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<p>a whisper or a thought, something that comes and disappears. Right now my next move seems to be the three words “I don’t know”. I don’t know, who do I want to be? What’s my next move? How can I be happy again? Why am I sad? Why is everything so hard right now? I don’t know. I really don’t know. Stick around and maybe, just maybe we can find out. A podcast documenting my depression and untreated ADHD.</p>
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September 18, 2023
a mental breakdown
<p>blog: <a href="https://whispersburn.blogspot.com/?m=1">https://whispersburn.blogspot.com/?m=1</a></p><p>I had a big mental break down yesterday. I don’t feel very good. I’ve kinda fixated on that phrase. I don’t feel too good. Because I don’t know what to say. I don’t know how to explain so it seems like the easiest thing.</p><p>People don’t understand how hard it is when the ask oh well what’s wrong?</p><p>This like depression I’m going in like I said in the last episode it’s just a circle it feels like this always happens to me but it gets worse each time. </p><p> I feel very alone right now. I don’t like the feeling of constantly having panic attacks like these and thinking too much. I can’t stop thinking. But right now I don’t like anything feels like there isn’t any positive outcome because I don’t want to go home and feel the same sadness that everyone is having fun while I’m at home feeling sad. This feeling I have isn’t sadness it’s just anxiety or something I can’t explain. I feel like I’m going exactly back to what I used to do because I feel the exact way now but worse. It feels like I’m just trapping everything in my head. It seems like something in my head or in general prevents me from being happy. Prevents me from being able to live so instead I go back to daydreaming, or thinking, or fantasizing or movies and shows. And then I finally started to feel happy and live and then it went away and now I can’t daydream anymore so I don’t know what to do. I feel this feeling of hopelessness but also restlessness. I can’t sleep. I can’t wake up. Feels like things are slowly getting worse. Because, the longer I stay like this the longer and more I think and start going back to what I used too. It feels worse then 3 days ago. And it’s always just been an endless circle. An endless cycle. And I’m very tired and now I’m losing hope in this endless cycle. I also feel like again im missing out on a lot of things. I also feel very ugly. I feel very ugly. That’s a big one I haven’t talked about. I actually have never really talked about this like fully but u have a big big issues with confidence from how I look.</p><p> I hate the feeling I’m feeling right now. It sucks. I started taking meds, I talked about that on about day four of taking meds. It’s supposed to take about a week or so to like actually start working but then I searched it up and I know the doctor said I might feel a little bad at first but I think she dumbed it down because now researching it I’m supposed to feel like shit before I can feel good again. Seems really fucked.</p><p></p><p> I just don’t feel good. I’m not sure what to say or how else to describe any of this. It’s just so bad I hate everything right now. If one thing negative becomes positive I start worrying about something else. It’s not even if it becomes positive it’s just if I get comfortable with something bad my mind just switches to something else to worry about. And I’m not even going to lie to you.</p><p></p><p>Bad after bad after bad thing keeps happening to me. Like a bullet after another. That has HAS to be sign of something but I DONT KNOW.</p><p></p><p>Can someone please just tell me. Universe what am I supposed to do? Universe please guide me to feel happy and become better then I was before. </p><p></p><p></p>
September 14, 2023
random brain dump (2)
<p>I’ve realized that I’ve never really understood the struggles my friends were going through. I’d always been the therapist or advice friend. And now being on the other side and not doing well at all it’s so hard. I understand so much except I’ve always had smile depression where I could just hide it. Now it become severe depression which is kind of what happens with too much of masking you sadness and untreated adhd. It’s a real struggle right now. It’s just hard. Everything has to happen for a reason I just hate feeling this sadness.</p>
September 10, 2023
random brain dump (1)
<p>just an old random brain dump. sometimes everything is just so very hard. that's all i have to say right now.</p><p><strong>bonus episode (1)</strong></p>
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<p>a whisper or a thought, something that comes and disappears. Right now my next move seems to be the three words “I don’t know”. I don’t know, who do I want to be? What’s my next move? How can I be happy again? Why am I sad? Why is everything so hard right now? I don’t know. I really don’t know. Stick around and maybe, just maybe we can find out. A podcast documenting my depression and untreated ADHD.</p> - How often does this podcast release new episodes?
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