Soul Soldier Speaks

About Soul Soldier Speaks

Welcome to Soul Soldier Speaks, where we honor the warrior within each of us on life’s battlefield. Here, we stand with those on the frontlines of their own lives, those battling suicidal thoughts, addiction, grief, and life’s harshest challenges. We honor the loved ones supporting those struggling and remember those we’ve lost. Each episode we delve into raw, unfiltered conversations and stories of people who’ve faced the darkest nights and emerged with healing, transformation, and hope. Together, we will navigate the battlefield, focusing on the battles that save and restore. This podcast

Publisher

Lindsay Taylor

Category

health & fitness

Language

en

Explicit

Yes

First episode

19 Feb 2025

Latest episode

21 Oct 2025

Latest episodes

15 episodes in the feed.

1. 

   21 Oct 2025

   Episode 15: A Little Soul Behind Broken Doors: Larry Tobin's Story

   Larry Tobin shares his experiences in the foster care system, highlighting the neglect and abuse he faced, and how he found hope through small acts of love and connection, ultimately transforming his pain into music and a message of resilience; this is an interview.

2. 

   26 Aug 2025

   Episode 14: Never Too Far Gone: Christin Day’s Story

   Host Lindsay Taylor interviews Christin Day, a leader in recovery, about her inspiring journey from addiction and loss to redemption and purpose.

3. 

   14 Aug 2025

   Episode 13: When The Black Curtain Finally Lifted- Randy's Powerful Story

   Host Lindsay Taylor interviews Randy, a father and friend, about his powerful journey from addiction and homelessness to reclaiming his daughter, highlighting resilience and second chances.

4. 

   29 Jul 2025

   Episode 12: Hell Fought for Him-But Heaven Won: Nate Bates’ Story of Recovery through Surrender

   Nate Bates recounts his journey through seventeen years of addiction and near-fatal overdoses, highlighting his spiritual battle and the transformative power of Christ's love.

5. 

   9 Jun 2025

   Episode 11: From Fantasy, Addiction & Exploitation to Sobriety & Soul Healing

   Lexie Zettle, artist and survivor, recounts her journey from addiction and exploitation to sobriety and healing, revealing how she found hope and helps others through online platforms in this interview with Lindsay Taylor.

6. 

   5 Jun 2025

   Episode 10: When Men Do The Healing (Part 2 with Glenn)

   Performance coach Glenn Lovelace explores the emotional challenges men face due to societal expectations and the transformative power of vulnerability, in an interview with the host, offering a new perspective on masculinity.

7. 

   28 May 2025

   Episode 9: Heal the Boy, Forge the Man (Part 1)

   Performance Coach Glenn Lovelace shares his transformative journey from a dark moment to finding purpose in coaching men through emotional mastery and personal victories, in an interview with Soul Soldier Speaks.

8. 

   23 May 2025

   Episode 8: Little Voices, Big Grief: Through Sibling’s Eyes

   Host Lindsay Taylor interviews her daughters Arie and Ayla about grieving the loss of their brother Alex, highlighting the unique perspectives and often-overlooked grief experienced by siblings.

9. 

   14 May 2025

   Episode 7: The Day the World Stopped: A Father and Mother Remember

   On this raw episode of Soul Soldier Speaks, host Lindsay Taylor and her husband Matt share—openly, unfiltered, and from the deepest part of their hearts—their story of losing their 17-year-old son, Alex, to fentanyl poisoning on May 9, 2021. Recorded on the fourth anniversary of his passing and the day Lindsay launched her book, this conversation is a powerful testament to love, grief, surrender, and rising again. Together, they recount the day that shattered their world—the day that dropped them to their knees, the heartbreak, the helplessness, the hospital, the hope, the signs... the rainbow. This is part one of a three-part series: 🔸 Today’s episode: their shared story and sacred remembrance 🔸 Part two: Matt’s journey as a grieving father 🔸 Part three: Lindsay’s path as a mother rising through loss If you’ve lost someone you love… if you’re struggling to hold on… if you wonder how to keep living when your world has collapsed—this episode is for you. This isn’t just a story of loss. It’s a story of light. Of rising. Of love that never dies. 🌈 Grab Lindsay’s new book, The Rise of a Soul Soldier: https://a.co/d/4ztbkQr (https://a.co/d/4ztbkQr) 📱 Connect on Instagram: @_soul_soldier (https://instagram.com/_soul_soldier) 🌐 Learn more and join the movement: Landing page – https://soulsoldiernetwork.com (https://soulsoldiernetwork.com) Website – https://soulsoldier.b12sites.com (https://soulsoldier.b12sites.com)

10. 

    23 Apr 2025

    Episode 6: A Mother's Rise Through Postpartum Psychosis, Suicidality & Chronic Illness

    In this profoundly moving episode of Soul Soldier Speaks, host Lindsay Taylor sits down with Brooke Andersen—an extraordinary woman, mother, and warrior—who opens up about surviving postpartum psychosis, living through the silent battle of suicidal ideation, and navigating a life-altering chronic illness diagnosis. Brooke takes us deep into the moments no one talks about: the locked bathroom doors, the sobbing in the closet, the days spent praying for relief, and the aching disconnect between a mother and her children. But she also brings us through the rising—how divine intervention, a supportive partner, and relentless inner work led her not just to survive, but to reclaim joy, purpose, and her voice. This is a raw, unfiltered story of mental anguish, motherhood, faith transitions, chronic illness and the invisible weight of trauma stored in the body. It’s also a radiant testimony that healing is possible—and not just for some, but for everyone. Brooke’s journey from breakdown to breakthrough will leave you in awe and remind you: when we give our pain a voice, we take its power. This episode is a lifeline for anyone feeling unseen in their struggle. You are not alone. You are not broken. And the light is still within reach. About Brooke Andersen: Brooke Andersen is a healing mentor, retreat host, and homeschool mom of four who turned her journey through postpartum psychosis and chronic illness into a path of self-guided healing. She now leads others through deep transformation via her mentorship program and Ember Effect Retreats, helping them reconnect to their power and heal from within. Her message is simple yet profound: your body knows how to heal, and there is always hope. 🔗 Connect with Brooke (https://linktr.ee/brookeandersen) 🌿 Learn more about Ember Effect Retreats (https://embereffectretreats.com/)

11. 

    15 Apr 2025

    Episode 5: The Silent Soldiers: A Brother’s Grief, a Sibling’s Truth

    In this soul-stirring episode of Soul Soldier Speaks, Caden Rachwal opens his heart and invites us into the sacred, often unseen battlefield of sibling grief. After losing his brother Logan to fentanyl poisoning at just 18 years old, Caden became one of the countless “silent soldiers”—siblings navigating unbearable loss while often being overlooked in the aftermath. With vulnerability, wisdom beyond his years, and a depth shaped by pain, Caden speaks truth to what it means to grieve a brother, carry invisible weight, and grow up in the shadow of loss. From the moment he shares how he found out Logan had died, to the quiet ways he keeps his brother’s memory alive, this conversation is a raw tribute to love, grief, and resilience. This episode is a call to see the siblings. To honor the ones still here. To break the silence around sibling grief and speak the names of those we’ve lost AND the siblings still living. This isn’t just an interview. It’s a lifeline. A gut punch. A glimpse into the sacred grief of a brother whose voice now carries the legacy of the one he loved most. Learn more about The Love Logan Foundation: ⁠www.loveloganfoundation.org (http://www.loveloganfoundation.org/) ⁠ Follow the mission on Instagram & Facebook: @loveloganfoundation

12. 

    1 Apr 2025

    Episode 4: Tragedy to Purpose: A Mom's Mission After Losing Her 19-year-old Son

    In this deeply moving episode of Soul Soldier Speaks, host Lindsay Taylor sits down with Erin Rachwal, Co-Founder of the Love, Logan Foundation, for a conversation that is as raw as it is redemptive. Erin is a devoted Christian mother, Licensed Clinical Social Worker, and fierce advocate who tragically lost her 19-year-old son, Logan, to fentanyl poisoning on Valentine’s Day, 2021. Now, she’s turning unimaginable tragedy into a powerful purpose. Erin shares Logan’s story—his beautiful spirit, his battles with anxiety and bullying, and the heartbreaking night that forever changed her family’s life. Together, Lindsay and Erin reflect on the staggering rise of fentanyl-related deaths, the stigma surrounding addiction, and the silent suffering many teens carry. As two mothers whose sons passed away just months apart, their conversation is a profound testament to grief, resilience, and God’s unwavering presence in the darkest of valleys. With a background in clinical social work, Erin brings both professional insight and personal experience to the front lines of advocacy. Through the Love, Logan Foundation, she is raising national awareness, educating youth and families, launching powerful campaigns like digital billboards, and even establishing National Siblings Grieving Fentanyl Loss Day—honoring the silent grief of surviving brothers and sisters like her son, Caden. Erin’s faith has been her anchor, reminding us all that there is still light in the battlefield and that no one is beyond hope. This episode is more than a story—it's a call to action, a lifeline for grieving families, and a rally cry for every soul soldier reclaiming the light. Because just one pill can kill—and one story can save. 🔗 Learn more about Erin’s work: www.loveloganfoundation.org (https://loveloganfoundation.org) 🕯️ Follow the mission on Instagram & Facebook: @loveloganfoundation 📍Billboards now live in Wisconsin & Phoenix, AZ YouTube channel:⁠ https://www.youtube.com/@LoveLoganVideo⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/@LoveLoganVideo)

13. 

    5 Mar 2025

    Episode 3: From Despair to Redemption: A Warrior's Journey to Recovery

    What happens when a man stands at the edge of death, pleading for strength to end it all—only to be given the courage to fight for life instead? In this gripping and deeply raw episode of Soul Soldier Speaks, host Lindsay Taylor sits down with Jason Rudeen, a man whose journey from addiction, darkness, and self-destruction to faith, healing, and purpose is nothing short of miraculous. Jason shares his harrowing rock-bottom moment—knife to his throat, begging for a way out—only to find divine intervention guiding him toward recovery. From working with the cartel to finding himself lost in the depths of psychosis, his story is a powerful testament to the battle between light and darkness, addiction and freedom, despair and hope. This episode isn’t just about survival; it’s about redemption, transformation, and the relentless fight to reclaim one’s soul and life. Whether you’re struggling, supporting a loved one, or simply seeking inspiration, Jason’s story proves that no one is too far gone to find a way out. 💡 If you or someone you love is battling addiction or suicidal thoughts, this episode is a must-listen. Hope is real. Recovery is possible. You are not alone. About Jason Rudeen: Jason Rudeen is a person in long-term recovery, which for him means he hasn’t felt the need to pick up a drink or a drug since July 23, 2016. He is one of the hosts of The Way Out Podcast and Recovery Revolution Live, bringing powerful conversations on healing, resilience, and transformation to audiences worldwide. Beyond his work in media, Jason is a trained Certified Peer Recovery Specialist (CPRS) and a Stephen Minister, offering spiritual and emotional support to those in crisis. He also serves on the board for Recovery Cafe Anoka County (RCAC), a nonprofit peer recovery center in Anoka County, MN, where he is dedicated to helping individuals find healing, education, and support. But above all else, Jason’s greatest gift today is getting to be a Dad to his wonderful kids. His life, once steeped in despair, is now an embarrassment of riches—a testament to the beauty of recovery and the power of faith. 🎙 Podcasts & Media: 🔗 The Way Out Podcast (https://www.wayoutcast.com/) 🔗 Recovery Revolution Live (https://recovery-revolution.org/podcasts/) 🏠 Recovery Support & Community: 🔗 Recovery Cafe Anoka County (https://www.recoverycafeanokacounty.org/) 📺 Watch Jason’s Story: 🔗 Jason Rudeen on YouTube (https://youtu.be/wwvHh-5AmYI?si=RMC_HlWQCOm7c_ar) 🔊 Tune in now and share this episode with someone who needs to hear that hope is real. ✨

14. 

    24 Feb 2025

    Episode 2: The Truth Behind the Smiles: Breaking the Silence on Suicide and Addiction with Melissa Methven

    In this deeply moving episode of Soul Soldier Speaks, I sit down with author and advocate Melissa-Sue Methven to discuss the hidden struggles of addiction, mental health, and suicide. Melissa shares her powerful journey after losing her husband, Scott, to suicide and how she turned her pain into purpose. We explore the silent battles many face, the stigma surrounding mental health—especially for men—and the role of addiction in masking deep emotional wounds. Melissa opens up about the challenges of loving someone struggling with addiction, the importance of setting boundaries, and how healing ourselves allows us to support others. This conversation is for anyone who has lost a loved one, is supporting someone in their darkest moments, or is searching for hope amid grief. Join us as we honor Scott’s story and shed light on the resilience and healing possible even in the face of devastating loss. 🔹 Connect with Melissa: Instagram: @melissa_gratitude (https://www.instagram.com/melissa_gratitude) Website: melissagratitude.life (https://www.melissagratitude.life/) Podcast: Not Alone with Melissa-Sue Methven Book: The Truth Behind The Smiles- https://www.amazon.com/dp/1961098571?dplnkId=fb3a11b5-f81c-420b-b6fd-fd96f8f78daf&nodl=1 (https://www.amazon.com/dp/1961098571?dplnkId=fb3a11b5-f81c-420b-b6fd-fd96f8f78daf&nodl=1) Tune in and remember—you are not alone. 💙

15. 

    19 Feb 2025

    Episode 1: From Pain to Purpose: The Heart Behind Soul Soldier Speaks

    In this very first episode of Soul Soldier Speaks, host Lindsay Taylor shares the heart behind this podcast—why she created it and what she hopes you, the listener, will gain from it. With raw honesty and deep compassion, Lindsay speaks to those who are battling suicidal ideation, addiction, profound grief, and life's deepest hardships, as well as the loved ones who stand beside them. Through her own journey of loss, including the heartbreaking passing of her son, Alex, to a fentanyl overdose, Lindsay has stepped into a mission greater than herself—to walk alongside those fighting to hold on and to honor those who have been lost. She reminds us that even in the darkest caves, the light is still ahead. This episode lays the foundation for Soul Soldier Speaks, a space where pain and purpose coexist, where resilience is forged in the fire of struggle, and where every listener is reminded of their worth, their belonging, and their undeniable place in this world. Lindsay invites you to rise with her—to transform pain into purpose, to uncover the miracle that you are, and to stand as a warrior in the battle for life. Welcome to the beginning of a journey toward hope, healing, and the unshakable truth that you are not alone. Join the Facebook Community- Soul Soldier Community- https://www.facebook.com/share/g/18kQjE6GTj/?mibextid=K35XfP

Who has been a guest on Soul Soldier Speaks

Names identified in recent episode analyses. Showing up to five guests.

• Larry Tobin
• Christin Day
• Randy
• Nate Bates
• Lexie Zettle

Reach and audience

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Apple Podcasts (US)

5.0 / 5

1 ratings

Podcast Authority Score: 20 / 100

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Quality

40

Social presence

0

YouTube

0

Engagement

0

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