Chill vlog #96: Peter's building a cute app for me
I think I’m finally figuring out why I actually want to make more money.
It’s less about having “stuff” and more about having freedom — our own space, travelling without worrying about every flight price, paying for convenience, and designing life around how we actually want to live.
Peter is also making more progress on our koala productivity app, and somehow Chai leads me into a whole conversation about gender roles, open-mindedness, judging people too quickly, and why changing someone’s mind usually takes time and exposure.
Apparently even the dog can start a philosophical discussion in this house.
28 Oct 2026
Chill vlog #95: what's the root cause of jealousy?
Today I somehow end up spending 20 minutes trying to figure out where jealousy actually comes from.
I break it down into fear, insecurity, envy and FOMO — including what I felt watching two of my boyfriends make out — and talk about the opposite feeling: compersion, or feeling happiness because someone you love is happy.
I also share updates on our clothing brand, Peter’s productivity app, using AI to build things cheaply, and why I think creativity and human connection might become even more important as technology takes over more of our everyday tasks.
28 Oct 2026
Chill vlog #94: is it wrong to want to be rich?
A lot of life and business updates today.
Peter and I have decided to start working together again — this time by building a productivity app around a little koala that only makes progress when you actually focus and get your work done.
I also talk about why my relationship with money is changing, our clothing brand shoot, learning to work around our different strengths, and whether discomfort is actually necessary for growth.
Lots happening as we get closer to day 100.
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Apple Podcasts (US)
4.8 / 5
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Spotify
4.8 / 5
38 ratings
Podcast Authority Score: 53 / 100
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YouTube
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Engagement
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