Welcome to With My Whole Heart, a podcast for beauty pros and dreamers building businesses and lives they love—without the burnout. I'm Jessica, salon owner, educator, and mama of three, sharing honest conversations about business, faith, leadership, and purpose. Grab your coffee and join me each week for encouragement, real stories, and wholehearted growth.
With My Whole Heart
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Welcome to With My Whole Heart, a podcast for beauty pros and dreamers building businesses and lives they love—without the burnout. I'm Jessica, salon owner, educator, and mama of three, sharing honest conversations about business, faith, leadership, and purpose. Grab your coffee and join me each week for encouragement, real stories, and wholehearted growth.
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February 2, 2026
The Courage to Pause: Healing, Burnout, and Sacred Space with Sabrina
<p>Sometimes the bravest thing we can do isn’t push harder—it’s slow down and admit we need help. And sometimes healing looks like letting life have a little more of us than our productivity does.</p><p>Before we even get into today’s conversation, I want to share something from the heart: after this episode, there’s going to be a little pause on the podcast. My oldest daughter is walking through some health things right now, and we’re taking a few trips to Mayo Clinic to get answers and clarity. This season is asking for more of my time, energy, and presence than usual—and I’m choosing to gently set this down for a moment so I can show up fully where I’m most needed.</p><p>And honestly… it feels fitting, because today’s guest is someone whose entire story is wrapped around restoration. Sabrina has always understood the power of gathering—not just bringing people into a room, but creating environments where people feel seen, safe, and deeply welcomed. </p><p>I got to experience that firsthand at one of her retreats this past fall, and I knew her heart aligned so beautifully with what we do here. Sabrina’s journey hasn’t been linear—there’s deep healing, a transformative encounter with Jesus, years of ministry and creative leadership—and a growing awareness that burnout can still find us even when we love what we’re called to do. That’s where Kaleo Retreats was born: a space rooted in wholeness—mind, body, and spirit—where women can finally exhale.</p><p><br></p><p><strong>Key Themes + Takeaways</strong></p><p><strong>“This isn’t goodbye. It’s a pause.”</strong> Sometimes faith looks like slowing down and choosing what matters most in real time.</p><p><strong>The thread has always been there.</strong> Sabrina’s gift for gathering didn’t appear out of nowhere—it started in childhood and kept showing up, season after season.</p><p><strong>People-pleasing and worth get tangled early.</strong> We talked about how identity can quietly get wired to approval—and how hard it is to untangle as adults.</p><p><strong>Surrender isn’t a one-time moment.</strong> It’s a rhythm. A re-surrender. Like forgiveness—again and again when life triggers the old grip.</p><p><strong>Leadership can be lonely—and burnout is real.</strong> Even in ministry. Even in “good” callings. Especially when output becomes the measure of worth.</p><p><strong>Kaleo is a place to breathe.</strong> A high-end, deeply intentional experience where women can “drop everything at the door” and remember who they are in God.</p><p><br></p><p><strong>Our Favorite Quotes</strong></p><p>“Taking a break from this podcast is not easy for me… This isn’t a goodbye. It’s a pause.”</p><p>“Sometimes the bravest thing we can do is slow down.”</p><p>“It’s a constant surrender. It’s a constant re-surrender over and over again.”</p><p>“It’s like a breath of fresh air… you get to drop everything at the door when you walk into that space.”</p><p>“God places people in our lives on purpose—especially in seasons where we need encouragement, rest, or clarity.”</p><p><br></p><p><strong>Chapter Markers</strong></p><p>00:00 — A gentle pause & choosing what matters</p><p>01:09 — Meet Sabrina: the gift of gathering & sacred space</p><p>06:00 — Childhood roots: the “sleepover house” and early identity</p><p>18:00 — Letting God lead: stepping back from force and control</p><p>36:25 — Testimony timelines: baptism, surrender, and “game on” faith</p><p>48:34 — Surrender as a practice (not a one-and-done moment)</p><p>59:02 — Kaleo: what women walk away knowing about themselves and God</p><p><br></p><p><strong>Your Turn</strong></p><p>This week’s reflection prompt: <strong>Where have you been gripping tighter—trying to control, fix, or carry something that was never yours to hold alone? </strong>And what would it look like to practice a re-surrender—not perfectly, just honestly?</p><p><br></p><p><strong>💛 Let’s Stay Connected</strong></p><p>I really do mean it when I say: my DMs are always open.</p><p>✨ Got a story to share? A moment that hit home? Slide in anytime.</p><p>Here’s where to find me and go deeper:</p><p><strong>Instagram</strong> →<a href="https://www.instagram.com/withmywholeheart.podcast"><u> </u></a><a href="https://www.instagram.com/jessica_hustleandheartsalon/"><u>https://www.instagram.com/jessica_hustleandheartsalon/</u></a></p><p><strong>Podcast blog</strong> →<a href="https://hustleandheartsalon.com/blog/"><u> https://hustleandheartsalon.com/blog/</u></a> </p><p><strong>Salon home</strong> →<a href="https://www.hustleandheart.salon"><u> </u></a><a href="https://hustleandheartsalon.com/"><u>https://hustleandheartsalon.com/</u></a></p><p>MB01MHIBJVAARBG</p>
January 26, 2026
When Your Business Grows Faster Than You Do
<p>What happens when your business grows faster than you do? When everything on the outside looks successful, expanding, and moving forward—but internally, you feel like you’re trying to catch your breath and catch up?</p><p>This episode came from a place I don’t hear talked about very often, especially in leadership and entrepreneurial spaces. We talk a lot about strategy, scaling, and success—but not nearly enough about the emotional and spiritual weight that growth carries. Because growth doesn’t just stretch your business. It stretches you.</p><p>I’ve felt this gap many times over the last eight years of owning Hustle & Heart, but the first time I really felt it in my body was in 2020. I had just become the sole owner of the salon when the world shut down overnight. Everything felt uncertain. I wasn’t dreaming or planning—I was just trying to survive. And underneath it all, there was this quiet, heavy feeling of Who do I think I am? How am I supposed to lead when I don’t even know what’s coming next?</p><p>Looking back, there were earlier moments too—like hiring before I was ready, leading without enough structure, growing faster than my confidence and leadership had caught up. From the outside, things looked exciting. Behind the scenes, it felt terrifying.</p><p><br></p><p><strong>Key Themes + Takeaways</strong></p><p>Growth can outpace your identity—and that gap can feel deeply unsettling</p><p>Leadership carries emotional weight that no one really prepares you for</p><p>Imposter syndrome often shows up because you’re growing, not because you’re failing</p><p>Grace without structure hurts everyone—especially leaders</p><p>Growth exposes the parts of us that still need healing</p><p>Your business will only grow as healthy as you do</p><p><br></p><p><strong>Our Favorite Quotes</strong></p><p>“Growth doesn’t just expand your business—it exposes the parts of you that haven’t been healed yet.”</p><p>“Grace without structure hurts everyone.”</p><p>“You’re not behind. You’re becoming.”</p><p>“Not knowing isn’t a weakness. It’s part of becoming.”</p><p>“Your business will only grow as healthy as you do.”</p><p><br></p><p><strong>Chapter Markers</strong></p><p>00:00 — When growth gets ahead of you</p><p>01:38 — Becoming the owner during uncertainty</p><p>03:14 — The pressure no one talks about</p><p>04:49 — Identity lag and imposter syndrome</p><p>06:30 — People-pleasing, leadership, and boundaries</p><p>07:58 — Growth exposes what’s unhealed</p><p>09:24 — Trusting the process instead of forcing it</p><p><br></p><p><strong>Your Turn</strong></p><p>This week’s reflection: Where in your life or business do you feel like things are ahead of you—and what might it look like to meet that place with patience instead of pressure?</p><p>You don’t need to rush. You don’t need to prove yourself. You don’t need to have it all figured out. Just keep showing up—with grace for yourself.</p><p><br></p><p><strong>💛 Let’s Stay Connected</strong></p><p>I really do mean it when I say: my DMs are always open.</p><p>✨ Got a story to share? A moment that hit home? Slide in anytime.</p><p>Here’s where to find me and go deeper:</p><p><strong>Instagram</strong> →<a href="https://www.instagram.com/withmywholeheart.podcast"><u> </u></a><a href="https://www.instagram.com/jessica_hustleandheartsalon/"><u>https://www.instagram.com/jessica_hustleandheartsalon/</u></a></p><p><strong>Podcast blog</strong> →<a href="https://hustleandheartsalon.com/blog/"><u> https://hustleandheartsalon.com/blog/</u></a> </p><p><strong>Salon home</strong> →<a href="https://www.hustleandheart.salon"><u> </u></a><a href="https://hustleandheartsalon.com/"><u>https://hustleandheartsalon.com/</u></a></p><p>MB01YKDVBMFBGHH</p>
January 19, 2026
The Quiet That Heals vs. the Quiet That Hurts
<p>I used to think quiet automatically meant healing. That if I pulled back far enough, stayed silent long enough, I’d eventually feel better. But what I learned—slowly, painfully—is that not all quiet is the same.</p><p>For a long time, I told myself I was choosing solitude. I was overwhelmed, anxious, grieving, and exhausted, and retreating felt like survival. Canceling plans. Staying home. Not explaining myself. Protecting my energy. At the time, that story made sense. My nervous system was fried, and quiet felt like control.</p><p>But somewhere along the way, what I thought was solitude became isolation. At first, it did feel safe. It felt like relief. And then… it didn’t. The anxiety didn’t shrink—it grew. The loneliness crept in quietly. No one really knew what was happening in my heart, and I didn’t know how to let anyone in without my anxiety spiking.</p><p>What finally cracked things open for me wasn’t one conversation or one big breakthrough—it was time. And grief layered on grief. Losing my niece changed everything. I couldn’t hide anymore. I couldn’t minimize. And in that breaking open, therapy entered. God felt close again. And healing actually began.</p><p><br></p><p><strong>Key Themes + Takeaways</strong></p><p>Solitude and isolation can look the same on the surface, but they lead to very different outcomes</p><p>Isolation often feels protective at first, but it quietly feeds anxiety and loneliness</p><p>Talking, not hiding, is often where healing actually begins</p><p>Isolation doesn’t just block people—it can block intimacy with God</p><p>Solitude invites God in; isolation keeps everyone at arm’s length</p><p>Constant noise and distraction can be another form of avoidance</p><p>Healing requires presence, not numbing</p><p><br></p><p><strong>Our Favorite Quotes</strong></p><p>“There is no way around pain. The only way out is through it.”</p><p>“Isolation didn’t protect me—it made me lonelier.”</p><p>“Solitude is sacred. Isolation builds walls.”</p><p>“I wasn’t resting. I wasn’t healing. I was numbing.”</p><p>“You don’t have to disappear to heal.”</p><p><br></p><p><strong>Chapter Markers</strong></p><p>00:00 — When quiet feels the same, but isn’t</p><p>01:26 — Retreating as survival</p><p>02:53 — When isolation stops helping</p><p>03:20 — Loneliness and the cost of hiding</p><p>04:22 — Isolation and distance from God</p><p>05:16 — Grief that cracked everything open</p><p>05:46 — Solitude vs. isolation, clearly defined</p><p>06:39 — Distraction as disguised avoidance</p><p>08:12 — Choosing connection instead of disappearing</p><p><br></p><p><strong>Your Turn</strong></p><p>This week, take a gentle pause and ask yourself: Am I using noise to avoid what I’m feeling—or am I creating space to process it with God?</p><p>You don’t have to rush the answer. Just notice. And remember—you were never meant to carry this alone.</p><p><br></p><p><strong>💛 Let’s Stay Connected</strong></p><p>I really do mean it when I say: my DMs are always open.</p><p>✨ Got a story to share? A moment that hit home? Slide in anytime.</p><p>Here’s where to find me and go deeper:</p><p><strong>Instagram</strong> →<a href="https://www.instagram.com/withmywholeheart.podcast"><u> </u></a><a href="https://www.instagram.com/jessica_hustleandheartsalon/"><u>https://www.instagram.com/jessica_hustleandheartsalon/</u></a></p><p><strong>Podcast blog</strong> →<a href="https://hustleandheartsalon.com/blog/"><u> https://hustleandheartsalon.com/blog/</u></a> </p><p><strong>Salon home</strong> →<a href="https://www.hustleandheart.salon"><u> </u></a><a href="https://hustleandheartsalon.com/"><u>https://hustleandheartsalon.com/</u></a></p><p>MB01PID7O8DOXAV</p>
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