Whispering into the void, exploring the paradox of connection and disconnection, trauma and healing, intuition and intellect, and sometimes reality itself. Join me as we unravel the threads of the human experience—through philosophy, science, embodiment, and the ever-growing list of ‘ologies’ that help us make sense of it all. If you’ve ever felt lost in the dark or like you’re piecing together something bigger, even if the parts don’t seem to fit at first, you’re in the right place. Because in the end, it’s all connected. Species: Human (probably) / Alignment: Chaotic Good (usually) / Habitat: Liminal Spaces / Known For: Being existential, parenting the cutest corgi, creating in all mediums, leaving small objects in public places (on purpose), petting plants and moss, collecting ideas and oddities, whispering into the void (and listening in case it whispers back)
Send us a text Note: This episode includes emotionally vulnerable reflections on trauma, spiritual disillusionment, and the ongoing process of healing. While not graphic, the tone is raw and candid, including moments of frustration and tenderness. Please listen with care, especially if you are in a sensitive emotional state. As always, take what serves you and leave the rest. In this tender episode of Rainbow After Dark, I invite you into the heart of my inner process—where emotion, intuiti...
25 Apr 2025
Technical Difficulties 😅
Send us a text Hey void whisperers! Due to some tech gremlins and creative recalibrations, I will not have an episode available this week. I always want what I share to feel aligned and intentional, and this week asked for a little more space. We’ll be back next Thursday at 7PM PST, so please tune in then! Thank you so much for being here, for listening, and for your patience. Sending you love from the in-between. 💕 Thanks for listening to Rainbow After Dark! If you enjoyed this episode...
18 Apr 2025
Welcome Home
Send us a text In this episode, we enter the soft, messy, ever-changing place of becoming—this is me coming home to myself in real time. This is an unscripted, vulnerable stream of thought on authenticity, emotional fluidity, embodiment, and the process of learning how to feel. Let’s explore the ways we’re often taught to hide, repress, or perform ourselves into safety—and what it means to begin shedding those layers. We’ll talk about the fear that comes up when we let ourselves be seen, the ...
12 Apr 2025
Soft Landing: A Gentle Practice for Returning to Yourself
Send us a text A gentle practice for arriving in the present moment. This practice is an invitation to pause and come home to yourself, just as you are. There’s nothing to fix, no state to achieve—only space to soften, to feel, and to be. Through a simple guided journey, you’ll be gently reminded that you are not alone in what you’re holding. Using breath, body awareness, and compassionate presence, Soft Landing creates room for tenderness, regulation, and connection with your own inner wisdo...
11 Apr 2025
Soft, Squishy, Sensitive Thing
Send us a text Note: This episode touches on themes of fire, loss, and trauma. In this episode of Rainbow After Dark, we explore the beautiful, complicated truth of what it means to be human: we’re soft, squishy, sensitive things. We’re made of water and nerve endings, after all—fluid-filled bodies with spongey brains and tender hearts trying to make sense of a world that often demands we toughen up and disconnect. But what if our sensitivity isn’t a flaw? Let’s go on a journey through the ne...
4 Apr 2025
Golden Sheep Have Gilded Fleece
Send us a text In this episode of Rainbow After Dark, we explore the paradox of being both cherished and cast aside, inspired by the myth of Chrysomallos—the golden ram from Greek mythology. As someone who has lived the experience of being both the “golden child” and the “black sheep”, I found deep resonance in this story and how it reflects the roles we inherit in dysfunctional family systems. How do these roles shape our sense of worth? What happens when we realize that our value isn’t in w...
28 Mar 2025
Popcyclical
Send us a text Healing isn’t linear—it’s messy, cyclical, paradoxical, and often feels like we’re back where we started. But what if we’re actually spiraling forward? In this episode of Rainbow After Dark, we explore the nature of cycles—how they show up in nature, our bodies, and our healing journeys. From the moon’s phases to the rewiring of old patterns, we’ll dive into why we revisit wounds, how our bodies process healing on their own timeline, and why self-compassion is essential when it...
21 Mar 2025
Into the Dark
Send us a text What happens when we stop running from the dark—when we step into it, hold it, and let it hold us? In this episode, we explore the depths of darkness—not just as pain or suffering, but as a space for transformation. Through my personal reflections on trauma, identity, and healing, let’s examine how darkness can be a guide rather than something to fear. From childhood wounds and chronic pain to relationship patterns and self-abandonment, I’ll share how facing the unknown led to ...
14 Mar 2025
Connecting the Dots
Send us a text In this episode, we’re going on a personal journey through chronic pain, illness, and the revelation that these struggles are more than just physical—they’re neurological. After being diagnosed with hypermobile Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome (EDS) at 28, I thought I had the answer, but years of persistent pain led me to a profound realization: the root of my discomfort wasn’t just my body, but my nervous system. I explore how disconnected, survival-driven societal structures contribute...
7 Mar 2025
Hello, I’m Rainbow
Send us a text Welcome to Rainbow After Dark, a place where we whisper into the void and explore the weird, messy, beautiful paradox of being human. In this first episode, I introduce myself and the purpose behind this podcast—a space to connect and embrace both the light and the dark. I share a bit about my own journey, how chaos and contradiction have shaped me, and why connection—to ourselves, to others, and to life itself—is at the heart of what we’ll explore together. I’ll reflect on the...
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