As Long As I'm Living
Hosted by Judith and Alina · Judith and Alina
4.9from 81 ratings
- 213
- Episodes
- 4
- Transcribed
- 81
- Ratings
- Monthly
- Cadence
- 2021
- First episode
- 5B
- YouTube views
About As Long As I'm Living
We're long-distance friends and bereaved moms who lost sons to SIDS in 2021. Each Monday, we chat life after infant loss. Raw episodes with lots of tears, hopeful episodes on the good days, episodes to help those supporting a griever, and interviews with loss parents and other experts in grief and trauma. :: We started our podcast to document our journeys toward Happier Ever After and hope to provide support and connection for those who have lost a child to SIDS, stillbirth, TFMR, miscarriage, or any other type of baby loss. We’re sorry you need us, but we’re so glad you’re here!
- Publisher
- Judith and Alina
- Category
- society & culture
- Language
- en
- Explicit
- Yes
- First episode
- 4 Nov 2021
- Latest episode
- 26 Oct 2026
Latest episodes
4 of 213 episodes have a transcript.
26 Oct 2026TRANSCRIPT
Brothers in Their Hearts
19 Oct 2026TRANSCRIPT
Are You There, AI? It's Me, a Loss Mom
28 Sept 2026TRANSCRIPT
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Brothers in Their Hearts
Published 26 Oct 2026 · Transcript excerpt
[…] Yeah. She knows that Aiden is her brother because we tell her she does not feel it. She does not connect to him. She knows that he is her brother because we say this is your brother. We say you love him. But she knows her younger brother is her brother because she calls him my baby, because she hugs him at school, because she holds his hand and she helps feed him and she keeps him safe. And she like it's her brother. Aiden is not her does not relate to her brother in the same way. She doesn't feel that way at all. But I do think that it will not be. Here's my goal. My goal is that it is not taboo and that she will include him in her mind when she thinks about her family. […]
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- YouTube views
- 4,657,710,219
- Score snapshot 15 Sept 2025
- Apple Podcasts (US)
- 4.9 / 5
- 28 ratings
- Spotify
- 4.8 / 5
- 53 ratings
Podcast Authority Score: 92 / 100
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- Quality
- 96
- Social presence
- 94
- YouTube
- 93
- Engagement
- 82
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Who hosts As Long As I'm Living?
Judith and Alina host the show. Published by Judith and Alina.
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