At 40 years old, I discovered that the woman who raised me was not my biological mother- just one lie in a web of family secrets. I soon learned that truth: my Father kidnapped me when I was two months old, and my biological Mother never saw me again.
This podcast follows my search for the truth and the family who waited decades for my return. I uncover long-buried secrets and confront the damage left behind. Through personal storytelling and interviews with women who were romantically victimized by my Father, as well as conversations with his siblings, I piece together who he really was.
The conversation delves into Diane/ Sondra's transition and the impact of abuse on her identity. It explores the themes of survival and resilience, shedding light on the challenges faced and the strength exhibited in overcoming them. The conversation delves into the emotional impact of family dynamics, revelations about the past, and the fear and intimidation experienced. It explores the regrets and apologies, feelings of embarrassment, and the disconnect from family. We are no longer living in a victim state, but a survivor one, where our future is so bright.
10 Mar 2026
Ep 9: Talking Narcissism With My Girls
This week Natalie is on vacation so Jamie seeks help from two other friends near and dear to her. Meet Courtney and Meghann.
In the complex world of relationships, it’s not uncommon to find ourselves entangled in unexpected scenarios. Have you ever found out you were dating the same person as someone else? This episode dives into a captivating conversation with two friends, Jamie and Meghann, who share their unusual story of navigating relationships that overlap in ways they never anticipated. In this episode we also share the dynamics of a narcissist. It is important to note that no one is being clinically diagnosed in this episode. Meghann discusses what this common personality disorder is, what makes one and how to heal from experiences with one.
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26 Feb 2026
Ep 8: Introducing My Brother, Trey
In this episode Jamie and Natalie introduce her brother, Trey. He shares his story from the perspective of their Mother, Traci. From the initial letter sent by Jamie to meeting up at Thanksgiving. Jamie and Natalie dive into how he found out he had an older sister and why might the events have unfolded the way they did.
26 Feb 2026
Ep 7: Recap Because We Are All Confused
In this episode, Jamie and Natalie engage in a candid conversation about personal experiences, audience feedback, and the complexities of family dynamics. They reflect on their recent activities, discuss the timeline of Jamie's life, and explore the impact of relationships on identity. The conversation also touches on the challenges of navigating online feedback and the importance of sharing one's story. Ultimately, they reflect on the journey of finding closure and the ongoing quest for understanding and connection within their family.
26 Feb 2026
Ep 6: Unraveling The Past With Stacey
In this conversation, Stacey (Jamie's former stepmom) shares her experiences with John/ Ron, exploring the complexities of their relationship marked by manipulation, control, and emotional abuse. The discussion delves into the dynamics of love bombing, financial manipulation, and the impact of fear on decision-making. Stacey reflects on her marriage, the challenges of parenting in a toxic environment, and the isolation she faced. Ultimately, the conversation highlights the journey of understanding and healing from a troubled past. The speakers share their personal experiences of growing up in a tumultuous environment, the struggles of seeking independence, and the journey towards healing and empowerment. Ultimately, the conversation highlights the resilience of individuals who have endured such hardships and the hope for a brighter future.
26 Feb 2026
Ep 5: The Woman Who Told Me
In this episode, the conversation unfolds around the complex relationships and secrets within a family dynamic, particularly focusing on Tracy's experiences with John/Ron. The discussion highlights the nuances of growing up with Jamie and Whitney, the challenges of navigating relationships, and the emotional toll of keeping secrets. Tracy shares her perspective on her relationship with John/Ron, the fear surrounding Diane's call, and the bond formed with Stacey through shared experiences. In this conversation, Tracy shares her tumultuous journey of overcoming manipulation, financial struggles, and the absence of a father figure in her son Ethan's life. Through humorous anecdotes and serious reflections, the discussion highlights the complexities of family dynamics, the impact of emotional blackmail, and the importance of reconnecting with loved ones.
26 Feb 2026
Ep 4: Meeting My Dad's Sisters
In this conversation, Jamie and Natalie discuss their complex family dynamics, particularly focusing on their brother John and the impact of his relationships on their family. They explore themes of manipulation, love bombing, and the emotional turmoil caused by John's actions, including the incident where he took Jamie. The sisters reflect on their upbringing, the role of their parents, and the long-lasting effects of their family secrets. As they reconnect after years apart, they share their experiences of healing and the hope for a new family dynamic.
26 Feb 2026
Ep 3: Confronting John
In this episode, Jamie and Natalie delve into the complexities of family dynamics, particularly focusing on Jamie's experiences with her biological family and the impact of her father's narcissistic behavior. They discuss the challenges of navigating relationships with family members, the effects of growing up in a tumultuous environment, and the importance of communication and healing. The conversation also touches on the influence of the Mormon community on Jamie's identity and the emotional journey of reconnecting with her biological family after years of separation.
26 Feb 2026
Ep 2: Why Couldn't Anyone Find Me
In this episode, Jamie and Natalie delve into Jamie's complex family history, revealing the shocking truth about her identity and the challenges she faced growing up under a false name. They explore the impact of her father's manipulative behavior, the struggle for legal recognition, and the emotional turmoil of discovering family secrets. The conversation highlights the themes of identity, trauma, and the quest for truth, culminating in a powerful narrative of self-discovery and resilience.
6 Jan 2026
Ep 1: The Phone Call
A seemingly random phone call with a friend turns into me questioning what I have believed all my life. Is my Mom not my real Mom? My entire life has been one thing after another all revolving around my Father. This initially harmless phone call takes me down yet another spiral that started 40 years ago. Along with my co-host, we discuss finding out, my feelings mixed with her reactions while we unravel all the lies.
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