This private Patreon feed gives you exclusive episodes, deep-dives, guidance, and real conversation that I don’t share anywhere else. These are the talks that help you put words to the things you lived through — the things most people don't understand unless they've survived it, too.

You Are Not Crazy (Patreon Exclusive Podcast)
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Podcast Overview
This private Patreon feed gives you exclusive episodes, deep-dives, guidance, and real conversation that I don’t share anywhere else. These are the talks that help you put words to the things you lived through — the things most people don't understand unless they've survived it, too.
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Recent Episodes
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June 20, 2026
[PREVIEW] The Angry Daughter in Love
<html><p>In this episode, I return to the angry daughter — but this time, I look at what happens when she tries to love someone. The survival skills that kept her intact in her family of origin are the same ones that quietly work against her in relationships. She over-functions. She holds everything together. She mistakes someone's performed pain for depth, and she chases validation in ways she can't always see while it's happening. This episode is personal, and I'm not writing from some resolved place on the other side. I'm writing from inside it — still learning that I'm allowed to want things, still figuring out what it looks like to stop disappearing so love can fit.</p></html>
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June 20, 2026
[PREVIEW] The Angry Daughter
<html><p>In this episode, I reflect on what it actually means to be the angry daughter — the scapegoat, the truth-teller, the one who names what others refuse to see. Drawing from my own childhood and my experience as a mother, I trace the way systems assign their tension to one person, teach her not to trust herself, and then use her exhaustion against her. This episode is for anyone who has ever been told that their reaction was the problem, that their clarity was the threat, or that their limits were a character flaw. You are not the problem. You are the person who finally stopped pretending otherwise.</p><p></p></html>
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June 9, 2026
[PREVIEW] Q&A: Trauma Bonds, Leaving, and Rebuilding Self-Esteem
<html><p>This month's Q&A episode covers three listener questions that get to the heart of what recovery actually requires. First, I explore whether trauma bonds in adult relationships are rooted in our earliest relational wounds with parents. The connection is real, but it is not the whole story, and understanding what your nervous system learned to call love can be enormously clarifying. Second, I answer one of the most common questions I receive: how do I leave? I walk through what to prepare quietly, what to say, what to avoid, and why one more honest conversation will never produce the outcome you are hoping for. Finally, I talk about rebuilding self-esteem after years of being diminished. You are not starting from zero. You are starting from a deficit that was manufactured, and that distinction changes how the work of restoration unfolds.</p><p>Please ask questions for the next episode here: <a href="https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSeMInxIFVH04aCaxJiNsA58os45FHcxWtBBa-SFYlwaHBq4Yg/viewform?usp=header" target="_blank">https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSeMInxIFVH04aCaxJiNsA58os45FHcxWtBBa-SFYlwaHBq4Yg/viewform?usp=header</a></p></html>
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