Melatations is my personal archive of meditations and introspections — a raw, honest space where I unpack the thoughts, lessons, and moments that have shaped me. Through reflection and inner dialogue, I share what I'm learning in real time, in the hope that it resonates, teaches, or supports someone else on their journey.
These aren't polished answers — just glimpses into my process of becoming, healing, and growing. If you're on a similar path of self-discovery, I hope these Melatations speak to you.
S2S4 | Lessons in Learning to Love and Being Loved
Host Melany shares her journey of surrendering to love, exploring patterns, fears, and the sacredness of both giving and receiving affection in this interview.
24 Aug 2025
S2E3 | Dark Night of the Ego: Identifying It Before It Consumes Me
Host [Host Name] explores the "Dark Night of the Ego," sharing personal insights on recognizing and confronting ego-driven patterns to maintain self-awareness and connection to a higher self.
31 Jul 2025
S2E2 | Ayahuasca Wasn’t What I Expected
The host shares their initial plant medicine experience, including ego deaths and quiet truths, revealing personal shifts and a journey of self-discovery.
6 Jul 2025
S2E1 | On the Hunt For Balance & Shedding Old Beliefs
Host Mel Mahaffey reflects on personal growth and the challenging process of shedding old beliefs while seeking balance during a period of transition.
6 Mar 2025
#11 | Mourning Social Timelines to Find Freedom
Ever looked at life’s so-called timeline and thought, “Nah, not for me”? This is about ditching the scripted milestones, jumping between possibilities, and throwing yourself into deep, unexpected encounters. It’s about the magic that happens when you stop living for the ‘right time’ and start living for your time. No more subscribing to someone else’s idea of success—just pure, unfiltered adventure, freedom, and seeing where the wild road takes you. Support the show Thanks for listening...
4 Feb 2025
#10 | Perfectionism: The Thief of Progress
Perfectionism has held me back from so much—not because I wasn’t capable, but because I was too afraid to mess up and disappoint myself. My new public venture has forced me to face that fear head-on, and in doing so, I’ve felt a shift—towards growth, self-trust, and actually living. In this episode, I unpack what’s changed, how I’m learning to take up space without hesitation, and why moving forward (even imperfectly) feels so much better than standing still. Support the show Thanks for liste...
27 Jan 2025
#9 | Feelings & Emotions: Who Knew They Were Two Different Things?
In this episode, I uncover the surprising difference between feelings and emotions—realising that emotions are the nouns we hold onto, while feelings are the verbs that allow us to process them. This is a new perspective for me, and I’m just beginning to shift from talking through emotions to feeling through them. It’s a learning curve, but one that’s helping me rethink how I store and release emotional energy. Join me as I navigate this fresh approach to understanding and working through wha...
13 Jan 2025
#8 | Lessons in Abundance: A Stranger’s Wisdom
In this storytime episode, I share a chance encounter that felt like a nudge from the universe—a reminder to say 'yes,' slow down and trust the magic in everyday moments. It’s about abundance, patience, and seeing how kindness and small moments can turn into something so much bigger. A perfect listen for winding down before bed or to keep you company on your commute. Support the show Thanks for listening to Primal Attraction! If you enjoyed this episode, hit follow and turn on the notificatio...
6 Jan 2025
#7 | The Beauty of Slowing Down, Routines & Redefining 2025 with Jack Webb
In this first guest interview on Primal Attraction, I sit down with my friend Jack Webb to reflect on 2024 and his vision for 2025. We dive into the beauty of slowing down, building a solid routine, and explore themes of sexuality, identity and self-discovery. It’s an unfiltered conversation about personal growth, mindfulness, and setting intentions for the future. Join us for this inspiring and thought-provoking episode! Support the show Thanks for listening to Primal Attraction! If yo...
30 Dec 2024
#6 | Fear Is a Liar: Why 2025 Is the Year to Break Free from Comfort
Fear: it's the voice in your head that keeps you small, stuck and unsatisfied. In this episode, I get real about how fear has controlled my decisions, why perfectionism has held me back, and what it takes to step into the discomfort zone. I’m leaving fear behind in 2024—and I’m inviting you to do the same. If you’ve ever felt afraid to show up, mess up, or push past your limits, this one’s for you. Let's confront fear and find out what’s waiting on the other side. Support the show Thank...
22 Dec 2024
#5 | What it Was Like Losing My Father in My 20s
In this episode, I tell the story of what it was like losing my dad in my 20s. It’s a raw reflection on my grief—how I navigated it then and how I’m still learning to live with it now. There are moments where I get a bit emotional, but it’s all part of sharing my truth. As we are in the festive period, a time often around togetherness and family, I want to acknowledge those who might find this season difficult. If you’re surrounded by loved ones, I hope you embrace and cherish them. If you’re...
16 Dec 2024
#4 | It’s You vs. You – Who’s Gonna Win?
In this episode, I’m talking about how I try to stick to my goals whilst navigating societal norms and the constant lure of short-term gratification. It’s all about gratitude, self-awareness, and figuring out how to hold yourself accountable when it’s just you vs. you. If you’re trying to improve and grow too, you’ll like this one. Support the show Thanks for listening to Primal Attraction! If you enjoyed this episode, hit follow and turn on the notification bell so you’re always in the...
9 Dec 2024
#3 | Breaking Cycles of Generational Trauma, Addiction, and Trusting Myself
In this episode, I open up about my personal experience with addiction and the decision to let go of the things that no longer serve me. It’s not an easy conversation to have, but it’s one I feel is necessary to share. I dive into my struggles with disordered eating and the shame I’ve carried. I also reflect on the bittersweet process of letting go of the version of myself that alcohol allowed me to become, even when it felt like it was giving me comfort or confidence. This is an honest explo...
22 Nov 2024
#2 | Living Now for the Future – A Mini Episode
In this short episode, I’m reflecting on something we all forget sometimes: how lucky we are to have a body. Life moves fast, but those simple moments—like doing a cartwheel or travelling independently—are everything. It’s about enjoying what you have right now while also making small, intentional choices that set you up for the future. I'll talk about how I’m trying to appreciate the here and now while keeping one eye on the bigger picture. Let this be a reminder to slow down, enjoy the smal...
15 Nov 2024
#1 | How I'm Reclaiming My Power – A Starting Point
In the first episode, I reflect on what it means to take back control of your life. I share honest, vulnerable insights about recognising where you are, making small, intentional choices, and starting fresh. This episode is about reconnecting with yourself in a real and practical way, setting the tone for a journey of self-discovery and growth. Stay in touch with me on Instagram @primalmel, and follow the podcast @primalattractionpodcast for more! Support the show Thanks for listening to Prim...
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