I am a survivor of domestic violence. I got out believing that I was now free. What I didn't realize was that because I had procreated with my abuser my life was still under his control. This is my story of the abuse I survived, the abuse that continued after I left, how broken our judicial and family court system is, and how all of it has led me to decisions I never thought I would have to make. This story is for people that have lived or are currently living the same nightmare and for those that don't fully understand the impacts domestic violence has on those that experience it.
More court hearings. More harassment. I don't want this to be my life anymore. The hardest decision I have ever had to make.
24 Oct 2022
Episode 15 - How is this my life
More changes are made in custody without just cause. I am attacked and ridiculed in court. Those closest to me don't fully understand the reality of the situation even though they have been in it since the beginning. Time is taken away from me.
24 Oct 2022
Episode 14 - A piece of me is gone
More court hearings. More gaslighting. A kid is taken away from me.
24 Oct 2022
Episode 13 - Doesn't anyone see what's going on?
The court system is broken. More people get involved, more bad decisions are made by the people put in place to protect survivors and children.
18 Sept 2022
Episode 12 - This Shouldn't Be This Hard
I left the abusive relationship so life should just be easy. There shouldn't be so much pain and struggle. But that is not how things work when you have created children with someone as dangerous as my abuser. They don't just let go. They don't make things easy. These are just some of the things that occurred during the years of 2015 and 2016. Just a couple years after I finally got free.
17 Sept 2022
Episode 11 - Life is going to be different
I finally escaped the domestic violence relationship. Life was only going to improve.
10 Sept 2022
Episode 10 - It's All Over
This is the end, in one way or another.
9 Sept 2022
Episode 9 - A Fresh Start?
A third baby is born. He leaves me, well sort of. Being used and then brought back into his life.
18 Aug 2022
Episode 8 - I got out
A restraining order issued, a court date set, heartbreaking moments that lead to more pain.
18 Aug 2022
Episode 7 - So Much Pain
This episode references one of the scariest and painful years of my life. There are instances of domestic violence, rape, and suicide. May be triggering.
18 Aug 2022
Episode 6 - Is this the life I want???
Growing tire of the same old stuff, will I leave?
18 Aug 2022
Episode 5 - Til Death Do Us Part
Two young people get married... and another baby?
11 Aug 2022
Episode 4 - A New Beginning...
The birth of a baby, 18 year olds trying to make it on their own. Continued cheating. The abuse turns physical.
11 Aug 2022
Episode 3 - The Decisions I Made
I was just a girl looking to be loved, I allowed so much pain and heartache and made decisions that were better for a boy than for myself.
7 Aug 2022
Episode 2 - I met a boy
At 15 years old I met the boy that would forever change my life.
18 Jul 2022
Episode 1 - This is where I am
A mother that chooses to no longer be the non-custodial parent to her three amazing children because of the pain she has constantly endured from their father and the system that was put in place to "protect" her. An introduction to where that mother is, and what is to come in this series.
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