All aspects of my life feel transitory. So, I need somewhere to get my thoughts out, and maybe that'll help others in the process. This is my attempt to be less mysterious, to provide insight into my thought processes, a peek at my brilliantly chaotic mind. May you listen with an unconditional ear and empathetic soul.
Updated [06/29/2026]: Currently working on researching, I'd liked to interview individuals who feel lived most of their life in the United States or any Western society. This will provide a more qualitatively rich understanding of the experience captured within the survey. [coming soon...]
This recording touches on an experience I am constantly navigating as a "Worldmaking" scholar, as someone who wants to educated but instill ideologies that foster a more equitable and empathetic world.
7 Oct 2025
Gratitude
This is something I do often, on my own, but I thought it was necessary to record this conversation with myself and I'm pretty much just expressing gratitude for my lived experience this far.
What are some things you are eternally grateful for?
29 Sept 2025
Herzog
According to Wikipedia, the term "Herzog" is a German hereditary title held by one who rules a territorial duchy, exercises feudal authority over an estate called a duchy, or possesses a right by law or tradition to be referred to by the ducal title.
This conversation has nothing to do with the term, but for some reason, the Apple memos app saved this recording under this title...weird, right?
Anyways, I'm discussing how hate is an embodied reality within this country (the United States)...
1 Aug 2025
Dream Consciousness
Anyone having vivid dreams and trying to make sense of them? I don't have a solution for you, just talking about my personal experience; this is my attempt to analyze my own dreams.
25 Jul 2025
Lived Experiences (Part 1...Maybe?)
It's not that I don't want to be vulnerable, but I am constantly on the fence about whether it is necessary to tell my story. Especially now, when everyone has a story to tell. IDK but here's me thinking through that shit.
11 Jul 2025
Valid Crashout
These are really for me, and if they resonate with you, then I'm glad they do!
I recorded this before the start of the spring quarter (so during spring break), and now that I'm thinking about it, I was justified in being anxious about everything! We're looking at stress, brainstorming an imitation theory (briefly), and my thoughts before I head to the American South for the summer.
4 Jul 2025
Internalized Dissent
The host explores the feeling of cognitive dissonance experienced when living within a capitalistic society and grappling with its global impact.
27 Jun 2025
"Of the New Idol" A Passage from Nietzsche "Thus Spoke Zarathustra
The host reads and reflects on a passage from Nietzsche's "Thus Spoke Zarathustra," exploring its potential relevance to current events and inviting listener feedback.
23 Jun 2025
Intuitively Anxious Ramblings
The host shares anxious thoughts and feelings of being overwhelmed while trying to build a brand and manage school assignments.
20 Jun 2025
Rest and then some...
This episode explores the importance of rest and self-compassion, especially while navigating the challenges of decolonial work and societal expectations.
16 Jun 2025
Fear, Self-sabotaging, & Grace
This episode explores the concepts of fear, self-sabotage, and the importance of setting boundaries to avoid potential abuse.
30 May 2025
Fear & Creative Stagnation
The host explores the multifaceted nature of fear and its impact on creative expression, acknowledging the universal struggle of artists navigating visibility and societal participation.
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