Welcome to Play to Die, where we strip down life’s subtleties, get turned on by its mysteries, and find raw pleasure in letting go and embracing the weirdness.
Oli, Onyx and Indigo gather to discuss insights, lessons and transformations of 2024.
This episode is brought to you by: Double Black Diamond Collective. Sink into the mystery: https://doubleblackdiamondco.com/
14 Jan 2025
08: Start in the Middle. {Oli & Onyx}
Oli & Onyx explore the art of middle communication.
- BDSM scenes for somatic healing
- sharing sexual desires with your lover
- expressing feels in real time, not stories
- intimacy and vulnerability in relationships
- fear over love?
Brought to you by: Double Black Diamond Collective. Spark some Mischief here https://doubleblackdiamondco.com/
9 Jan 2025
07: Family Die-namies & Blood Ties
In this episode Onyx & Indigo share about:
- family dynamics
- leading with an open heart
- existential contemplations
- what it means to be a human
23 Dec 2024
06: Take a Seat Demon (Oli & Indigo)
Eavesdrop on friends Indigo and Olivia as they explore:
- Peek experiences vs less is more
- More sustained vs hedonic happiness
- Exorcisms vs nervous system science
- Wholistic depression vs simplified symptoms
- The devil-angels game of reality
- Linear vs non-linear time
17 Dec 2024
05: Shame is a Punk Ass Bitch. (Oli & The Professor)
Eavesdrop on Oli & The Professor talking about how shame is a punk ass bitch.
10 Dec 2024
04: Wound Currency. (Threesome)
BITCH GO LISTEN. Welcome to this Threesome where friends Oli, Onyx and Indigo dive deep into:
- Entrepreneurial waves
- Power, posture and pleasure
- Balance of joy and sorrow
- Seasons and cycles
- Play doesn't need to be pretty
- Emotional wound currency
3 Dec 2024
03: Put Me in My Harness. ( Oli & Indigo)
Friends Oli and Indigo talk about finally understanding the power and liberation of routines, when it's smart to break them and how to live a delulu but grounded life.
Amongst other topics:
Self-bondage into routine
Simplifying decision making
Surrendering to frustration
Delulu travel life
Anxiety and open heart
Hsp and other diagnoses
Big blocks in calendar
Flow schedule balance
Judgement and protection
Grief is grief no matter where you are in life
27 Nov 2024
02: Fuck Your Awareness (The Professor & Olivia)
Olivia and the Professor explore the importance of trust and surrender in relationships. They discuss the power of being present, healing after hurt, and the art of authentic communication—whether through words, body language, or tools like non-violent communication and ChatGPT. You'll gain insights on navigating intimacy with honesty, embracing imperfections, and using trust and vulnerability to strengthen connections. They also touch on staying present, overcoming overthinking, and finding the courage to open up, even when it's tough.
4 Nov 2024
01: Play to die
Life’s intense. Sex is real. Let’s talk about it. No judgments, no BS—just honest truth. Come hang out as two friends, Olivia, a communications expert, and Onyx, a sexologist, chat about things they probably shouldn’t post online.
Topics Discussed:
How intense experiences make us feel more alive
The thrill and trust involved in BDSM dynamics
Power dynamics in relationships and work
Why being open about desires is freeing
Letting go of shame around sexual energy
Finding pleasure in life’s challenges and emotions
This episode is all about getting real with life’s deepest pleasures and what they teach us about trust, power, and living fully.
8 Oct 2024
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Life is a game that kills you, make it fun.
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