by meghan winward
or we could talk about it: a place where i say the things i usually keep in my head. i’m trying to feel better — mentally, emotionally, physically — and this is me working through it out loud. the thoughts, the patterns, the dots i’m only just starting to connect. not with a takeaway, just whatever feels honest that day. new episode every other tuesday. we could keep trying to figure it out alone, or we could talk about it.
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October 14, 2025
<p><strong>or we could talk about it: let’s talk boys! or to be more specific: how every time one finally likes me back, i suddenly want nothing to do with them.</p><p>in this episode, i get curious about why that keeps happening — how i’ve confused attraction with the chase, why being liked can feel uncomfortable for me, and what it might actually say about how i see myself.</p><p>so, lets talk about it, shall we?</p><p><br></p><p>-meghan </p>
October 1, 2025
<p><strong>or we could talk about it: today’s episode is… messy. even messier than usual. i’m a week late (sorry, hi 👋) because motivation has been basically nonexistent lately. in this one, i give an update on the job situation, what it’s been like starting accutane while also navigating possible EDS, and how that’s been colliding with physical therapy and everyday life. it’s a little chaotic, a little unfiltered, but i’m showing up anyway—because i think it’s important to share the imperfect stuff too.</strong></p><p><br /></p><p>– meghan</p>
September 2, 2025
<p><strong>or we could talk about it: this week’s episode is a mix of a life update + overthinking (classic). i catch you up on the date i mentioned last time and what it’s been like trying to date in utah, where religion always seems to be part of the equation (even though it’s not for me). i also get into the overwhelm of starting a second job, trying to juggle everything with chronic illnesses, and the reality of existing in a world that wasn’t designed for people like me.</p><p><br></p><p>i somehow then end up sharing my thoughts on a tiktok where someone said it’s “egoistical” to have kids — and talk through all the feelings that came up around that.</p><p><br></p><p>so in other words, just another week of figuring it out and talking about it.</p><p><br></p><p>-meghan </strong></p>
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or we could talk about it: a place where i say the things i usually keep in my head. i’m trying to feel better — mentally, emotionally, physically — and this is me working through it out loud. the thoughts, the patterns, the dots i’m only just starting to connect. not with a takeaway, just whatever feels honest that day.
new episode every other tuesday.
we could keep trying to figure it out alone, or we could talk about it.
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