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- 2023
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About The Awkward Artist
Welcome to The Awkward Artist, hosted by Aboyade. This podcast is a sanctuary for radical resilience, personal growth, and soulful self-discovery. Life brings internal storms—moments when your rhythm feels offbeat. Instead of waiting for the rain to clear, Aboyade explores "the internal job" of self-liberation, courage, and self-kindness. Paired with curated Spotify playlists as sonic companions for healing and joy, every episode gives your personal journey the score it deserves. Subscribe, grab your headphones, and learn to walk through life with intention, grace, and soul.
- Publisher
- Aboyade
- Category
- education
- Language
- en
- Explicit
- Yes
- First episode
- 31 May 2023
- Latest episode
- 12 Oct 2026
Latest episodes
17 episodes in the feed.
12 Oct 2026
The Art of the Pivot: Redefining Success Beyond the Stage with Bridie Coughlan
In this episode of The Awkward Artist, host Aboyade sits down with former actor turned sought-after makeup artist Bridie Coughlan. Moving beyond the traditional path of performing, Bridie shares how she navigated a major creative pivot to build a fulfilling career in makeup artistry, contributing as a writer for Backstage, and helping other artists feel grounded and confident in their own skin. Together, they explore the vulnerability of putting yourself out there, the pressure of maintaining a specific creative identity, and how letting go of expectations can open the door to true self-alignment. This conversation dives into Bridie's journey from early childhood theater and classical training in New York to realizing the solitary reality of constant auditioning was no longer serving her. Listeners will gain insight into the power of finding your place within a collaborative creative community, the importance of honoring your inner child, and how shifting your focus outward can help you build radical resilience during uncertain life transitions. Core Pillars of the Journey The upcoming conversations focus on actionable inner work and creative transformation: Discipline of Self-Kindness — Practicing active grace and offering compassion to the person in the mirror through life's offbeat moments. Courage to Start Over — Developing the willingness to reset and find center when standing in the middle of unpredictable circumstances. Intentional Movement — Living and creating with deliberate purpose, soul, and rhythm regardless of external storms. Actionable Takeaways & Next Steps Listen with Intention — Grab your headphones each week and allow both the conversation and its musical score to support your daily routine. Follow the Podcast — Subscribe to The Awkward Artist on your preferred streaming platform to stay connected throughout the season. Explore the Playlist — This curated Season 2 Spotify playlist brings the sound of resilience into your week. You can find the playlist here: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5L3o2YS0xjWRFbgcN3TbyS?si=1095233a7bac4e30 (https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5L3o2YS0xjWRFbgcN3TbyS?si=1095233a7bac4e30&utm_source=gemini) Connect with Bridie Coughlan: Website: www.beautybybridie.com (http://www.beautybybridie.com) Instagram: @bridieartist (https://www.instagram.com/bridieartist/) Connect with Aboyade: If Aboyade’s work speaks to you, stay close. Follow along on Instagram at @theawkwardartistpodcast, read more of her writing and reflections at https://theawkwardartistpodcast.substack.com (https://theawkwardartistpodcast.substack.com), and reach out directly anytime at theawkwardartistpodcast@gmail.com (mailto:theawkwardartistpodcast@gmail.com). Your presence in this community matters—come be part of the conversation. This is a Crackers in Soup (https://crackersinsoup.com/) production.
15 Sept 2026
Listening to Your Body: Breaking Free from the Symptom-Chasing Cycle with Dr. Brent Lockett
In this episode of The Awkward Artist, host Aboyade sits down with osteopathic practitioner Dr. Brent Lockett, founder and lead osteopractor of Osteopathic Physical Therapy and Pain Relief in Dallas, Texas. Moving beyond traditional physical therapy, Dr. Lockett shares how he built an evidence-based practice that treats pain through the intersection of science, movement, and somatic intelligence. Together, they explore what it means to view pain as valuable information rather than a failure, how culture and medical bias shape our relationship with our bodies, and how to transition from quick-fix symptom masking to true root-cause healing. This conversation dives into Dr. Lockett's journey from standard physical therapy to osteopathic medicine, driven by a desire for better patient outcomes through a holistic approach. Listeners will gain insight into the mechanics of the nervous system's pain modulation, the vital role of strength training in longevity, and why advocating for your own physical needs—whether through ergonomic workplace setups or self-awareness—is essential for long-term health. Core Pillars of the Journey The upcoming conversations focus on actionable inner work and creative transformation: Discipline of Self-Kindness — Practicing active grace and offering compassion to the person in the mirror through life's offbeat moments. Courage to Start Over — Developing the willingness to reset and find center when standing in the middle of unpredictable circumstances. Intentional Movement — Living and creating with deliberate purpose, soul, and rhythm regardless of external storms. Actionable Takeaways & Next Steps Listen with Intention — Grab your headphones each week and allow both the conversation and its musical score to support your daily routine. Follow the Podcast — Subscribe to The Awkward Artist on your preferred streaming platform to stay connected throughout the season. Explore the Playlist — This curated Season 2 Spotify playlist brings the sound of resilience into your week. You can find the playlist here: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5L3o2YS0xjWRFbgcN3TbyS?si=1095233a7bac4e30 (https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5L3o2YS0xjWRFbgcN3TbyS?si=1095233a7bac4e30) Connect with Dr. Brent Lockett: Website: Osteopathic Physical Therapy and Pain Relief (http://osteopractictherapy.com (http://osteopractictherapy.com/)) Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/osteopracticptpainrelief/ (https://www.instagram.com/osteopracticptpainrelief/) Connect with Aboyade: If Aboyade’s work speaks to you, stay close. Follow along on Instagram at @theawkwardartistpodcast, read more of her writing and reflections at https://theawkwardartistpodcast.substack.com (https://theawkwardartistpodcast.substack.com), and reach out directly anytime at theawkwardartistpodcast@gmail.com (mailto:theawkwardartistpodcast@gmail.com). Your presence in this community matters—come be part of the conversation. This is a Crackers in Soup (https://crackersinsoup.com/) production.
31 Aug 2026
Sanctuary for Resilience: Creating Community & Purpose in Movement with Janicka Arthur
In this episode of The Awkward Artist, host Aboyade sits down with Janicka Arthur, founder, owner, and creative director of Art of VIII School of Dance in Dallas, Texas. Moving beyond traditional instruction, Janicka shares how she built a sanctuary for strength and resilience, creating a movement space where adult dancers and aspiring dancers guide their physical movement to develop a mindset of strength, a soul full of passion, and an inner transformation. Together, they explore what it means to overcome self-limiting beliefs, rebuild confidence as an adult beginner, and lead a creative business rooted in radical authenticity and inclusive community. This conversation dives into Janicka’s journey from navigating early dance lessons to leaning into the struggle of mastering technique, discovering that the challenges she faced became her catalyst for becoming a transformative choreographer, movement strategist, and public speaker. Listeners will gain insight into the foundational principles of building a purpose-driven community, the importance of placing yourself in the spotlight of your own life, and why active grace and forgiving yourself through messy growth are essential tools for creative transformation. Core Pillars of the Journey The upcoming conversations focus on actionable inner work and creative transformation: Discipline of Self-Kindness — Practicing active grace and offering compassion to the person in the mirror through life's offbeat moments. Courage to Start Over — Developing the willingness to reset and find center when standing in the middle of unpredictable circumstances. Intentional Movement — Living and creating with deliberate purpose, soul, and rhythm regardless of external storms. Actionable Takeaways & Next Steps Listen with Intention — Grab your headphones each week and allow both the conversation and its musical score to support your daily routine. Follow the Podcast — Subscribe to The Awkward Artist on your preferred streaming platform to stay connected throughout the season. Explore the Playlist — This curated Season 2 Spotify playlist brings the sound of resilience into your week. You can find the playlist here: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5L3o2YS0xjWRFbgcN3TbyS?si=1095233a7bac4e30 (https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5L3o2YS0xjWRFbgcN3TbyS?si=1095233a7bac4e30) Connect with Janicka Arthur: Website: Art of VIII School of Dance (http://artofviii.com (http://artofviii.com)) Spotify Podcast: https://open.spotify.com/show/5aVWYb4S2HCVRnY1yd8vBV?si=58b6463ef99043f7 (https://open.spotify.com/show/5aVWYb4S2HCVRnY1yd8vBV?si=58b6463ef99043f7) YouTube: The Art of VIII Podcast Instagram: @artofviii Connect with Aboyade: If Aboyade’s work speaks to you, stay close. Follow along on Instagram at @theawkwardartistpodcast, read more of her writing and reflections at https://theawkwardartistpodcast.substack.com (https://theawkwardartistpodcast.substack.com), and reach out directly anytime at theawkwardartistpodcast@gmail.com (mailto:theawkwardartistpodcast@gmail.com). Your presence in this community matters—come be part of the conversation. This is a Crackers in Soup (https://crackersinsoup.com/) production.
17 Aug 2026
Season 2 Trailer: The Awkward Artist is Back!
In this Season 2 trailer of The Awkward Artist, host Aboyade introduces a sanctuary for radical resilience and invites listeners to navigate life's internal storms. Moving beyond simple endurance, Aboyade sets the stage for a journey focused on finding grace, rhythm, and center through the messy, unpolished process of personal growth and manifesting. This season turns the focus inward to the internal job, emphasizing self-liberation, courage, and self-kindness. To deepen the experience, every episode will feature a curated Spotify playlist designed to serve as a sonic companion for struggle, healing, and joy. Listeners are invited to grab their headphones, subscribe on their favorite podcast platform, and check the show notes to stream the new Season 2 playlist. The Season 2 Framework The foundational vision for this season centers on three core movements: The Internal Job — Shifting focus toward self-liberation and learning to navigate the awkward, uncertain, and unpolished phases of personal growth. Radical Resilience — Moving away from toughing it out to nurture inner potential, like a seed waiting for the right environment to bloom. Sonic Companions — Pairing each conversation with a dedicated Spotify soundtrack that mirrors the emotional themes of resilience, healing, and joy. Core Pillars of the Journey The upcoming conversations focus on actionable inner work and creative transformation: Discipline of Self-Kindness — Practicing active grace and offering compassion to the person in the mirror through life's offbeat moments. Courage to Start Over — Developing the willingness to reset and find center when standing in the middle of unpredictable circumstances. Intentional Movement — Living and creating with deliberate purpose, soul, and rhythm regardless of external storms. Actionable Takeaways & Next Steps Listen with Intention — Grab your headphones each week and allow both the conversation and its musical score to support your daily routine. Follow the Podcast — Subscribe to The Awkward Artist on your preferred streaming platform to stay connected throughout the season. Explore the Playlist — This curated Season 2 Spotify playlist brings the sound of resilience into your week. You can find the the playlist here: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5L3o2YS0xjWRFbgcN3TbyS?si=1095233a7bac4e30 (https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5L3o2YS0xjWRFbgcN3TbyS?si=1095233a7bac4e30) Connect with Aboyade: If Aboyade’s work speaks to you, stay close. Follow along on Instagram at @theawkwardartistpodcast, read more of her writing and reflections on at https://theawkwardartistpodcast.substack.com (https://theawkwardartistpodcast.substack.com/), and reach out directly anytime at theawkwardartistpodcast@gmail.com (mailto:theawkwardartist@gmail.com). Your presence in this community matters—come be part of the conversation.
19 Jul 2024
Episode 12: Lessons Learned + Gratitude
Outro/Conclusion: In this quick 4-minute episode Aboyade shares lessons learned and talks gratitude.
23 Apr 2024
Episode 11: Strength, Courage & Wisdom with Fabiola Osario of Neutral Feed
In the latest episode of "The Awkward Artist Podcast," host Abayode sits down with Fabiola Osario, the talented member of the Latin band Neutral Feed. As the conversation unfolds, they delve into the intricate process of navigating the desires of the heart and the uncertainty that comes with walking away from and old dream and embarking on a new creative adventure. With a blend of vulnerability and passion, Fabiola shares her personal journey of following her heart in the realm of music. From the initial spark of inspiration to the daunting question of where to begin, she reflects on the challenges and triumphs of carving out a path in the ever-evolving landscape of creativity. "Strength Courage and Wisdom" is a poignant exploration of the universal quest for creative fulfillment, reminding us that the journey is as important as the destination, and that sometimes, the most meaningful adventures begin with a single beat of the heart.
2 Feb 2024
Episode 10: Embracing the New and the Unfamiliar with Joelle Hinds
On episode 10 of the Awkward Artist; Aboyde and Joelle Hinds dive into the concept of deliberately practicing vulnerability by inviting & cultivating new experiences and the transformative effects it can have on our relationships, personal growth, and overall well-being.
15 Oct 2023
Part 2: Episode 9: How to Get to Broadway with Kevin Petite
Welcome back to Part 2 with Aboyade and Kevin Petite as they discuss the actual and metaphorical road map to living your life's dream through complete self-acceptance.
15 Oct 2023
Part 1 of Episode 9: How to Get to Broadway with Kevin Petite
Join us in this heartwarming and inspiring episode of "The Awkward Artist" as Aboyade welcomes Kevin Petite, who is no stranger to the spotlight and the stage. The vulnerability shared in this episode will resonate with anyone who's ever struggled with embracing their authentic selves. in this episode you will discover that the path to Broadway isn't just about perfect performances; it's about perfecting the art of self-acceptance and living a life aligned with your passions. Whether you're an aspiring actor, an artist, or simply someone seeking inspiration, this episode promises to leave you feeling encouraged, motivated, and ready to embrace your own journey to the metaphorical "Broadway" of your dreams. Join us for a compelling conversation that reminds us all to be beautifully and unapologetically ourselves, because that's the first step on the grandest stage of all—our own lives. 🎤✨ Subscribe and listen now to "The Awkward Artist" on your favorite podcast platform! 🎧🎉
23 Sept 2023
Episode 8: Go Your Own Way: Challenges of Navigating Life on Your Own Terms with Femy Onyegumn
In this thought-provoking episode of the Awkward Artist Podcast, your host, Aboyade, engages in a candid and deeply insightful conversation with her special guest, Femy Onyegumn. Together, they dive into the complex and often treacherous journey of choosing to live life on your own terms. As independent thinkers & creatives Aboyade and Femy have both ventured into the uncharted waters of breaking away from parental expectations. Each share their personal and professional challenges they've faced while pursuing their dreams and visions, and the sacrifices they've had to make along the way as young adults and parents. Tune in as they share their own experiences, touching on themes such as: Fear and Uncertainty: Exploring the doubts that inevitably arise when you decide to chart your own course in life. Sacrifices and Trade-Offs: Delving into the sacrifices one might need to make, from financial stability to relationships, in the pursuit of authenticity and self-expression.
19 Aug 2023
Episode 7: Recovering from Shattered Childhood Dreams with Shani Parker
Welcome to this thought-provoking episode of "Recovering from Shattered Childhood Dreams” with guest Shani Parker. In today's discussion, Shani & I recount our aspirations and dreams as kids …that were unexpectedly shattered by the words and actions of a trusted adult in each of our lives. We talk openly about how these experiences molded and shaped our current belief system… impacting the adults we’ve become. Tune in as we unravel the threads of these stories and discover the work we do to heal and recover a since of safety to continue dreaming into existence our best lives.
20 Jul 2023
Bonus Episode 6: "I'm a Barbie Girl!" with Shani Parker, Tracey Silverman & Dana Anderberg
Step into the enchanting world of Barbie in this captivating episode that explores her timeless allure and lasting appeal. Join me and my friends; Shani Parker, Tracey Silverman & Dana Anderberg on a nostalgic journey as we delve into how Barbie played a profound role in empowering us as both children and self-actualized adults. And the added bonus of our candid conversation about our bodies and the role Barbie played in shaping our body goals and expectations as kids.
13 Jul 2023
Episode 5: "What Happens to a Raisin in the Sun?" with Tracey Silverman
In part 1 of this 2-part episode Aboyade and her BFF, Tracey Silverman talk about their individual dreams of visiting the Hagia Sophia; as well as the transformative power of leaning into each other for inspiration and encouragement. Get ready to be inspired, uplifted, and reminded of the profound impact that friendship can have on our artistic endeavors and the realization of our dreams.
29 Jun 2023
Episode 4: Artist Interrupted with Amber P. Knowles
Join us for a captivating podcast episode as we delve into the story of an artistic entrepreneur who dared to dismantle their business & embrace a career in corporate. We explore the catalysts, challenges, and triumphs experienced as they rekindled their creative flame and discovered the joy of making art purely for pleasure. If you're an artist seeking inspiration or interested in the unconventional paths artists take, this episode is a must-listen.
15 Jun 2023
Giving Yourself Permission to Be Creative & Finding a Community with Brooke Fossey
Brooke Fossey shares her own personal journey of discovering her creative voice and gives us an intimate look into the inspiration behind her book. Through her engaging storytelling, we gain valuable insights into the challenges and triumphs of being a creative individual. Throughout the episode, Brooke emphasizes the importance of giving yourself permission to be creative, regardless of societal expectations or self-doubt. One of the key themes we explore in this episode is the significance of finding a creative community. Brooke passionately describes the incredible impact of surrounding oneself with like-minded individuals who understand the creative journey. She shares her own experiences of finding her tribe and offers practical tips for listeners to discover and nurture their own creative communities.
1 Jun 2023
Take 2: Failure & Process with Larry Krone
Aboyade and Larry Krone discuss failure and the great things that emerge from it.
31 May 2023
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