Out of order loss is the kind that does not follow life's expected timeline. I'm Ella, and I lost my brother and boyfriend when I was 22 years old. On Out of Order with Ella, I blend everyday life updates with raw reflection, highlighting how grief is in everything I do, but not all that I am. This show displays how hard topics like grief, trauma, and loss can coexist in everyday conversations without stopping them. I hope it feels like a catch-up call with a friend and a good therapy session all in one—because the there is no grief without light and love. talk to you Monday! <3
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+ welcome August, World Juniors, & end of clinical year
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29 Jul 2025
7 - four years without them
what actually goes down during support group meetings & raw feelings and reflections from 4th death anniversaries of Mack and Sam
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21 Jul 2025
6 - holding space for grief
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15 Jul 2025
5 - ask them this not that
starting my pediatrics rotation, new JB, and asking "how's today?" instead
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10 Jul 2025
4 - 10ish ways i helped my mind and body after trauma
4th of July recap with a trip down memory lane, getting back in the workout groove, and 10ish tips that ACTUALLY helped me in the first days, weeks, and months after losing Mack and Sam that I still do to this day
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30 Jun 2025
3 - how to be there for people in grief
Ella discusses strategies for providing meaningful support to individuals experiencing grief, offering practical guidance on how to be present and helpful during difficult times.
23 Jun 2025
2 - you can still do hard things
Ella discusses strategies for accomplishing difficult tasks while coping with grief, offering insights into resilience and personal growth.
19 Jun 2025
1 - what is out of order?
Ella introduces her podcast, Out of Order with Ella, and shares her personal experiences with grief and healing after losing important people too young.
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