Psychics not Saints: Raw talk on spirituality, purpose and life

About Psychics not Saints: Raw talk on spirituality, purpose and life

Psychics Not Saints with Ainslie MacLeod and Bryan Grijalva is for people who know there has to be more to life than the surface-level script. This is a podcast about purpose, healing, intuition, and what it means to live a life that actually feels true. Honest, grounded, and deeply human, it is for anyone asking bigger questions and tired of pretending they do not matter. A spiritually deep but refreshingly real show for people who want healing and insight without the self-serious performance.

Publisher

Psychics Not Saints

Category

religion & spirituality

Language

en

Explicit

No

First episode

3 Aug 2026

Latest episode

20 Oct 2026

Latest episodes

10 episodes in the feed.

1. 

   20 Oct 2026

   Ep 9 | Smoking or Non-Smoking? Attitudes to Death

   Death is not the end. In Mexico, it's a homecoming. While Ainslie MacLeod's Scottish upbringing approached death with bluntness and dark humor, Bryan Grijalva's Mexican roots celebrate Día de Muertos, welcoming loved ones back through altars, food, and remembrance. In this episode of Psychics Not Saints, Ainslie and Bryan explore cultural differences in grief, Ainslie's loss of his daughter, and signs from spirits. Their message: there is no right or wrong way to grieve. Honor those you've lost and remember that you get to live now for the both of you. Key Takeaways Grief doesn’t shrink over time; you grow and expand the container around it. There is no right or wrong way to grieve, and grief can hold joy and sadness together. Cultures treat death very differently: Día de Muertos celebrates loved ones, while traditional Scottish funerals are restrained. Altars, photos, favorite foods, and even painting can be ways to keep a loved one’s memory alive. Loved ones may try to reach us through unusual behavior in electronics, animals, and nature, so pay attention when something happens that is out of the ordinary. Not every butterfly or bird is a message; look for behavior that seems unnatural. Overwhelming grief can make it harder to sense a loved one’s presence, and calming your system can help. Community and support matter: grieving alongside others who understand reduces the need to explain. Bryan observes that men and women tend to carry grief differently in the body, and that men often need physical, non-talk-based outlets. We grieve the person and also the future we expected to share with them. Choosing to live, even in small ways, is part of honoring the person you lost. In This Episode: [00:38] Introduction [01:09] Recovering from the flu after two retreats in Mexico [03:19] Today’s topic: death, and the loss of Bryan’s sister and Ainslie’s daughter [04:12] Dr. Raymond Moody’s image of grief and the heart chakra [04:56] Scotland vs. Mexico: how different cultures approach death [06:16] Bryan on Día de Muertos, family, and building an altar [12:25] Dr. Laura Berman and “expanding the container” around grief [13:19] “Smoking or non-smoking?” and funerals in the old country [15:02] The landlady’s husband and the cousin in Portobello [17:13] Scottish bluntness vs. Mexican reverence for the dead [18:01] Marigolds, Coco, and how loved ones try to communicate [21:06] The client whose grief was blocking her boyfriend’s messages [22:20] Raising your vibration, and telling real signs from wishful thinking [23:46] The bird in Ainslie’s mother-in-law’s apartment [25:57] Painting Ainslie’s daughter as a form of altar [27:27] The Love Mama retreat for grieving mothers [31:45] How men grieve differently [33:03] The Belgian widow who traded her black for floral dresses [34:31] Grieving the future you expected, and choosing to live [35:50] Grounded or Garbage: “When you’re dead, you’re dead” [37:12] What did we learn today? About the Hosts Ainslie MacLeod is a past-life psychic with over 27 years of professional experience. He uses his abilities to explore past lives, resolve fears and phobias, and help people align with their soul’s intended path. His work began unexpectedly when his deceased uncle appeared to him in Hawaii, a moment that turned a lifelong atheist into a working psychic. Bryan Grijalva is a medical intuitive and healer with more than 22 years of practice and extensive certifications in various healing modalities. Raised in a psychic Mexican household, he learned early that feeling others’ pain was normal and later mastered the discernment to use that gift for healing. He works extensively with professional athletes, physicians, and everyday people. Together, they’ve been friends and collaborators for over 15 years. Ainslie MacLeod Website (https://ainsliemacleod.com/) YouTube (http://youtube.com/c/Ainsliemacleodpsychicguide/) Instagram (https://www.instagram.com/ainslie_macleod/) Bryan Grijalva Instagram (https://www.instagram.com/bryan_grijalva/) Mentioned Dr. Laura Berman: Find Healing: Love Mama Grief Retreat  (https://laura-berman.mykajabi.com/lovemamagriefretreat)

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   13 Oct 2026

   Ep 8 - 8 Fuck these Crutches

   What if your illness isn't something you have, but something you're working through? In this thought-provoking episode of Psychics Not Saints, Bryan Grijalva and Ainslie MacLeod explore the deep spiritual and psychological ties between identity and illness. They challenge the common tendency to define ourselves by our ailments, whether it's cancer, asthma, or chronic pain, and invite listeners to reconsider how they speak about their own health. Ainslie shares a powerful story of a wheelchair-bound patient whose real issue wasn't physical, but a soul-level challenge of self-destruction rooted in a past life. Bryan recounts his own experiences with clients whose bodies have become so accustomed to their limitations that healing feels threatening, including a woman who, after a sudden physical breakthrough, reacted not with gratitude, but with anger. The episode also tackles the "phobia of sickness," a past-life fear that can cause the soul to overreact to physical symptoms, and clarifies the misconception that illness is punishment for past-life wrongs. As Ainslie explains, karma isn't about retribution; it's about memory, pattern, and choice. Ultimately, the message is one of empowerment: you are not your illness. You are a soul navigating a human experience. And sometimes, the most healing thing you can do is simply shift the language from "I am sick" to "I am working through this." A must-listen for anyone ready to reframe their relationship with their body, their past, and their potential. Key Takeaways Identifying with illness reinforces it; say "working through X," not "my X." Chronic illness can serve an unconscious purpose, like attention. The body's relationship to illness isn't conscious, it's somatic. Letting go of an illness identity can feel frightening. Phobia of sickness can stem from a past-life death. Illness isn't punishment for a past life; karma doesn't work that way. The body carries memories, not forced "lessons." The lesson is what you take from an experience, not the illness itself. Healing can happen fast once the root cause is addressed. In This Episode: [00:00] Introduction [00:53] Today's topic: illness and identifying with ailments [01:14] The client stuck in a wheelchair [02:32] Self-destruction, denied love, and self-worth [04:20] Phobia of sickness explained [06:41] How the soul can overreact and cause autoimmune issues [07:57] Ainslie's experience with celiac disease [09:08] Bryan's take: illness as unconscious attention-seeking [10:35] Somatic therapies and the body's neurochemistry [13:15] The frozen shoulder story [16:14] Ainslie's aunt and the migraines [17:23] The "Fuck These Crutches" story [20:36] Brené Brown's 50/50 rule [21:20] Grounded or Garbage: is illness punishment from a past life? [25:04] What did we learn today? About the Hosts Ainslie MacLeod is a past-life psychic with over 27 years of professional experience. He uses his abilities to explore past lives, resolve fears and phobias, and help people align with their soul’s intended path. His work began unexpectedly when his deceased uncle appeared to him in Hawaii, a moment that turned a lifelong atheist into a working psychic. Bryan Grijalva is a medical intuitive and healer with more than 22 years of practice and extensive certifications in various healing modalities. Raised in a psychic Mexican household, he learned early that feeling others’ pain was normal and later mastered the discernment to use that gift for healing. He works extensively with professional athletes, physicians, and everyday people. Together, they’ve been friends and collaborators for over 15 years. Ainslie MacLeod Website (https://ainsliemacleod.com/) YouTube (http://youtube.com/c/Ainsliemacleodpsychicguide/) Instagram (https://www.instagram.com/ainslie_macleod/) Bryan Grijalva Instagram (https://www.instagram.com/bryan_grijalva/)

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   6 Oct 2026

   Episode 7 - Why do they call them spirits?

   In this episode of Psychics Not Saints, Ainslie MacLeod and Bryan Grijalva dig into the old idea that being spiritual means denying yourself life's pleasures, including alcohol, sex, food, glamour, and all of it. Ainslie kicks things off with a story from over 20 years ago, when a client caught him with a martini and asked, "Should you be doing that?" It's the origin of his running joke that this is why they call them spirits. From there, the conversation moves through religion, ritual, and the ascetic idea that suffering brings you closer to God, including celibacy, vows of poverty, and coaches telling athletes to abstain before competition. Bryan and Ainslie push back on all of it, making the case that pleasure, in moderation, is part of being human, and that denying it doesn't make anyone holier, just more frustrated. They also get into fasting versus cleansing, the risks of extreme practices like breatharianism, and why discernment matters so much on the spiritual path. Along the way, Bryan explains how the sacral chakra ties sexuality to identity, and why getting out of your comfort zone, even by ordering a dish you've never tried, teaches you something real about yourself. And yes, ranch dressing comes up. Key Takeaways Spirituality doesn't require denying earthly pleasures. Pleasure becomes a problem when it becomes excessive or disruptive. Balance and moderation matter more than strict rules. Ritual and anticipation can make experiences more meaningful. Exploring discomfort can reveal important things about yourself. Small changes can build confidence for bigger life decisions. Pleasure, sexuality, and identity can sometimes be deeply connected. Spiritual openness needs to be balanced with discernment. There is no one-size-fits-all wellness practice. What works for one person may not work for another. In This Episode: [00:00] Introduction [00:27] Why Ainslie wants to talk about “spirits” [00:51] The psychic and the martini [02:19] Do spiritual people have to deny pleasure? [05:03] How alcohol affects Bryan's intuitive work [06:08] The religious roots of self-denial [12:05] The soul's “desire for glamour” [13:15] When pleasure becomes addictive [16:14] Pleasure, sexuality, and identity [18:49] What ranch dressing can teach you [20:20] Small choices and big life changes [21:58] Fasting, cleansing, and intention [25:09] The truth about breatharianism [26:44] Why spiritual openness needs discernment [28:11] Why there is no universal wellness solution [29:26] What did we learn today? [31:40] A toast to earthly pleasures [32:07] Until next time About the Hosts Ainslie MacLeod is a past-life psychic with over 27 years of professional experience. He uses his abilities to explore past lives, resolve fears and phobias, and help people align with their soul’s intended path. His work began unexpectedly when his deceased uncle appeared to him in Hawaii, a moment that turned a lifelong atheist into a working psychic. Bryan Grijalva is a medical intuitive and healer with more than 22 years of practice and extensive certifications in various healing modalities. Raised in a psychic Mexican household, he learned early that feeling others’ pain was normal and later mastered the discernment to use that gift for healing. He works extensively with professional athletes, physicians, and everyday people. Together, they’ve been friends and collaborators for over 15 years. Ainslie MacLeod Website (https://ainsliemacleod.com/) YouTube (http://youtube.com/c/Ainsliemacleodpsychicguide/) Instagram (https://www.instagram.com/ainslie_macleod/) Bryan Grijalva Instagram (https://www.instagram.com/bryan_grijalva/)

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   29 Sept 2026

   Episode 6 - Fuck 'em this is your life, not theirs

   What if the biggest thing holding you back isn't failure, but the fear of what other people might think? In this episode of Psychics Not Saints, Ainslie MacLeod and Bryan Grijalva explore the hidden power of shame through an unforgettable moment on an Italian beach. While Bryan casually enjoys a daytime cocktail, a local friend reluctantly accepts a drink only to hide it against his chest, worried about being seen. That seemingly ordinary encounter sparks a fascinating conversation about conformity, judgment, and the invisible rules that shape our lives. Ainslie reflects on leaving a secure career to become a freelance illustrator and, ultimately, a psychic, despite strong resistance from family and friends. Together, they examine how cultural expectations, family conditioning, and even soul-level patterns can keep us trapped in careers, relationships, and identities that no longer fit who we truly are. Rather than viewing shame as proof that something is wrong, Ainslie offers a powerful perspective: shame can be an "authenticity light" a signal that you're living according to someone else's expectations instead of your own. If you've ever hesitated to pursue your dreams, express your true self, or make a life-changing decision, this episode will inspire you to stop seeking permission and start living authentically. Key Takeaways Shame is often learned from society rather than carried by the soul. Authenticity usually requires disappointing someone else's expectations. The need to belong can quietly keep us from living our true purpose. Other people's fears often become the loudest voices in our biggest decisions. Cultural traditions deserve respect, but they should never imprison your identity. Courage grows every time you choose your truth over approval. Major life changes almost always invite criticism before they inspire admiration. Safety and fulfillment are not always found in the same place. Your greatest regrets are more likely to be the risks you never took than the mistakes you made. Every career, relationship, and setback teaches your soul something valuable. We have far more power to change our lives than we often realize. Living authentically is one of the most spiritual acts you can practice. In This Episode: [00:00] Introduction [01:04] Judgment in small communities [02:10] The gin and tonic on the beach story [05:51] The need for acceptance and safety [07:30] Coming out as a psychic [10:08] Understanding shame [12:53] Shame as an authenticity light [15:05] A spiritual perspective on shame [16:03] Defying expectations and following your path [19:53] The courage to be a trailblazer [21:49] No mistakes, only lessons [23:50] Episode recap and key takeaways About the Hosts Ainslie MacLeod is a past-life psychic with over 27 years of professional experience. He uses his abilities to explore past lives, resolve fears and phobias, and help people align with their soul’s intended path. His work began unexpectedly when his deceased uncle appeared to him in Hawaii, a moment that turned a lifelong atheist into a working psychic. Bryan Grijalva is a medical intuitive and healer with more than 22 years of practice and extensive certifications in various healing modalities. Raised in a psychic Mexican household, he learned early that feeling others’ pain was normal and later mastered the discernment to use that gift for healing. He works extensively with professional athletes, physicians, and everyday people. Together, they’ve been friends and collaborators for over 15 years. Ainslie MacLeod Website (https://ainsliemacleod.com/) YouTube (http://youtube.com/c/Ainsliemacleodpsychicguide/) Instagram (https://www.instagram.com/ainslie_macleod/) Bryan Grijalva Instagram (https://www.instagram.com/bryan_grijalva/)

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   21 Sept 2026

   Episode 5 - 5 Lost in a Costco parking lot

   What if getting lost in a Costco parking lot is actually a sign you're doing your spiritual work, right? In this episode of Psychics Not Saints, Ainslie MacLeod and Bryan Grijalva turn a twenty-minute search for their car into a conversation about living between the physical and spiritual planes—and why psychics can sometimes seem "flighty" or "away with the fairies." They explore Bryan's yin-and-yang metaphor for finding balance between spirituality and staying grounded. The conversation also dives into the connection between psychics and artists, how creativity and intuition overlap, and why tools like tarot cards, crystal balls, tea leaves, and even clouds can help us interpret information that isn't immediately obvious. Plus, they introduce a new segment, "Grounded or Garbage," where Bryan makes the case for traditional psychic tools. Key Takeaways Being spiritually attuned can sometimes make it harder to stay grounded in the physical world. There is nothing wrong with being different or experiencing reality differently from others. Balance comes from developing both the physical and spiritual sides of ourselves. Being highly grounded can be just as limiting as being completely untethered. Creativity and psychic ability can be deeply connected. Psychic tools such as crystal balls, tarot cards, pendulums, and scrying can help focus intuition and interpretation. Artistry isn't limited to painting or drawing. Cooking, gardening, music, fashion, and decorating can all be forms of creative expression. The tools that help one person access intuition may not work for someone else. Staying grounded requires practical tools and intentional habits. The physical and spiritual planes are equally important. Accepting yourself also means accepting that other people experience the world differently. Your unique personality may be part of what allows you to fulfill your purpose. In This Episode: [00:00] Introduction [00:49] The Costco parking lot story [02:28] Why psychics can become ungrounded [03:19] Being “away with the fairies” [04:43] Why psychics experience reality differently [06:28] Accepting your natural strengths [07:27] The importance of balance [10:19] Why spirituality can scare people [12:05] Being called “brujos” or witches [14:22] How psychics are portrayed in the media [14:39] The connection between psychics and artists [17:51] Why being different isn't a problem [21:07] Balancing mind, body, and spirit [23:08] Introducing “Grounded or Garbage” [23:42] The truth about crystal balls and psychic tools [24:08] How creativity enhances intuition [27:09] Why psychic tools require interpretation [29:15] Practical ways to stay grounded [29:46] What did we learn today? [31:13] Acceptance, self-knowledge, and balance [32:19] Embracing your own “weirdness” About the Hosts Ainslie MacLeod is a past-life psychic with over 27 years of professional experience. He uses his abilities to explore past lives, resolve fears and phobias, and help people align with their soul’s intended path. His work began unexpectedly when his deceased uncle appeared to him in Hawaii, a moment that turned a lifelong atheist into a working psychic. Bryan Grijalva is a medical intuitive and healer with more than 22 years of practice and extensive certifications in various healing modalities. Raised in a psychic Mexican household, he learned early that feeling others’ pain was normal and later mastered the discernment to use that gift for healing. He works extensively with professional athletes, physicians, and everyday people. Together, they’ve been friends and collaborators for over 15 years. Psychics Not Saints Link Ainslie MacLeod Website (https://ainsliemacleod.com/) YouTube (http://youtube.com/c/Ainsliemacleodpsychicguide/) Instagram (https://www.instagram.com/ainslie_macleod/) Bryan Grijalva Instagram (https://www.instagram.com/bryan_grijalva/)

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   15 Sept 2026

   Episode 4 - Namaste the fuck away from me

   How often do we blame our behavior on our astrological sign, “God’s plan,” or the universe instead of taking responsibility? In this episode of Psychics Not Saints, Ainslie MacLeod and Bryan Grijalva tackle spiritual bypassing and the ways astrology, karma, soul contracts, and spirituality can become excuses for avoiding accountability. They share candid stories about fake gurus, performative spirituality, and the warning signs of inauthenticity, while exploring what genuine spiritual growth really looks like. Ainslie and Bryan discuss why meditation, yoga, and mindfulness are tools—not the destination—and why true spirituality comes down to how we treat others and whether our actions match our words. Plus, they introduce the hilarious new segment “Are You F***ing Kidding Me?”, featuring unforgettable stories from client sessions and one particularly memorable phone reading. The takeaway? Spirituality isn’t about looking enlightened; it’s about showing up authentically. Key Takeaways Spiritual bypassing happens when spirituality becomes an excuse for avoiding accountability. Being spiritual does not make you exempt from being human. Authenticity matters far more than appearances. Yoga, meditation, and mindfulness are tools, not proof of spiritual growth. The biggest red flag in a teacher is when their public persona doesn't match their private behavior. Intuition often detects dishonesty before the conscious mind does. Some of the loudest spiritual voices are simply playing a role. Older souls often feel less need to prove how spiritual they are. In a world increasingly shaped by AI and curated identities, authenticity becomes more valuable than ever. The most spiritual thing you can do is be genuinely yourself. In This Episode: [00:00] Introduction [01:22] What spiritual bypassing really means [03:35] Fake gurus and spiritual hypocrisy [05:11] The Balinese lesson about living in the gray [05:55] Spiritual teachers who act differently off stage [08:06] When integrity and behavior don't match [09:52] What true spirituality actually means [11:45] Bryan on authenticity, drinking, sex, and being human [12:45] Ainslie's story about a spiritually inauthentic client [15:51] How psychics sense dishonesty [17:38] Why some gurus may be younger souls than their followers [18:06] Spiritual cosplay and identity [19:09] Talking to people at eye level [19:55] Why souls come here to be human [21:32] The retreat where people were shocked the hosts drank alcohol [22:59] The sound bath that went horribly wrong [25:01] Why authenticity will matter more in the age of AI [25:59] Introducing "Are You F*ing Kidding Me?" [26:31] Bryan's celebrity look-alike client story [28:10] The dangers of losing your identity [29:34] Ainslie's unforgettable phone reading [30:22] Shaving during a psychic session [30:31] Why gifted sessions often go poorly [32:25] The problem with reluctant clients [34:49] Closing thoughts About the Hosts Ainslie MacLeod is a past-life psychic with over 27 years of professional experience. He uses his abilities to explore past lives, resolve fears and phobias, and help people align with their soul’s intended path. His work began unexpectedly when his deceased uncle appeared to him in Hawaii, a moment that turned a lifelong atheist into a working psychic. Bryan Grijalva is a medical intuitive and healer with more than 22 years of practice and a wide range of certifications in various healing modalities. Raised in a psychic Mexican household, he learned early that feeling others’ pain was normal and later mastered the discernment to use that gift for healing. He works extensively with professional athletes, physicians, and everyday people. Together, they’ve been friends and collaborators for over 15 years. Ainslie MacLeod Website (https://ainsliemacleod.com/) YouTube (http://youtube.com/c/Ainsliemacleodpsychicguide/) Instagram (https://www.instagram.com/ainslie_macleod/) Bryan Grijalva Instagram (https://www.instagram.com/bryan_grijalva/)

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   8 Sept 2026

   Episode 3 - Ainslie's Groin

   In this episode of Psychics Not Saints, past-life psychic Ainslie MacLeod and medical intuitive Bryan Grijalva discuss how they met nearly two decades ago and the friendship that followed. A mysterious injury leads to a conversation about medical intuition, energetic healing, and the connection between physical, emotional, and spiritual experiences. Bryan explains his process of “synchronization,” while Ainslie explores how unresolved experiences can influence our fears around illness. They discuss illness, trauma, identity, language, and how our beliefs and expectations can affect healing. The episode also introduces Grounded or Garbage, a new segment exploring spiritual beliefs. The hosts examine the idea that physical or emotional problems are caused by dark entities, discussing fear, accountability, emotional healing, and spiritual bypassing. A thought-provoking conversation about intuition, healing, self-awareness, and understanding pain in a new way. Key Takeaways Medical intuition is often about feeling and interpreting what others are experiencing physically and emotionally. The body does not want to be sick and is constantly working toward healing. Emotional trauma can manifest as physical symptoms in surprising ways. Many people unconsciously identify with their illness, making healing more difficult. The language we use about our health can influence our relationship with healing. Saying "I am healing from" creates a different mindset than saying "my illness." Fear of sickness may have roots in unresolved experiences from previous lifetimes. Expectations and beliefs can affect how receptive we are to healing. Not every unexplained problem is caused by a spiritual attachment. Emotional burdens are often mistaken for external spiritual forces. Accountability and self-awareness are essential parts of any healing journey. Curiosity about our symptoms can reveal deeper emotional and spiritual insights. In This Episode: [00:02] Welcome to Psychics Not Saints [01:05] How Ainslie and Bryan first met [01:30] The groin injury that started it all [02:54] A remarkable healing caught on camera [06:54] Why the body wants to heal [08:07] What it means to be a medical intuitive [08:22] Bryan explains synchronization [11:47] Discovering healing abilities [13:03] Working together with clients and groups [13:58] Why some people resist healing [15:44] Identifying with illness and limitations [16:48] How to talk about health without owning the illness [19:29] The language of battling disease [19:50] Bryan's perspective on cancer and healing [23:16] Fear of illness and past-life origins [24:49] Ainslie's experience with health anxiety [26:05] Autoimmune conditions and soul-level responses [27:21] The role of expectation in healing [28:22] Introducing Grounded or Garbage [29:19] The claim of dark entities and attachments [30:05] Emotional burdens versus spiritual attachments [32:26] What illness may be trying to teach us [33:26] Future listener Q&A episodes [34:20] Closing thoughts About the Hosts Ainslie MacLeod is a past-life psychic with over 27 years of professional experience. He uses his abilities to explore past lives, resolve fears and phobias, and help people align with their soul’s intended path. His work began unexpectedly when his deceased uncle appeared to him in Hawaii, a moment that turned a lifelong atheist into a working psychic. Bryan Grijalva is a medical intuitive and healer with more than 22 years of practice and a “shit ton of certifications” in various healing modalities. Raised in a psychic Mexican household, he learned early that feeling others’ pain was normal and later mastered the discernment to use that gift for healing. He works extensively with professional athletes, physicians, and everyday people. Together, they’ve been friends and collaborators for over 15 years. Psychics Not Saints Link Ainslie MacLeod Website (https://ainsliemacleod.com/) YouTube (http://youtube.com/c/Ainsliemacleodpsychicguide/) Instagram (https://www.instagram.com/ainslie_macleod/) Bryan Grijalva Instagram (https://www.instagram.com/bryan_grijalva/)

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   1 Sept 2026

   Episode 1 - Who died and made us experts

   What do you picture when you think of a psychic? A dimly lit room? Incense? A whispery yoga voice? What if the reality is two regular guys who curse, drink, and still manage to talk to the dead on a Tuesday? In this debut episode of Psychics Not Saints, past-life psychic Ainslie MacLeod and medical intuitive Bryan Grijalva introduce themselves and immediately torch the spiritual pedestal people keep trying to put them on. Between them, they have nearly fifty years of real practice, a fifteen year friendship, and a long overdue podcast born from late night calls that always ended with "we should have recorded that." Ainslie shares the story of running into his deceased uncle in Hawaii, the moment that cracked everything open. Bryan talks about growing up in a Mexican household where ghosts were not scary, just Tuesday. Tune in to discover why the most spiritual thing you can do is simply be yourself. Key Takeaways Spirituality is not about being saintly. It is about being real. You can curse, drink, and smoke pot and still be a profoundly gifted healer. Integrity matters more than any certification or title. Everyone is psychic to some degree. Talent without practice and ethics is dangerous. Authenticity, especially when it is hard, is the highest spiritual act. The most spiritual thing you can do is show up for other people. In This Episode: [00:00] Welcome to Psychics Not Saints [00:59] Meet Ainslie and Bryan [01:28] Ainslie’s past life psychic work [02:12] Bryan’s journey as a medical intuitive [02:48] Why they finally started the podcast [04:08] “Who died and made us experts?” [05:16] The moment Ainslie met his dead Uncle John [07:17] Bryan explains feeling other people’s pain and emotions [13:05] Evil, trauma, war, and the choices humans make [17:48] Drinking, weed, and why psychics are still human [25:10] The difference between mystical performance and real psychic work [26:43] Psychic abilities as talents developed through past lives [27:19] Why practice, discipline, and responsibility matter [30:04] Authenticity over spiritual clichés and “yoga voices” [31:20] Debunking fear-based spiritual myths and misinformation [34:57] Why humor can easily be misunderstood in spiritual work [41:06] The scientist who secretly believed in psychic abilities [43:22] Life plans, old souls, and spiritual exhaustion [45:35] A challenge to live more authentically this week Notable Quotes [04:34] "We are talking to invisible entities in another dimension. And it's just a Tuesday for us. This is normal conversation." — Ainslie MacLeod [11:21] "You can't have all the love and light without the darkness. The duality is everything. It's yin and yang. You don't get one without the other." — Bryan Grijalva [45:17] "To be truly spiritual is so much about how you turn up in this life, how you show up for other people, and the difference that you make." — Ainslie MacLeod [46:04] "The most spiritual thing we can do is to be our authentic selves  especially when it's hard, especially when it's challenging." — Bryan Grijalva About the Hosts Ainslie MacLeod is a past-life psychic with over 27 years of professional experience. He uses his abilities to explore past lives, resolve fears and phobias, and help people align with their soul’s intended path. His work began unexpectedly when his deceased uncle appeared to him in Hawaii, a moment that turned a lifelong atheist into a working psychic. Bryan Grijalva is a medical intuitive and healer with more than 22 years of practice and a “shit ton of certifications” in various healing modalities. Raised in a psychic Mexican household, he learned early that feeling others’ pain was normal and later mastered the discernment to use that gift for healing. He works extensively with professional athletes, physicians, and everyday people. Together, they’ve been friends and collaborators for over 15 years. Ainslie MacLeod Website (https://ainsliemacleod.com/) YouTube (http://youtube.com/c/Ainsliemacleodpsychicguide/) Instagram (https://www.instagram.com/ainslie_macleod/) Bryan Grijalva Instagram (https://www.instagram.com/bryan_grijalva/)

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   1 Sept 2026

   Episode 2 - What the F*ck am I doing here again

   In this episode of Psychics Not Saints, past-life psychic Ainslie MacLeod and medical intuitive Bryan Grijalva explore reincarnation, soul memory, and the hidden influences that may shape our talents, fears, physical symptoms, relationships, and recurring life patterns. Bryan shares a regression experience where he discovered a past life as a Portuguese baker, revealing unexpected connections between kneading dough and his current work as a bodyworker and healer. Ainslie explains how talents are rarely random, and how abilities developed over many lifetimes can continue to show up in surprising ways. The conversation also explores how unresolved past-life trauma may appear as phobias, chronic conditions, “Achilles body parts,” and medical mysteries that conventional explanations do not always resolve. Through client stories and personal examples, they look at how soul memories can leave traces in the mind and body. They also answer an audience question about reincarnation on other planets, opening the door to future conversations about the nature of the soul, time, and human existence. The takeaway? Your quirks, talents, fears, and patterns may have roots deeper than this lifetime. Understanding where they come from may be the first step toward healing them. Key Takeaways · Spirituality is not about being saintly. It is about being real. · Talents may be abilities carried forward from past lives. · Strong fears, phobias, or “don’t tell me what to do” reactions may point to old soul memories. · Physical issues can sometimes connect to unresolved past-life trauma. · “Achilles body parts” are areas where old trauma may keep showing up. · Intuition has to be practiced and developed. · Your quirks and patterns may be trying to tell you something. In This Episode · [00:00] Welcome back to Psychics Not Saints · [02:12] Bryan’s past-life regression as a baker in Portugal · [03:03] Discovering family connections across lifetimes · [04:27] How past-life talents can appear in unexpected ways · [05:25] Reincarnation as a framework for understanding life · [09:35] Talents, abilities, and where they come from · [13:11] Healing professions across multiple incarnations · [15:00] Why intuition must be developed through practice · [17:54] Past-life trauma and its effects today · [19:19] Understanding Achilles body parts · [22:58] Physical symptoms connected to past-life injuries · [24:04] How trauma can leave energetic imprints on the body · [27:34] Why some medical mysteries remain unexplained · [30:20] Audience question about reincarnation on other planets · [34:29] Homework: examining your own patterns and fears Notable Quotes · [12:39] “All talents actually are past life abilities, all of them. We’re standing on the shoulders of each life that’s gone by.” — Ainslie MacLeod · [22:11] “If you really have that very strong feeling of, ‘Don’t tell me what to do,’ it’s because you’ve been told when to wake up, when to eat, in a past life.” — Ainslie MacLeod · [27:36] “My practice primarily deals with medical mysteries — people who come from all over the world with things that no one else can figure out.” — Bryan Grijalva · [34:41] “Look at your quirks, your idiosyncrasies, your irrational fears, the patterns, the phobias, the talents.” — Ainslie MacLeod About the Hosts Ainslie MacLeod is a past-life psychic with over 27 years of experience. He explores past lives, fears, phobias, and soul purpose to help people understand why they are the way they are. Bryan Grijalva is a medical intuitive and healer with more than 22 years of practice and extensive training in healing modalities. Resources and Links Ainslie MacLeod · Website: https://ainsliemacleod.com/ (https://ainsliemacleod.com/) · YouTube: http://youtube.com/c/Ainsliemacleodpsychicguide/ (http://youtube.com/c/Ainsliemacleodpsychicguide/) · Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ainslie_macleod/ (https://www.instagram.com/ainslie_macleod/) Bryan Grijalva · Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/bryan_grijalva/ (https://www.instagram.com/bryan_grijalva/)

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    3 Aug 2026

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    Psychics Not Saints with Ainslie MacLeod and Bryan Grijalva is for people who know there has to be more to life than the surface-level script.  This is a podcast about purpose, healing, intuition, and what it means to live a life that actually feels true.  Honest, grounded, and deeply human, it is for anyone asking bigger questions and tired of pretending they do not matter. A spiritually deep but refreshingly real show for people who want healing and insight without the self-serious performance.

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