My Mind Eats First

About My Mind Eats First

A personal audio journal about living with binge eating disorder

Publisher

BED Patient

Category

health & fitness

Language

en

Explicit

Yes

First episode

21 Jul 2026

Latest episode

27 Oct 2026

Latest episodes

15 episodes in the feed.

1. 

   27 Oct 2026

   Halloween

   This Halloween week, we aren't just trick-or-treating; we are diving deep into the spooky side of our relationship with food. Join me as I navigate the month of October and explore how ancient legends from across the globe mirror the internal battles of living with Binge Eating Disorder (BED). What do monsters like the Windigo and the Hungry Ghost have in common with hunger? We uncover cautionary tales that are thousands of years old but feel terrifyingly modern. In this episode, we explore: The Psychology of October: Why the Halloween season can feel overwhelming for those dealing with food disorders. Folklore Meets Mental Health: Discovering how ancient myths were often created to teach lessons about community, isolation, and self-regulation. The "Monster" Within: Analyzing stories that seem terrifying but actually offer profound insights into our own behaviors and cravings. Finding Connection: A reflection on why isolation feeds the beast, and what it looks like to find support when you feel overwhelmed. Note on Content: As always, My Mind Eats First is a personal audio journal intended for my own processing. It is not medical advice, and this episode contains raw discussions regarding food behaviors that may be triggering to some listeners. Please take care of yourself while listening. Connect With Me: You can reach me directly at mymindeatsfirst@gmail.com. If you want to share your thoughts, ask a question, or simply say hello.

2. 

   20 Oct 2026

   AVRT

   Episode 14: Testing AVRT: Can You Outsmart Your Eating Disorder Voice? Is there a second voice in your head, and is it lying to you? In this episode of My Mind Eats First, we move from reflection into experimentation. After exploring the isolation of Binge Eating Disorder (BED), I decided to try something specific: AVRT (Addictive Voice Recognition Technique). Is it possible to separate your genuine self from the "ED voice" that triggers a binge? Or is the urge too deeply ingrained to be untangled by simple recognition? I dive into my first attempt at applying this method, the skepticism I feel toward recovery success stories, and a powerful realization about how fear manipulates the binge cycle. In this episode, we explore: The AVRT Experiment: An honest look at trying to identify and differentiate the "BED voice" from your actual thoughts. The "Deep Hole" Theory: Why hearing from "recovered" people can sometimes feel dismissive of the depth of your own struggle. Fear is a Liar: How anxiety and the fear of failure create a compounding effect that fuels the urge to binge. The Paradox of Control: The difficult reality of making progress while still feeling like you're one meal away from falling back. If you are looking for new ways to navigate the mental mess of disordered eating, join me as I test these tools in real-time. Connect with the Journey This podcast is a personal audio journal documenting a raw journey through Binge Eating Disorder. It is not medical advice or professional therapy; it is a shared experience of the highs and lows of recovery. Have thoughts to share? If something in this episode resonated with you, or if you have your own experiences to contribute, I would love to hear from you. You can reach out anonymously at: mymindeatsfirst@gmail.com

3. 

   13 Oct 2026

   A Week in the Life Of

   What actually happens when you stop hiding from your patterns and start documenting them? In this special episode of My Mind Eats First, we move away from theory and into reality. For seven days, I’ve been recording my experiences at the end of every single day, capturing the unfiltered truth of what it's like to navigate a week defined by the complex intersection of food, mindset, and daily routine. This isn’t a polished lecture; it is a raw, chronological deep dive into the highs, the lows, and the repetitive cycles that can define our lives. From the way we use food to avoid our most daunting tasks, to the subtle psychological tricks we play on ourselves to justify a lack of discipline, this episode pulls back the curtain on the "messy" middle of the struggle. If you’ve ever felt like your days are an endless loop of starting over, or if you've wondered how small decisions in the morning can dictate your sleep and energy by nightfall, join me for this week-long autopsy of a lifestyle in transition. In this episode, we explore: The Seven-Day Cycle: A raw, day-by-day look at the patterns that emerge when you live with radical honesty. Food as an Avoidance Tool: How "necessary" meals can become a psychological shield against procrastination and fear. The Search for Sensation: The internal drive to find "fullness" and how it shapes our daily habits. The Domino Effect: Understanding the connection between evening choices, sleep disruption, and the struggle of the following morning. Connect with the Podcast: I am documenting this journey in real-time. If these reflections resonate with you, or if you have your own experiences to share, please reach out. 📩 Email: mymindeatsfirst@gmail.com

4. 

   6 Oct 2026

   The Reality of Intuitive Eating: Theory vs. The Struggle of Recovery

   Is "Intuitive Eating" actually possible when you are living with Binge Eating Disorder? On paper, the principles of intuitive eating sound like the ultimate roadmap to freedom. They promise a life without restriction, without calorie counting, and without the exhausting cycle of willpower. But for those in the thick of binge eating disorder (BED) recovery, there is often a massive, daunting gap between understanding these principles and actually living them. In this episode of My Mind Eats First, we dive into a raw, unfiltered examination of the 10 Principles of Intuitive Eating. This isn't a clinical lecture or a "how-to" guide—it is a personal audio journal exploring the friction that occurs when textbook recovery meets the reality of a broken hunger sensor and deep-seated food triggers. In this episode, we explore: The Willpower Trap: Why traditional methods of discipline often lead to a cycle of failure in BED recovery. Theory vs. Practice: Why some intuitive eating principles feel like common sense, while others feel like "PhD-level" challenges. The Trigger Factor: Navigating the complex territory of "forbidden foods" and why certain environments change everything. Biological vs. Emotional Hunger: The difficult task of untangling true physical needs from emotional triggers. The Movement Paradox: Why even gentle exercise can sometimes complicate the recovery journey. If you have ever felt like you are "failing" at intuitive eating, or if you feel stuck between the desire to heal and the overwhelming nature of your own triggers, this episode is for you. You aren't alone in the struggle to make these changes feel natural rather than forced. Disclaimer: This podcast is a personal audio journal sharing raw, unfiltered experiences with binge eating disorder. The host is not a therapist, doctor, or health professional. The content shared is for personal processing and may be highly triggering for some listeners. This episode does not provide medical advice, recommendations, or professional guidance. Please prioritize your own mental health while listening. Join the Conversation: I want to hear from you. How do these principles land with you? Do they feel like a path forward, or do they feel out of reach? Have you found a way to implement them, or are you currently wrestling with the same obstacles? Please share your thoughts and experiences via email at: mymindeatsfirst@gmail.com

5. 

   29 Sept 2026

   Signs of BED

   Does Binge Eating Disorder (BED) look different than you think? We often assume that Binge Eating Disorder is only about what happens at the dinner table—the amount eaten, the types of food chosen, or the frequency of the episodes. But for those living with it, the reality is much more complex and far-reaching. In this episode of My Mind Eats First, we move beyond the plate to explore the subtle, often unacknowledged signs that BED is present in your life. This isn't just about nutrition or calories; it’s about how a disorder can fundamentally alter how you conduct yourself in the world. In this episode, we dive into: The Deceptive Cycle of Restriction: Why "cheat days" and strict dietary rules might actually be setting the stage for something much larger. The Hidden Social Cost: How shame and body image can lead to self-isolation, causing you to withdraw from the people and milestones that matter most. Daily Rituals & Coping Mechanisms: Identifying the unexpected ways BED infiltrates your routine, your movement, and your mental processing. Beyond the Physical: Understanding why BED is so difficult to treat in isolation and how it impacts your connection to family and community. If you have ever suspected there was something "off" about your relationship with food—but couldn't quite put your finger on it—this episode may provide a much-needed reference point for your own journey. Connect with the Podcast: This is a personal audio journal. While I hope these episodes provide comfort or clarity, they are not professional medical advice. If you found value in this episode and would like to share your own experiences or signs you've identified, please reach out via email. I would love to hear from you. 📩 Email: mymindeatsfirst@gmail.com ⚠️ IMPORTANT MEDICAL DISCLAIMER: The content of "My Mind Eats First" is a personal audio journal shared for processing and educational purposes only. The host is not a therapist, doctor, or health professional. The experiences shared are raw and unfiltered; they are not intended as medical advice, diagnosis, or treatment recommendations. This content may be highly triggering. Please prioritize your own mental health and well-being. If you are struggling, please seek help from a specialized medical professional or therapist.

6. 

   22 Sept 2026

   Tricks (that mostly don't work)

   In the world of social media, recovery from Binge Eating Disorder (BED) is often presented as a series of simple "hacks"—quick tricks designed to silence urges and regain control. But what happens when those very tools actually make the struggle harder? In this raw and unfiltered episode of My Mind Eats First, we dive into the disconnect between popular recovery advice and the lived reality of binge eating. We explore why common strategies—ranging from dietary "nibbling" to digital tracking apps—can sometimes miss the mark, or worse, create a dangerous cycle of restriction and relapse. If you’ve ever felt like you’re failing because a "proven" method didn't work for you, this episode is a reminder that your journey is unique, your psychology matters, and recovery is about much more than just willpower. In This Episode, We Discuss: The Social Media Paradox: Why the most common advice found online may not align with your personal binge triggers. The Danger of "Healthy" Restrictions: How attempting to "limit" a binge can inadvertently fuel the next one. Willpower vs. Mindset: The exhausting reality of relying on mental strength and why a different approach is needed. Evolutionary Biology & Modern Eating: A deep dive into why our current nutritional guidelines feel so disconnected from how humans were designed to eat. The Psychology of the Individual: How your unique personality traits—from competitiveness to visual processing—change which "recovery tools" actually work. Information as a Double-Edged Sword: Navigating the thin line between helpful nutritional knowledge and obsessive mental loops. Disclaimer This podcast shares personal, lifelong experiences with binge eating disorder for the purpose of processing and reflection. The host is not a therapist or a doctor. This content does not provide medical advice, recommendations, or treatment options. It may be highly triggering; please prioritize your own mental health and well-being while listening. Connect With Us Have a story to share, a trick that actually works for you, or just want to reach out? We would love to hear from you. Email: mymindeatsfirst@gmail.com

7. 

   15 Sept 2026

   My Body after Decades of BE

   In this raw and unfiltered entry into my personal audio journal, I turn my attention inward, on what has been happening to my physical body over years of struggle. This isn't a medical diagnosis or a "how-to" guide; it is an honest documentation of survival, resilience, and the unexpected ways our bodies react to decades of abuse. In this Episode: The Myth of Immunity: Why we think our bodies can handle whatever we put through them, versus the hard truth of long-term neglect. The Sleep Disruption Cycle: How digestion and stress transform night time into a struggle for rest rather than recovery. The Failure of Traditional Advice: Exploring why warnings from medical professionals often fail to spark immediate change in those fighting eating disorders. The Path Forward: A candid look at the difficulty of resetting daily routines when your body has adapted to chaos. Important Listener Warning This podcast is a personal audio journal designed for processing and sharing raw experiences regarding Binge Eating Disorder (BED). It contains triggering content regarding food, health struggles, and negative self-talk. Please listen at your own discretion and prioritize your well-being. There is no medical advice given here—only lived experience. Connect If this episode resonates with you, or if you have feedback and thoughts on recovery journeys, I am reachable via email. Email: mymindeatsfirst@gmail.com

8. 

   8 Sept 2026

   My Experience with GLP-1s

   In this episode, we dive into the complex intersection of medication and mental health. You’ve heard about the weight loss revolution. But what happens when you are living with a Binge Eating Disorder? In this personal audio journal entry, I share my unfiltered experience trying two of the most common GLP-1 medications: Semaglutide and Tirzepatide. The promise on the label is simple: suppress appetite, reduce calorie intake, lose weight. But when you pair a hunger-suppressing drug with an emotional coping disorder, does it actually work? Or does it create a new set of challenges that traditional therapy alone couldn't solve? I explore what the medication feels like on a daily basis, how it impacts your relationship with food beyond just numbers on a scale, and why "feeling full" doesn't always mean "healed." In This Episode: The Reality of GLP-1s: What these hormones actually do to your body versus what you might expect. The Tolerance Trap: Why the feeling of fullness can become unpredictable over time. Therapy vs. Medicine: The conflict between meal scheduling protocols and medication side effects. True Recovery: Distinguishing between weight loss and improving your relationship with food. Emotional Eating: Why eating to cope doesn't change just because you aren't physically hungry anymore. ⚠️ Important Listener Warning & Disclaimer This podcast is a personal audio journal, not medical advice. I am not a doctor or a therapist. The content discussed in this episode contains themes related to binge eating and weight management that may be triggering if you have a history of an eating disorder. Please proceed with caution. If the content compromises your well-being, please turn off immediately. Any changes regarding medication or treatment should always be made under the supervision of your own health professional. 💌 Connect With Me: If you have thoughts to share or want to support the mission, reach out via email at mymindeatsfirst@gmail.com.

9. 

   1 Sept 2026

   What BE is for me

   In today’s episode, I step back from the clinical definitions and ask myself the one question that matters most: What does binge eating actually mean for me? This episode is a deep dive into my personal definition of binge eating, how it functions as a coping mechanism, and why trying to force ourselves into other people's boxes (or therapeutic tools) sometimes makes the cycle stronger, not weaker. In This Episode: Redefining the Noise: Why I don't experience "food noise," but something much louder and more painful that dictates my choices. The Coping Mechanism: Exploring how our bodies become a barometer for our emotional well-being when we aren't taught to sit with feelings. Perfectionism & Analysis Paralysis: The unexpected link between needing things to be "perfect" and the urge to escape into pain. Challenging Standard Tools: Why certain therapeutic techniques that work for others might trigger a different reaction in your nervous system. 🌐 Show Links: Contact Me & Share Feedback: Send an email to mymindeatsfirst@gmail.com with any comments, reactions, or topics you'd like to hear in future episodes. ⚠️ Important Disclaimer This is a personal audio journal. I am not a therapist, a doctor, or a health professional. The content shared here is intended for my own processing and may resonate with others, but it should never be considered medical advice or treatment. Trigger Warning: Please listen at your own discretion. This episode discusses behaviors and feelings related to Binge Eating Disorder (BED) that can be triggering. If you feel overwhelmed by the content, please stop listening immediately.

10. 

    25 Aug 2026

    Types of Binges

    Episode Summary: It is rarely just about food. In this deeply personal and raw episode, we move beyond the calories and the shame to explore the architecture of binge eating behavior. Many people assume that Binge Eating Disorder (BED) follows a generic script. But for those of us living with it, the experience is incredibly unique. In Episode 06: The Hidden Patterns Behind the Binge, I’m breaking down the specific rituals, triggers, and psychological states that drive different types of binging behaviors. What to Expect: A Focus on Behavior Over Nutrition: We are not talking about weight loss or dieting here. This is purely an exploration of the emotional and behavioral mechanics surrounding eating when it’s no longer hunger-based. The "Ideal" Ritual: Discover how some binges become planned events, turning into a complex ritual involving entertainment, isolation, and specific psychological triggers like watching others succeed. Emotional Triggers: Why can work stress or even professional praise sometimes lead to the same outcome? We discuss masking feelings and using food as a coping mechanism for sudden emotional rushes. The Thinking Connection: How cognitive load and movement (pacing, chewing) can subconsciously lead back to the kitchen. Unique Coping vs. Generic Advice: An honest look at why standard treatments sometimes fail to address the specific ways individuals use binge eating to navigate their daily lives. Important Warning & Disclaimer: This podcast is a personal audio journal. I am not a therapist, doctor, or health professional. The content in this episode is highly triggering and deals with raw experiences of living with a binge eating disorder. Please protect your mental health and turn this off immediately if it compromises your mind or triggers distress. This content is for processing purposes only and does not constitute medical advice. Why Listen: If you have ever felt that the "textbook" definition of BED doesn’t fit your experience, this episode is designed to give you a voice. You are not alone in how unique your relationship with food has become. By identifying specific patterns—whether it’s planning a binge as an escape or using food to settle your mind during deep thinking—you begin to understand the function behind the behavior. Connect & Share: This podcast does not rely on ads or algorithms; it relies on community support. If you made it this far, I want to hear from you. Do you experience similar patterns? Do you have a different way that your mind and body interact during these moments? 📧 Contact Me: mymindeatsfirst@gmail.com Tags: Binge Eating Disorder, BED Support, Mental Health Journal, Emotional Coping Mechanisms, Personal Recovery Story, Food Psychology, Living with Disordered Eating.

11. 

    18 Aug 2026

    My Worldview

    🎧 Episode Overview In this deeply personal episode of My Mind Eats First, we step away from the daily grind of recovery to examine the lens through which I see everything. As an audio journal documenting my experience with Binge Eating Disorder (BED), it is vital to understand that how I process information, make decisions, and view reality shapes my healing journey. Today’s episode explores the intersection of scientific naturalism, spiritual upbringing, and the biological machinery of the human mind. We are diving into the "why" behind the "what." 🧠 What You’ll Hear The Tension of Identity: How growing up in a mixed environment of faith and science influences how we understand suffering and healing. Emergent Properties: Understanding consciousness, love, and intelligence as complex biological systems rather than mystical entities. The Illusion of Choice: A deep dive into the nature of free will versus determinism and what it means for your agency during recovery. Therapeutic Implications: Why knowing your own worldview is a prerequisite for effective treatment, whether professional or self-guided. A Note on Safety: This episode contains content warnings regarding religious beliefs and mental health triggers. ⚠️ Important Listener Disclaimer Please Read Before Listening: This podcast is a personal audio journal, not medical advice. I am not a therapist or a doctor. The content shared here is for processing my own experiences. Trigger Warning: Content may be highly triggering for those struggling with eating disorders. Please protect your mental well-being and pause playback if it becomes overwhelming. Faith Warning: This episode touches on philosophical perspectives regarding religion and the physical universe. If you are devoutly religious and find these topics challenging, please consider skipping this specific episode to avoid offense or distress. 🔗 Connect & Support This podcast is independent. We do not have a dedicated website or social media channels—our focus remains entirely on the content and the community here. If you resonate with my journey, wish to discuss philosophy of mind in relation to mental health recovery, or simply want to share feedback: 📧 Email Me: mymindeatsfirst@gmail.com 🧩 Key Takeaways for Listeners Reflecting on how your personal worldview impacts your approach to therapy. Considering the scientific basis of human emotion and consciousness. Navigating uncertainty with intellectual honesty.

12. 

    11 Aug 2026

    My Upbringing

    "My Upbringing: When Food Became Language" 🎧 In This Episode We are digging deep into the foundation of everything. In this raw and unfiltered journal entry, we explore the origins of my relationship with food long before I ever understood it as an illness. Many of us wonder where our behaviors truly begin. Was it a choice? Was it trauma? Or was it simply what was expected? Today, we are unpacking childhood conditioning, cultural norms around weight and health, and the specific moment a mirror changed everything for me. This isn’t medical advice—it’s a personal map of where I am coming from. If you have ever questioned why food feels so heavy in your life, this exploration might resonate with your own story. 📝 Key Topics Covered The Cultural Lens: How growing up in Southern Europe shaped our view on "healthy" weight and the expectation for children to be chubby. Food as Coping: Examining how early family dynamics taught us to use food for comfort, celebration, and silence. Body Image & Trust: The pivotal moment where self-perception collided with reality. (Hint: Sometimes it wasn’t what we were told about our bodies). The Search for Meaning: Is this “Upper-Case T” or “Lower-Case t” trauma? Understanding the link between family history and personal triggers. The Mirror Moment: A specific anecdote that shifted my entire worldview regarding self-worth and validation. ⚠️ Listener Note & Disclaimer This podcast is a personal audio journal. I am not a doctor, health professional, or therapist. The content shared here contains raw experiences regarding Binge Eating Disorder (BED) and may be considered highly triggering. If these stories compromise your well-being, please turn off the podcast immediately and reach out to a professional who can support you safely. 🔍 Searchable Topics & Keywords Binge Eating Recovery, Mental Health Journal, Childhood Food Conditioning, Body Image Trauma, Family Dynamics and Eating Disorders, Personal Healing Journey, Cultural Impact on Weight, Lowercase T Trauma, Self-Sabotage in Relationships with Food. 📩 Connect With Me Email: mymindeatsfirst@gmail.com

13. 

    4 Aug 2026

    My Experience with Therapy -- Part 2

    We’ve been talking about the struggle of recovery, but what happens when the treatment plan itself feels wrong? In this episode, we dive deep into the complex world of professional help. From insurance hurdles to mismatched expectations, this is the raw account of a journey where diagnosis shifted, trust was tested, and cognitive understanding didn’t equal behavioral change. Is therapy meant to be a partnership or a prescription? Why did moving from group care to individual sessions feel like a step backward? And what happens when a doctor’s conclusion in 30 minutes changes your entire treatment trajectory overnight? 🚨 Content Warning: This episode discusses Binge Eating Disorder (BED), depression, and medication. Please protect your own mental health and turn this off immediately if it compromises your mind. Note: I am not a therapist or doctor. 🔑 What We Discuss in This Episode The Insurance Reality: Why coverage stopped when the real work began. Therapy vs. Data-Driven Work: The frustration of navigating emotions without a clear "line number" to fix. The Diagnosis Shift: Moments where professional labels change (and how it affects patient trust). Nutritionist vs. Therapist: Comparing the dynamics of an honor-system approach versus traditional therapy. Why Advice Often Fails: The difference between understanding a solution and actually applying it when your brain is in autopilot. Self-Medication & Alternatives: What happened when books, journaling, and even psychedelics weren’t the answer? 🧠 Key Questions Explored (Listen to find out) Why did a simple conversation with a psychiatrist completely dismantle my previous therapy? Is there such thing as "therapy in the gray," or do labels dictate cookie-cutter approaches? How do you balance listening to your body when professionals tell you that you might not be listening? Can we ever trust our own hunger signals, or do we have to wait for permission from an expert? 🔗 Connect & Resources If this episode resonates with you, or if you have feedback/questions for my journey, feel free to reach out directly via email at mymindeatsfirst@gmail.com.

14. 

    28 Jul 2026

    My Experience with Therapy -- Part 1

    In this episode, the host dives deep into his personal journey with professional therapy following the onset of severe Binge Eating Disorder (BED) during the COVID lockdowns. He takes listeners behind the scenes of his experience with a specialized eating disorder organization, detailing the assessment process, group therapy dynamics, one-on-one sessions, and nutritionist interactions. This is an honest account of what it feels like to be a patient—not a therapist—navigating treatment when you feel out of control. Key Topics Covered: Seeking Help During Lockdown: Why the host sought professional help when his BED spiraled out of control, and how he found a specialized organization rather than searching via Google. The Assessment Call: A raw look at the invasive phone assessment process during early COVID, including the shock of answering deep personal questions over the phone for the first time. Group Therapy Challenges: The experience of being the only man, the only person with BED, and the oldest member (46) in a group therapy session. Identifying Feelings: The struggle with the "Feelings Wheel" and the difficulty of articulating emotions when you have never been taught to identify them. Cognitive vs. Autopilot: Understanding the difference between intellectually knowing recovery tools (e.g., "pain is inevitable") and actually using them during a binge. One-on-One Therapy: A mixed bag of experiences with rotating therapists—one who diagnosed OCD and Depression, and another who was a poor fit ("oil and water"). Nutritionist Sessions: The frustration of scheduled meal plans, photo evidence requirements, and feeling unheard regarding feelings of disgust and fullness. The "Trust" Issue: Why the host felt distanced from medical staff and how that impacted his willingness to continue treatment. ⚠️ Important Listener Disclaimers: Not Medical Advice: The host is not a doctor, therapist, or health professional. All opinions are personal perceptions of his own experience. Trigger Warning: This episode discusses therapy experiences, eating disorder diagnoses (BED, OCD, Depression), and feelings of disgust regarding food. Please protect your mental health and turn off immediately if this compromises your well-being. No Critique: While the host shares frustrations with specific treatment methods, he does not intend to critique therapists or techniques objectively; these are his personal perceptions. Diagnoses Mentioned: The host mentions being diagnosed with OCD and Depression during therapy. These are personal disclosures only and should not be taken as medical advice for others.

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    21 Jul 2026

    Introduction

    Episode Summary: In this introductory episode, I set the ground rules for My Mind Eats First, a raw and unfiltered audio journal dedicated to navigating life with Binge Eating Disorder (BED). This is not a therapy session, nor is it medical advice—it is a personal processing tool. I share my journey from a "balanced" life prior to the COVID lockdowns to the spiral of anxiety and bingeing that followed. I explores why I chose podcasting over traditional journaling and therapy, highlighting the unique challenges men face in seeking help for eating disorders. Key Topics Covered: The Disclaimer: Why this is a personal journal and not medical advice (No calories, no weight talk, no specific food recommendations). Host Background: A 52-year-old cis male pronouns he/him who has lived with BED since childhood but was only diagnosed ~6 years ago. The COVID Trigger: How a previously "balanced" life (10-12 years of stability) unraveled during the lockdowns due to reflection, anxiety, and self-disappointment. Treatment History: A look back at group therapy, individual therapy, self-help books, mushrooms, and journaling—and why journaling eventually felt like going in circles. Why Podcasting? Exploring the stigma of men sharing feelings and how speaking aloud might help break the loop of internal processing. Current Environment: The challenges of working from home, isolation, and an environment conducive to bingeing. The "Perfectionism" Struggle: A meta-commentary on recording this episode for the third time to ensure it is "good enough" to share. ⚠️ Important Listener Disclaimers: Not Medical Advice: The host is not a doctor, therapist, or health professional. There are no recommendations or advice given in this podcast. Trigger Warning: Content may be highly triggering. If this compromises your well-being, please turn off immediately and protect your mental health. No Diet Talk: This podcast will not discuss calories, weight, clothing sizes, or specific food items. Personal Experience Only: All opinions expressed are the host’s own perceptions of therapy and recovery, not objective critiques of the medical field. About the Host: A 52-year-old cis male living with Binge Eating Disorder since childhood. He has spent years trying to "figure it out" through nutrition science and lifestyle changes before a major relapse during the pandemic. He is currently navigating recovery independently, using this podcast as a way to articulate his internal experience without the pressure of face-to-face therapy. Connect With Us: Email: mymindeatsfirst@gmail.com Feedback: If you have thoughts or want to share your own experiences, please reach out via email.

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