visualize—a podcast, a vibe, a new era. formerly known as "sige homie", visualize is all about better understanding different perspectives and stories in life. the host, ethan "ej" gonzales, is a young christian & fil-am aspiring content-creator, in professional terms. but another way to put it is that he loves to express himself through a plethora of avenues including filmmaking, photography, writing, and fashion. and now, he is rebooting his once dormant podcast into a creative invitation to converse about life and how we navigate through it in our own ways. welcome to the vibe.
after a year and twenty-three days, ya boy is back!!! in episode 8 of visualize, we catch up after a year of different projects and transformative experiences of 2024. spoiler alert: i started a non-profit organization and put together a multicultural summer festival in my city lol. a lot of stuff happened, but i'm glad to be back. hey alexa, play 'denial is a river' by doechii.
if it is in your heart to donate to our cause at the de la vega foundation, uplifting & supporting the autistic community of colorado and internationally, please visit linktree.com/wearedelavega. thank you & God bless!
follow @visualizebyej + @theethangonzales on instagram and tiktok for podcast updates & more content. watch full video episodes & behind the scenes on my youtube channel, TheEthanGonzales.
28 Jan 2024
catching up, social media fasts, + conversations on self-worth
happy 2024! here’s to our first episode of the new year! life since our last episode in late october has been hectic, humbling, yet healing. episode 7 dives into where the heck i have been the last three or so months, my experience in fasting from social media, & how i celebrated thanksgiving, christmas, and new years this year. visualize is back!
follow @visualizebyej + @theethangonzales on instagram and tiktok for podcast updates & more content. watch full video episodes & behind the scenes on my youtube channel, TheEthanGonzales.
25 Oct 2023
enjoy & cherish, before it’s too late
as i enter into my young adulthood years, one thing i found to learn through many experiences and situations is to enjoy it while it lasts. "it" meaning life, the small things usually taken for granted, the people surrounding you, and even God's love letters in the form of blessings. in this episode, i talk about a recent occurrence that sparked this conversation regarding taking a step back often, letting go of the insignificant daily anxieties that we may have, truly cherishing the present as we don't know always know what will happen tomorrow.
follow @visualizebyej + @theethangonzales on instagram and tiktok for podcast updates & more content. watch full video episodes & behind the scenes on my youtube channel, TheEthanGonzales.
13 Oct 2023
british accents, self-comparison, + louisiana with india marie
welcome back to episode 5! i apologize for missing last week, however, visualize is back with an episode you don’t want to miss. india marie is our first guest for season 1. a fellow sister-in-Christ, k-pop enthusiast, & a close friend of mine from high school. not gonna lie, this episode was quite chaotic, but we hope this filled your day with laughter and some spiritual sugar.
from covering india’s mid-autumn vacation to new orleans, louisiana to getting real about self-comparison and social anxiety, this episode is for sure a season-favorite. be sure to follow & support india marie's socials @india___scott on instagram!
follow @visualizebyej + @theethangonzales on instagram and tiktok for podcast updates & more content. watch full video episodes & behind the scenes on my youtube channel, TheEthanGonzales.
30 Sept 2023
when it’s time to cut “them” off
people come and people go. we get personal this episode. i discuss the realities, the experiences, the emotions, & everything in between regarding “cutting them off”. it’s not always easy for some, but reflecting on one’s situation & well-being can impact an individual so much moving forward. join the conversation on why too we should lean on Him on episode 4 of the visualize podcast.
follow @visualizebyej + @theethangonzales on instagram and tiktok for podcast updates & more content. watch full video episodes & behind the scenes on my youtube channel, TheEthanGonzales.
22 Sept 2023
a pacific summer: reminisced & reflected.
seasons change, and so do people. as the autumn season approaches in my area, i dedicate an episode to my summer ‘23 experience. from how i celebrated my 19th birthday, to what it was like flying to south korea, to even the lessons God has taught me in the unexpected moments of summer—tea was spilled today. reminisce and reflect with me, in episode 3.
follow @visualizebyej + @theethangonzales on instagram and tiktok for podcast updates & more content. watch full video episodes & behind the scenes on my youtube channel, TheEthanGonzales.
14 Sept 2023
i wrote a magazine article about neurodiversity.
we get real this episode. i share a bilingual article i wrote for a magazine about my experience with neurodivergent or autistic siblings called, "the artist, the musician, the chef, and the kuya". i also give you guys an insight on my favorite resto lately & my spiritual perspective on being "different". you won't want to miss this episode!
follow @visualizebyej + @theethangonzales on instagram for podcast updates & more content. watch full video episodes & behind the scenes on my youtube channel, TheEthanGonzales.
6 Sept 2023
pilot episode: welcome to the vibe
whether if you were a listener of the "sige homie" podcast or if you stumbled across this episode just now, welcome to the VISUALIZE podcast. everyone & anyone is welcomed here.
follow @visualizebyej + @theethangonzales on instagram for podcast updates & more content. watch full video episodes & behind the scenes on my youtube channel, TheEthanGonzales.
5 Sept 2023
a message from ej [podcast trailer]
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