long hair at debut)
#Woozi was back to black hair
But he is very distinctive.
But if it's just by face
I feel Woozi and #Mingyu have similar faces.
I am familiar with songs
But have not memorized
So the song with hangul lyrics
On the wall
Written like a nice letter
Or a poem
That was nice
Because I could sight read
And sing along
Yes I can read Korean.
Comprehension
Sometimes takes more time though.
I was surprised
at how many songs
I had NOT heard
Because I buy their music on itunes.
And at the end they changed into glasses.
YES!
it made them more real!
Like after 12h in contacts,
of course,
you want to rip them out
and wear glasses.
I will guess
That is the logic behind it.
If you guys were there
I was the girl basically in bondage
And seeing the first accessory change,
I felt i should have bought the harness I was eyeing on ebay.
Bandage faux corset
(Doesn't tie up, it has hooks in the back)
And interesting hot-pants with three zippers
That lead to one large pocket lol.
We had a super fan on my left
(Whose bias is clearly Jun)
*I like #Jun too,
I let her scream for the both of us*
And a beautiful pixie haired fan to our right
Who we should have asked for her ig
But I didn't want to be creepy.
I kind of wanted to hang out with her after.
I am reallly into hair.
I got shy. DANGGIT
(we both didn't say something
But also acknowledged
how pretty she is.)
Also she had a suggestion
To start a wave
To get the band back out
And I was like
'man, that's a good idea'
So I yelled to the people up front
But they didn't hear us.
Near the end
There were issues with suspenders
I interpreted it as
Them being derpy
playing
having fun
Then kuya allen rey pointed out they were having suspender issues lol
At some point in concert
They were chatting and playing on stage
'Do you want to fight?'
And I commenced chanting
'FIGHT! FIGHT!'
XD
No one fought.
Am I the only one who feels like
Vernon's look is slightly #1D #OneDirection?
Omg and that red suit?
And his color of mic?
Like a tiffany blue
(Mint green)
Love it
We were s102 DD seats 16-17. THANK YOU FOR TREATING ME!
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