Welcome to a space for the messy middle—the in-between seasons where life feels both beautiful and uncertain.
This podcast is all about finding joy in the chaos. Through conversations on faith, motherhood, personal growth, and everyday life, we’re learning how to slow down, trust God, and embrace the process of becoming.
You don’t have to have it all figured out to experience peace. You don’t have to arrive to feel joy.
So whether you’re navigating motherhood, rediscovering yourself, trusting God in an uncertain season, or simply trying to find a little joy in the everyday, there’s a seat for you here.
Grab your coffee, take a breath, and let’s walk through it together.
13 Rewriting your story- even when you don’t feel ready
To end this season on a grateful note this episode we encourage you; who feel stuck in old patterns to discovery your identity, self-trust, and how to change your life. Even if the change is small and imperfect.
16 Mar 2026
12 From survival mode to small living
This episode is about what it’s like to leave constant stress behind and learn to feel safe again. Where we share how you learn to rest, slow down, and live gently after growing up in chaos.
8 Mar 2026
11 when marriage feels hard not magical part 2
Welcoming back our first guest, Landon Jordan— my sweet husband. we continue into part 2 of when marriage feels hard and not magical. we promised a light at the end of the tunnel and we delivered! this episode we talk about childhood experiences, how love is a choice and not just a feeling, growth, and hope!
1 Mar 2026
10 Marriage in the mess
Marriage is messy, hard, yet quite beautiful. Communication is key in a marriage and this episode is how we communicate even when we are overwhelmed. Tough conversations suck but so unbelievably necessary and when you gain the strength to have them, you actually could save a lot of heartbreak.
22 Feb 2026
09 Outgrowing your old life
I remember like it was yesterday—— when I had the life changing conversation with a person that holds a special place in my heart that made me realize that my “old life” had finally ran its course. The old self died and I became a new person. Change is scary but scary can be good. Change is inevitable and hopefully so is growth.
15 Feb 2026
08 How my childhood shows up in my parenting
An open conversation about triggers, fears, overcorrecting, and the emotional weight of raising a child when you didn’t always feel emotionally safe growing up.
8 Feb 2026
07 Mom guilt, burnout, and why your not failing
A real, validating episode about feeling overwhelmed, exhausted, touched out, and still deeply loving your child. Burnout is real, it doesn’t mean you’re failing! It’s okay to step away and just do the best you can, that’s all anyone should except from you. You are doing enough!
1 Feb 2026
06 When marriage feels hard and not magical with Landon Jordan
Inviting my first guest, my amazing husband Landon! in this two part episode, we have an honest conversation disappointment, resentment and choosing your partner even in the messy middle seasons.
25 Jan 2026
05 Breaking cycles: The hard, holy, beautiful work
We have to focus on the process— not just the idea of breaking generational patterns. This episode we talk about the unlearning, relearning, healing, boundaries. What it feels like to raise your child differently from how you were raised.
20 Jan 2026
04 Finding joy in the small, ordinary moments
A gentle, uplifting episode about daily practices that anchor you—slow mornings, cozy habits, gratitude, tiny routines that bring peace, and finding joy without waiting for life to be perfect.
20 Jan 2026
03 Out with the old, in with the new
From celebrations to consistency, let’s reflect, grow and share into the new year! Happy 2026!
20 Jan 2026
02 Motherhood isn’t peaceful but it is meaningful
Let’s talk about the messy reality of motherhood. Being a stay-at-home mom, the mental load, the guilt, the joy and those tiny moments that keep us grounded. It’s a chaotic balance that we all go through and let me be the first to say— YOU ARE NOT ALONE.
20 Jan 2026
01 My story- Growing up in chaos and choosing joy anyways
Welcome to chaotic joy where it gets raw, real, and relatable. Here our host, maddie, sets the foundation for the whole message. We grew up in chaos and we chose joy through it all anyways.
20 Jan 2026
Welcome to chaotic joy
welcome to chaotic joy, let me first thank you from the bottom of my heart for tuning in and giving me a chance to speak from the heart. I’m so glad you’re here and I can’t want to see where we grow together in this chaotic life!
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