explore the depths of human connection and self discovery with your homie samuel adrian!!!
join me as I navigate the intersections of spirituality, sexuality, religion, relationships, and all the crazy thoughts that go through my head.
listen to my random thoughts, follow my families journey of dealing with schizophrenia, and gain insight from thought -provoking interviews with friends & local artists :)
this 15 year old will give you hope for humanity (ft.dioseph)
hello everyone, this is dioseph.
he has such a beautiful soul.
I had a pleasure of mentoring him.
he inspired me and i'm sure he will inspire you.
14 Apr 2025
loving my / your shadow
Some reflection on October 14 , 2024
14 Apr 2025
I talk way too much and have adhd ft. evelyn
Hi welcome, enjoy this night convo with my close friend evelyn....
this convo was just us yapping, or more like me yapping LOL
we bounce off so many topics so goodluck.
special effects by - donald fox
Pregnancy/Kids
Masculine & Feminine
Gender
Labels & Dating
Queer Relationships
Sadhguru on Homosexuality
Judgment
Porn/ Sex/ Sexuality
Manifestation & Sex
Interracial relationships
Wanting to be white growing up
The beauty of native languages
The internet consciousness
Who are you without instagram ?
Relationship with social media
Influencers that do no influencing
How are you different than anyone else ?
Being weird is cool
Trends coming from BIPOC , Queer BIPOC
Art isn’t Original anymore , Over Saturated
7 Oct 2024
some thoughts while running
hello welcome to season 2 !!
now we are closer up to date to the me NOW.
all videos in season 1 were so long ago lol.
I love running because I THINK. A LOT. so heres some thoughts that came up on a run .
30 Sept 2024
a q&a that took me a year to post
wow this one is a stretch lol , over a year and this video is posted.
its crazy editing this and posting now because I feel i would give DIFFERENT answers to some of the questions but I kinda love how long ago this was.
THIS IS THE LAST EPISODE FOR SEASON 1
16 Sept 2024
Navigating Schizophrenia w/ My Family Part 2
16 Sept 2024
Unpacking our Childhood w/ Eli and Daniel Torres
Hello its been a long time since my last video!
A lot has been going on in my life and was really debating to post but I gained strength and motivation.
I hope you enjoy
I love you for listening !!!
7 Jun 2024
reflecting this past winter on a mountain
I talk about what god looks like for me ?
self love and what it looks like in politics
reflection of past winter
so this was filmed in march lol. i told myself id do this podcast on my time for me so enjoy this hella months later. I love you always. THANK you for all that listen. ID LOVE TO HEAR YOUR THOUGHTS IN MY DM OR TEXT ME.
16 Apr 2024
a cathartic conversation with my mom
mind you these are regular conversations I have with my mom hahaha i wanted to share this one from months back.
we talk about…
spirituality through hair
parenting
training your subconscious mind etc…
26 Mar 2024
navigating schizophrenia together part 1
wow. this is it yall… sharing this went through a lot of thought and hesitation as its one of the hardest things my family went through.
note that things are so much better now and we have been going through it for the past 9 years so we have definitely have more strength to talk about it now.
we share knowing that it will not only help us but it will help educate others on mental illness.
we has a family never sat down and talked about this experience so thats why i started this podcast in the first place. I started this for us, for me. so enjoy. I love you omar
26 Mar 2024
unpacking our childhood w/ cecilia torres
hello. enjoy this venerable series where I unpack my family trauma with my siblings.
I have permission from all my family to make this <3
this episode is with my little sister cecilia.
29 Jan 2024
2024 ins and OUTS
enjoyyyy much love
6 Jan 2024
connecting with my mom and her motherhood
hello , this episode my mom and i went to a special place i love in the mountains and i interviewed her about her motherhood. i love her so much and i cant wait for you guys to love her too. shes truly amazing and i cant wait to look back on this video when im older and cry hahahah
24 Dec 2023
stargazing at the park with my dog
hahah enjoy this lil random pod !
i talk about the story of how i got kainoa, the stars, letting go of the past, what i think god looks like etc...
11 Dec 2023
this was supposed to be an intro video
hello instead of introducing myself i kinda just went off lol
this video is shortened cuz im still learning how to edit these mofos lol
enjoy just random thoughts for this 1st episode haha
we talk about :
me , trama, religion, spirituality , schizophrenia , my mom, tiktok, friendships, lmao idek tbh
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