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Self Conscious Mystic

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Madness and mysticism. Articulating lunacy and other mysterious things. I have a psychotic disorder and experience this as a spiritual phenomenon as well as a medical condition. I am training with Shamanism Ireland to be a transpersonal therapist. Here I discuss non-ordinary reality, mysticism, psychosis, spirits and dreams. The point really is to talk about things I don’t know how to talk about. Non ordinary states are things that are hard to explain and almost impossible to describe. This is a personal challenge for myself, a project which came to me in a series of dreams about making videos. I’m currently writing a book about Lí Ban, a mermaid in Irish myth. You can follow me here and / or add your email on my website to find out when the book is released: www.catherinehatt.com New episodes every month, follow to join my journey. Also available as a video on Substack, YouTube and Spotify

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2/28/2025

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January 28, 2026

Flower Essences for Dreaming. (and mushroom essences)

Hello, these are some wonderful flower essences for dreaming, plus an explanation of mushroom essences for dream work. Keep your dream drops on your bedside table and take them in water or on the tongue before you go to sleep. Watch this video to help you choose the best essence for you. There are others as well, so I may do a second video. Sweet dreams and safe travels.. flower essences flower remedies mushroom essences dreamwork dreamtime dream incubation courting a dream xhosa african dreamroot mugwort passionflower star tulip forget me not bereavement dreaming datura sacred plants queen of the night moon flower amethyst deceiver horn of plenty dreaming with the moon dream journaling dream diary catching a dream

December 28, 2025

Spirit Possession: My Exorcism Journey (part two)

Happy Christmas 2025. This is the last in a series of three episodes about spirit possession and my personal spiritual journey of resolving the trouble; an exorcism process guided by dreams, plants, shamans and Spirit. Here I explain how I progressed my exorcism process by connecting with the ancestors, and how Michael Jackson showed me the situation with troublesome spirits I had been struggling to reckon with. I also explore psychiatric medication, specifically antipsychotics. The injection of paloperidone in hospital was a huge step for me in calming down the whole situation when I was being possessed by spirits and battling psychosis. What I forgot to say at the end of the episode is that choosing to host troublesome souls and lost ones can mean you find yourself an outsider in your own life, and that you encounter lots of outsiders day to day. This has been my most recent work which is ongoing; to firmly hold the space with forgotten ones and also integrate myself into the mainstream world. It is quite heavy work, as I am bringing all the lost souls with me. So you could be fated to be an outsider in life by following my approach to spirit attachments. Happy new year

November 28, 2025

Spirit Possession: My Exorcism Journey (part one)

Hello, here I describe the first half of my journey exorcising troublesome spirits. Please see my previous episode where I describe the spirit possession itself. My approach to exorcism was to try different available things and follow where they led me, trusting in God to speak to me through dreams, the body and everyday reality. I will expand on this in part two. In this video I discuss shamanic healing, a distant energy treatment, dreams and plant medicines. My own unconscious attachment to these entities I learned was a very profound connection, and this step in my exorcism journey opened a doorway of understanding to the ancestral realm, which I will explain in the next video. So this is one of three episodes in total, which describe my unique experience of spirit possession and my journey of exorcising these spirits from my body and my life. The possession states happened after years of trances and states of surrender in my spiritual life, which is how things eventually got so out of control. as I had relinquished control to the Others, naively thinking anything spiritual moving through me was positive or special. My next video will dive into the 'problem' of troublesome entities and 'demons' and how for me this was a whole heart journey (thank you mushroom) which makes my exorcism path different to other exorcism processes. I would advise others dealing with this to follow their own process and see it as a journey into other realms rather than one dramatic extraction ceremony, though that can also be effective. But is it healing on multiple levels? Journey deeper by following your dreams and the divination of everyday reality, though the trickster may appear you have celestial family to lean on. Trust dreams, trust reality, trust yourself.

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What is Self Conscious Mystic?: Madness and mysticism. Articulating lunacy and other mysterious things.

I have a psychotic disorder and experience this as a spiritual phenomenon as well as a medical condition. I am training with Shamanism Ireland to be a transpersonal therapist. Here I discuss non-ordinary reality, mysticism, psychosis, spirits and dreams.

The point really is to talk about things I don’t know how to talk about. Non ordinary states are things that are hard to explain and almost impossible to describe. This is a personal challenge for myself, a project which came to me in a series of dreams about making videos.

I’m currently writing a book about Lí Ban, a mermaid in Irish myth. You can follow me here and / or add your email on my website to find out when the book is released:

www.catherinehatt.com

New episodes every month, follow to join my journey. Also available as a video on Substack, YouTube and Spotify
How often does this podcast release new episodes?: This podcast updates daily.
Where can I listen to this podcast?: This podcast is available on 4 platforms including Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and more. You can also use the RSS feed directly.
Does this podcast accept guests?: Yes, this podcast regularly features guests.

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