Where The F#!k Do You Think You're Going?

About Where The F#!k Do You Think You're Going?

A podcast about the future, whatever that means. Where The F#!k Do You Think You’re Going features unfiltered conversations with young adults about their plans for the future, even when those plans are messy, uncertain, or completely made up. It’s about ambition, confusion, and detours, with the shared understanding that most of us don’t really know what we’re doing, and that’s kind of the point. Honest conversations about where we think we’re headed, and where we might actually end up.

Publisher

Avaiya Rain

Category

education

Language

en

Explicit

No

First episode

13 Jan 2026

Latest episode

9 Apr 2026

Latest episodes

19 episodes in the feed.

1. 

   9 Apr 2026

   Ep 15: Where the F#!k Logan Church Thinks He's Going

   This week, Ava sits down with Logan Church, a driven freshman at North Carolina State University, for an honest conversation about starting over, finding your people, and redefining what success looks like. Logan opens up about his challenging transition from high school to college, the loneliness no one warns you about, and how simply talking to strangers can change everything. They dive into his evolving career goals and his ambitious double major in Physics and Education—two fields he hopes to merge as he works toward transforming the future of public schools. Logan shares why failure is necessary, how stepping outside your comfort zone creates unexpected opportunities, and why he’s determined to make an impact through teaching, leadership, and educational policy. It’s a grounded, motivating episode about embracing change, chasing purpose, and building a life that feels like your own. Follow the podcast on Instagram | @wheretfpodcast Find Logan on Instagram | @logan_church101

2. 

   1 Apr 2026

   Ep 14: Where the F#!k Madison Mintegui Thinks She's Going

   This week, Ava reunites with her former middle school chorus classmate, Madison Mintegui, for a heartfelt and uplifting conversation about passion, purpose, and the unpredictable path from adolescence to adulthood. Together, they dive into Madison’s lifelong love of musical theater and her exciting plans to attend the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill to pursue Speech-Language Pathology. Madison opens up about her shift from chasing a BFA to discovering her calling in speech therapy—a path deeply inspired by her younger brother, who has autism. And don’t worry, she’s not stepping away from the stage anytime soon. Ava and Madison talk about her plans to minor in musical theater, her love for R&B, and the dream role she’s dying to play: Mimi in Rent. It’s a grounded, honest conversation about rethinking your plans, figuring out what you truly want, and embracing the fact that you don’t need to have everything figured out yet. A reminder that it’s okay to take your time, pivot, and grow at your own pace. Follow the podcast on Instagram | @wheretfpodcast Find Madison on Instagram | @madison.mintegui

3. 

   25 Mar 2026

   Ep 13: Where the F#!k Heidi Lewis Thinks She's Going

   This week, Ava sits down with her former statistics classmate, the fashionable and driven Heidi Lewis, for a conversation that every college student-in-the-making will relate to. Originally from Charlotte, Heidi opens up about her decision to attend Cape Fear Community College instead of a traditional university—and why that choice makes the most sense for her goals and her future. Together, they dive into Heidi’s strategic roadmap to becoming a Geriatric Nurse Practitioner, her pivot away from Marine Biology, and the realities of making big academic decisions at 18. From pop-culture hyperfixations and campus-life adjustments to practical advice for stressed college students, Heidi lays out exactly where she’s going and how she plans to get there—with clarity, confidence, and plenty of personality. Follow the podcast on Instagram | @wheretfpodcast Find Heidi on Instagram | @heidi._lewis

4. 

   18 Mar 2026

   Ep 12: Where the F#!k Ashtyn Ganey Thinks She's Going

   This week, Ava sits down with her birthday twin, Ashtyn Ganey, for a conversation every soon-to-be college student needs to hear. Together, they dive into the whirlwind transition from high school to college—finding the right roommate, facing the pressure of life-changing decisions, and learning to embrace uncertainty when everything feels like it’s happening at once. Ashtyn opens up about her future dreams and her plans for University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill, the challenges of scholarship applications, and the practical worries that come with balancing a demanding nursing path alongside her passion for orchestra. Ava and Ashtyn also get into the importance of time management, staying grounded, and figuring out how to live in the moment while still keeping an eye on long-term goals. Whether you’re finishing high school, prepping for college, or just trying to get a handle on what comes next, this episode is filled with encouragement, honesty, and the kind of perspective that makes everything feel a little more manageable. Follow the podcast on Instagram | @wheretfpodcast Find Ashtyn on Instagram | @ash.ganey

5. 

   11 Mar 2026

   Ep 11: Where the F#!k Paul Bryan Thinks He's Going

   This week, Ava sits down with Paul Bryan— a talented debater, impressive speaker, and master guitarist. Together, they dive into everything from their favorite books and the joys of photography to the chaos of school, motivation, and navigating a job market that feels more unpredictable than ever. Paul opens up about his passion for photojournalism, why he’s choosing a less traditional academic path, and how he hopes to spotlight underrepresented stories around the world. He also walks Ava through his incredibly detailed life plan—graduating high school early, starting at community college, transferring to University of North Carolina Wilmington, and ultimately aiming for University of Oxford. The conversation winds through the pitfalls of the public education system, the reality of political change, procrastination, dreams of travel, and why (according to Paul) you should probably be working 40 hours a day. Packed with wit and honesty, this episode is a reminder to strengthen your mindset, stay grateful, and question the path you think you’re supposed to follow. Follow the podcast on Instagram | @wheretfpodcast Find Paul on Instagram | @im.eggscelent

6. 

   4 Mar 2026

   Ep 10: Where the F#!k Brooklyn Baker Thinks She's Going

   This week, Ava chats with the sweet Brooklyn Baker, a Eugene Ashley High School graduate and current Cape Fear Community College student, as they dive into her journey from a challenging high school experience to finding confidence, purpose, and momentum in college. From reminiscing about their days in theater to exploring how Brooklyn rediscovered her passions—including becoming a self-taught figure skater—this conversation highlights the growth that comes from finally choosing yourself. Brooklyn shares candid stories about balancing a job with classes, staying consistent in therapy, and navigating the highly competitive process of getting into the cardiovascular sonography program at CFCC. She also opens up about the resilience it takes to pursue such a demanding field and her long-term dream of living in New York City. Together, Ava and Brooklyn unpack the stigmas surrounding community college, the realities of working while in school, and the pressure Gen Z feels to map out their futures on a deadline. Whether you’re searching for perspective, comfort, or just love a refreshingly honest conversation, this episode is packed with relatability and motivation. Get ready to be inspired by Brooklyn’s humor, honesty, and unwavering determination as she builds a future on her own terms. Follow the podcast on Instagram | @wheretfpodcast Find Brooklyn on Instagram | @brooklynxbaker_

7. 

   25 Feb 2026

   Ep 9: Where the F#!k Mary Paige Mott Thinks She's Going

   This week, Ava chats with the Student Body President of Eugene Ashley High School, Mary Paige Mott, as they dive deep into the journey of senior year, college ambitions, and future dreams. From reminiscing about shared chorus and yearbook days to unpacking a jam-packed schedule of leadership roles, Mary Paige shares what it’s like to balance school, cheerleading, and student government, all while navigating the excitement and pressures of college decisions. We hear candid stories about senior activities (including some hilarious adventures with Senior Jeans and the infamous Senior Assassin), and get an honest look at the challenges and motivations behind Mary Paige’s aspirations to major in English and eventually become a judge. The conversation also explores the process of choosing Chapel Hill, ambitions for law school, and even a surprise Plan B as a Dallas Cowboys cheerleader! Whether you’re looking for inspiration, practical advice on leadership and college applications, or just love Legally Blonde as much as Mary Paige does, this episode is packed with relatable anecdotes and uplifting motivation. Get ready to be inspired by Mary Paige’s drive, vulnerability, and unwavering trust in the process. Follow the podcast on Instagram | @wheretfpodcast Find Mary Paige on Instagram | @marypaigemott

8. 

   18 Feb 2026

   Ep 8: Where the F#!k Kayleigh Armstrong Thinks She's Going

   This week, Ava sits down with her fellow senior and “almost birthday twin,” Kayleigh Armstrong, for a conversation every stressed-out high schooler needs to hear. Standing on the edge of graduation at Eugene Ashley High School, Kayleigh opens up about the uncertainty, and excitement, of still deciding where she wants to spend the next four years. She shares her passion for Psychology, her backup plan in Speech Pathology, and what motivated her to apply to over ten colleges in the first place. Together, Ava and Kayleigh dive into why the current school system doesn’t always reflect real intelligence, how easy it is to fall into the trap of tying your worth to your transcript, and why it’s okay to take a breath and admit you don’t have everything figured out yet. They also explore the awkward, and sometimes chaotic, world of finding college roommates on Instagram versus going random. If you’re feeling the pressure to “have your whole life planned out,” this episode is your permission slip to slow down. Follow the podcast on Instagram | @wheretfpodcast Find Kayleigh on Instagram | @kayleigh_armstrong

9. 

   14 Feb 2026

   Bonus Episode: Where the F#!k Brinkley Gulledge Thinks She's Going

   This week, Ava sits down with the podcast's youngest guest yet, high school junior Brinkley Gulledge. While she still has a year left before graduation, Brinkley is already making big moves toward her future in film and sports broadcasting. From her love of rom-coms (and introducing her mom to To All The Boys I've Loved Before) to her passion for volleyball and theater, Brinkley is a force to be reckoned with. She opens up about the pressure to be perfect in high school, the reality of getting cut from a team, and why rejection is just redirection. Plus, she shares her ambitious college plans, hoping to attend UNC Chapel Hill or maybe even study film in Wilmington. Whether you're a junior stressing about the future or just someone who loves a good high school comeback story, Brinkley’s positive attitude and drive are sure to inspire. Follow the podcast on Instagram | @wheretfpodcast Find Brinkley on Instagram | @brinkleygulledge

10. 

    12 Feb 2026

    Ep 7: Where the F#!k Giada Martucci Thinks She's Going

    This week, Ava is joined by the multi-talented Giada Martucci, a fellow theater kid turned aspiring filmmaker. As they wrap up their senior year at Eugene Ashley High School, the duo reflects on their chaotic high school theater experiences, the pressure of college decisions, and the uncertainty that comes with standing on the edge of a brand-new chapter. Giada opens up about her love for film-making, especially cinematography and directing, and her decision to potentially study in Boston (maybe BU, maybe Emerson?) or stay in North Carolina. The two dive into how college application season can start to feel like the Trauma Olympics, amplifying stress and negativity during what should be an exciting time. Giada shares her journey from being more reserved in her early years to becoming an eloquent, confident speaker both on stage and behind the camera. Plus, they debate the best movies of all time (Ferris Bueller vs. Silence of the Lambs), discuss Giada’s unexpected love for chemistry, and talk about their shared desire to get out into the world, travel, and see what life looks like beyond Wilmington. Whether you're an aspiring artist, a confused senior, or just someone who loves a good movie debate, Giada’s insightful (and hilarious) take on the future is a must-listen. Follow the podcast on Instagram | @wheretfpodcast Find Giada on Instagram | @giadamartucc1

11. 

    7 Feb 2026

    Bonus Episode: Where the F#!k Abby Tolhurst Thinks She's Going

    This week, Ava is joined by a yearbook editor , math survivor, and volleyball star, Abby Tolhurst. As they navigate the final stretch of their senior year at Eugene Ashley High School, the duo discusses the unique pressures of student-athletes, the reality of college recruitment, and the difficulty of making life-altering decisions at 18. Abby opens up about the grueling volleyball recruitment process, getting told "no," and finding the right fit—whether that means playing at college or joining a club team. She also shares her plans to study Marketing (maybe in sports or fashion?) and her dreams of traveling the world. Whether you're an athlete navigating recruitment or just a senior trying to figure out your next step, Abby’s perspective on persistence and keeping your options open is a must-listen. Follow the podcast on Instagram | @wheretfpodcast Find Abby on Instagram | @_abbytolhurst

12. 

    4 Feb 2026

    Ep 6: Where the F#!k Rachel Holley Thinks She's Going

    This week, Ava sits down with her friend Rachel Holley, a fellow Class of 2026 grad with big dreams and an even bigger personality. In this candid conversation, Rachel opens up about the reality of college rejections, pivoting her life plans, and why not getting into your "dream school" might just be a blessing in disguise. From her love of Tyler, the Creator and Sleep Token to her obsession with Spanish culture (and her dream of studying abroad in Barcelona), Rachel is full of surprises. She shares her ambitious plan to major in Psychology with a minor in Spanish, eventually aiming for Law School to become a defense attorney. Whether you're stressing about college apps, feeling lost about your future, or just need a reminder that everything happens for a reason, Rachel’s positive outlook (and hilarious commentary) is exactly what you need to hear. Follow the podcast on Instagram | @wheretfpodcast Find Rachel on Instagram | @rachh_0516

13. 

    31 Jan 2026

    Bonus Episode: Where the F#!k Taylor Stancil Thinks She's Going

    This week, Ava is joined by her fellow senior, photography enthusiast, and Waffle House co-conspirator, Taylor Stancil. As they navigate the confusing "finish line" of senior year at Eugene Ashley High School, the duo dives into the chaos of college decisions, niche hobbies, and the existential dread of becoming an adult. Taylor opens up about her plans to attend UNC Charlotte (maybe?) to pursue Nursing, with a specific dream of working in Pediatrics. She shares how her summers spent at camp sparked the passion for her future career. Plus, we debate the best fast food, discuss unique music taste, and reveal our secret past as... Hobby Horsing champions? (Without a horse name, of course). Whether you're stressing about the future or just need a laugh, this episode is for you. Follow the podcast on Instagram | @wheretfpodcast Find Taylor on Instagram | @taystancil

14. 

    28 Jan 2026

    Ep 5: Where the F#!k Brennan McRedmond Thinks She's Going

    This week, Ava is joined by the incredibly positive and bubbly Brennan McRedmond. As they navigate the "home stretch" of senior year at Eugene Ashley High School, the duo reflects on the chaos of middle school, the stress of college applications, and the bittersweet feeling of impending graduation. Brennan opens up about her decision to attend NC State University this fall, sharing why she chose the Wolfpack over other schools and her exciting plans to study Marketing and eventually pursue Interior Design. From redesigning her bedroom five times to landing a real-world internship, Brennan proves she’s already got an eye for aesthetics. Whether you're stressing about the future or just need a dose of positivity, this episode is a reminder to trust the process, enjoy the moment, and maybe start your own "Wolfpack Quartet." Follow the podcast on Instagram | @wheretfpodcast Find Brennan on Instagram | @b_mcred

15. 

    24 Jan 2026

    Bonus Episode: Where the F#!k Maranda Allen Thinks She's Going

    In this episode of Where the F#!k Do You Think You’re Going, we’re sipping our usual Alani Nu as we reconnect with Maranda Allen: former yearbook editor, Wilmington native, and tour support staff. We discuss Maranda’s unconventional path from NC State to life on the road. She shares why she left a traditional four-year university to pursue online college and travel work, along with a few memorable stories from her time on campus. We dive into the pressures of choosing a major, the stigma around community college, and how she pivoted from Communications to the workforce. Plus, we talk about our shared love for concerts, the moments that shaped our friendship, and the mental shift of prioritizing experiences over materialism. Follow the podcast on Instagram | @wheretfpodcast Find Maranda on Instagram | @maranda.allen96

16. 

    21 Jan 2026

    Ep 4: Where the F#!k Dylan Graf Thinks He's Going

    In this episode of Where the F#!k Do You Think You're Going, we sit down with Dylan Graf (Eugene Ashley High School senior) to discuss his acceptance to NYU, the brutal reality of college applications, and his plans for a future in political science. Dylan opens up about the pressure of the college admissions process, why he chose New York University over in-state options like UNC Chapel Hill, and how shows like Scandal influenced his interest in political management. We also chat about our shared history in high school theater, the mental health benefits of Pilates and walking, and the excitement (and anxiety) of moving to New York City. Whether you're a high school senior waiting on decision letters or just love a good success story, this episode covers the highs and lows of the class of 2026 experience. Follow the podcast on Instagram | @wheretfpodcast Find Dylan on Instagram | @dilly_graf

17. 

    13 Jan 2026

    Ep 3: Where the F#!k Elizabeth Saffo Thinks She's Going

    Elizabeth Saffo is a freshman at UNC Chapel Hill double majoring in political science and business administration, and she hopes to go on to law school. In this episode, we talk about her big plans for the future, the challenge of financing college on her own, and the added responsibility of supporting her father through health issues. Through it all, Elizabeth shares how she’s learning to keep pushing forward while also slowing down, staying present, and remembering to enjoy being young in the middle of it all. Follow the podcast on Instagram | @wheretfpodcast Find Elizabeth on Instagram | @elizabeth_saffo

18. 

    13 Jan 2026

    Ep 2: Where the F#!k Mia Agrillo Thinks She's Going

    Mia Agrillo just got into UNC Chapel Hill and is ready to take on this next chapter. She hopes to go on to dermatology PA school, and is passionate about growing her favorite sport, flag football, in college. This episode is filled with laughs as we dive into staying positive, teaching as a back up plan, and why even being scared about the future can feel exciting. Follow the podcast on Instagram | @wheretfpodcast Find Mia on Instagram | @miaagrillo

19. 

    13 Jan 2026

    Ep 1: Where the F#!k Kelly Bracken Thinks She's Going

    Kelly Bracken dreams of moving to NYC to pursue a career in tech theatre, but the hardest part is taking the leap. In this episode, we talk about community college, her creative interests, and chasing big ambitions even when you don’t know if they’ll work out. Follow along as Kelly gets real about fear, passion, and betting on yourself. Follow the podcast on Instagram | @wheretfpodcast Find Kelly on Instagram | @kellyy_brackenn

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